I ran all the way home.

Oppa…how could you thought I was a clone?

And…out of all the questions I have…why are you in a gang? Especially…a gang leader? What’s your reason to be one?

But that doesn’t matter to me…does it?

No... It doesn’t…you’re still my brother…no matter who you are…




I sat on the bench where the bus come and pick people up. Waiting for no one. The buses came and go. The weather was getting colder and colder by the minutes.
Then I felt something touch the tip of my nose, I look up and saw snow. The beauty of a little white snow. I admire them. So beautiful and pure.

The snow was slowly, taking their time, falling down, without any worries. Falling down…without pain…falling down…without any wounds…


I felt wet tears falling down.


“Han Byul?”

I didn’t care who the person is. I just want the person to go away. I want to be alone….

“Why are you crying?”

Leave me alone…I don’t need you…just go…

“Han Byul…”

Giving up easily, I look up.

Juwon…

My heart sank…I knew I wish…I knew I wanted it to be TaeHyung…But he…doesn’t love me…

He sat down next to me.

He slowly wipes the tears off my face. “Don’t cry…”

The way he says it made me cry even more.

“Don’t cry anymore Han Byul…” I was pull into a hug.

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“Hyejin, make me food. I’m hungry…” Sungwoo whined.

“You get it yourself.”

“No. I’m tired.”

“Oh well then.”

“Come on…please.”

“Nope.”

“I’ll give you a dollar.”

“Nope.”

“5?”

“Nope.”

“20.”

“You don’t even that much.”

“Yes I do.”

“No you don’t.”

“Yes I do.”

“No you don’t.”

“Yes I do.”

“No you don’t.”

“Please Hyejin? I’m HUNNNNNGRYYYY…”

“…………………………Alright alright.” Hyejin gave up.







“WOW. Hyejin, I didn’t know you could cook this good!” Sungwoo begin eating like a kid who hasn’t eaten in 5 days.

Hyejin smiled and shook her head.

“Sit here and watch TV next to me! ^O^.” Sungwoo patted on the couch next to him.

Hyejin smiled and sat next to him.

“Hey, scoot over. You gave me only a little spot in the corner of the couch.” Hyejin pouted, trying to push Sungwoo over.

“No. I’m cold. So sit close to me.” Sungwoo scooted closer to Hyejin.

“It’s not even cold in here, you liar.”

“Yes it is.”

“No it’s not.”

“Yes it is.”

“No it’s not.”

“Yes it is.”

“No it’s not.”

“Yes it is.”

“No it’s not.”

“Fine. Whatever.”

Sungwoo smiled widely. Then scooted even closer to Hyejin than before.

Hyejin was staring at the TV in boredom.

“I can’t believe you’re watching boring shows.” Hyejin said.

“It’s not boring.”

“Yes it is.”

“No it’s not.”

“Yes it is.”

“No it’s not.”

“Yes it is.”

“No it’s not.”

“Yes it is.”

“No it’s not.”

“Yes it is.”

“No it’s not.”

“Fine whatever.” Hyejin gave up.

Sungwoo, once again, smiled in victory.

“Man, stop smiling, you look ugly like that.” Hyejin commented.

Sungwoo pouted, “I don’t look ugly.”

“Yes you do.”

“No I don’t.”

“Yes you do.”

“You know I look hot.”

“No I don’t.”

“Yes you do.”

“No I don’t.”

“No I don’t.”

“Yes you do.---wait.”

“Ha! So you DO think I look hot, huh?” Sungwoo began laughing.

Hyejin turned red, “You…stupid ugly pig! >o
“No. Not ugly, HOT!”

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“Juwon…thank you.”

“It’s alright.”

I stood up and gave Juwon a quick hug. “Thank you…for everything.” I felt so much better now.

Juwon laughs and accept my hug.

“It’s ok, really…whenever you’re down. Just come to me, alright?”

“Ok.” I smiled.

I walked away. I didn’t know Juwon went through that much pain. Compare my pain to his, mines are not even close. So I must be strong…like him.

“You don’t know how it felt…when you actually feel it.”
“You don’t know the pain…when it hurts.”
“You don’t know what’s afraid…when you’re scared.”
“You don’t know what’s going on…unless you see it. So don’t just jump to conclusion. Find out first.”




I should really be stronger…


“I had been going out with my girlfriend for 5 years…then she wanted to break up with me…heh…she said she love another man. And said that I was just a piece of trash, she hated seeing my face, she hated everything about me…she said…she was just playing with me and told me that how could I be so blind…heh…not long after…she died……………..that’s when I knew…everything she said wasn’t true…she said that just to make me forget her. But…I didn’t…”

“Juwon…how could you still smile after the incidents?” I asked him.

“Because…I knew she wanted me to smile…I knew she wanted me to be happy.”


I walked and walked, then, standing before me is my house, I knocked on the door.

“Change the channel!”
“Yes!”
“No!”
“Yes!”
“No!”
“Yes!”
“No!”

I could hear Hyejin and Sungwoo arguing…*shook head*

I knock louder.

“No! Give me the remote now!”
“No!”
“Yes!”
“No!”
I started banging on the door.

“Sungwoo, go open the door!”
“No you!”
“No you!”
“No you!”
“No you!”
“No you!”
“No you!”
“No you!”
“No you!”

(SIGH) I sat on the porch and started thinking.



“You don’t know the pain…when it hurts.”


Of course I know the pain…
It hurts…more than anything…




The door flew open. I look back, “What took you guys so long?” I asked Hyejin, the one who opened the door.

“It was all Sungwoo’s fault!”
“Nu-uh! It was yours!”
“Nu-uh! Yours!”
“Yours!”
“Yours!”

I shook my head at them, then went inside the house, ignoring their yelling. Then made myself some food^^. Hey, I have a stomach too you know


…………………………………….

“HAN BYUL! SUNGWOO’S BEING AN A$$!”
“NO I’M NOT!”
“YES YOU ARE!”
“NO I’M NOT!”
“YES YOU ARE!”

“LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!!” I yelled at them.

……………

“Much better ^O^!”