Tulad Mo

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Hindi mapakali si Katarina sa katahimikan na bumalot sa bahay ni Winter nang makauwi sila. Pero.. kinaya niya naman, pinakiramdaman niya muna si Winter.

 

Minsan lang magalit si Winter, o minsan lang ipakita ni Winter na nagagalit siya. Karina has seen her mad when they were kids, nung isang gabi na pinagalitan si Winter ng magulang niya. Hindi pa sila close nun kaya ang tanging nagawa lang ni Karina ay panoodin ang pag-iyak ni Winter habang mag-isa sa kwarto. Hindi man niya naririnig dahil pinapanood lang naman niya si Winter mula sa bintana ng kwarto nila, alam niyang masama ang loob ng kapitbahay niya nun.

 

Kaya naman, hinayaan niya lang si Winter na mapag-isa. She’s there with her, pero hindi niya na muna kinulit.

 

Dumiretso si Winter sa kwarto sa taas pagkatapos kumain. She saw Winter’s workmate calling on the phone kanina habang kumakain sila, kaya inisip nalang ni Karina na baka may kailangang asikasuhin si Winter sa trabaho.

 

Sitting on the couch, binuksan niya ang TV. Wala siyang balak manood, para lang sana may ingay siyang marinig.

 

"Hello Ning?"

 

Tumawag lang bigla si Ningning sa kaniya. Alam niya naman, baka mangangamusta.

 

"Kaaat! Kamusta si Win?"

 

Karina glances at the empty staircase, tapos sa nakasaradong pinto ng kwarto ni Winter.

 

"Hindi nagsasalita eh.." Sagot niya, leaning her head against the couch.

 

"Kayang suyuin?" Boses naman ni Giselle, nakaloudspeak yata siya sa mga kaibigan.

 

"Susuyuin ko naman."

 

"Okay, buti naman."

 

Kung nakaloudspeaker si Karina, then it must mean na naririnig siya ni Ryujin. Unless wala si Ryujin sa kwarto.. o sina Giselle ang wala sa kwarto.

 

"Si Ryu ba, nandyan pa?"

 

"Lumabas saglit. Kinausap na namin kanina, pinagsabihan." Sabi ni Ningning, Karina sighs.

 

"Oh okay.."

 

Ryujin. Kapag naiisip niya, naaalala lang niya ang galit na expression sa mukha ni Winter kanina.

 

On-going pa din ang tawag. Karina heard Winter opening and closing the cabinet in her room, pero mas maingay pa din naman ang TV noise.

 

"Ano bang nangyari?" She asks her friends. Sa totoo lang, she was lost at hindi nakikinig sa usapan nang matapilok siya.

 

Kaya nga siya nadapa, she wasn't paying attention.

 

"Hindi mo ba narinig yung mga sinabi ni Ryu kanina?"

 

"Hindi sorry.. iniisip ko yung boards."

 

"Ryujin's being rude to Winter, that's all." Boses ulit ni Ning, "Tama lang na nagalit si Win kasi kahit ako talaga, gigil na kanina pa."

 

Hindi agad nakapagsalita si Karina. It's her first time hearing about Ryujin being rude dahil ang image na nanatili sa kaniya ay ang friendly image ni Ryujin, as well as that sweet buddy to her in the past months. Ate Kat pa ang tawag sa kaniya so she sometimes sees her as a younger sister who looks after her.

 

"Dapat ko bang kausapin si Ryujin?" Tanong pa ni Karina, smacking her lips.

 

Kanina niya pang pinag-iisipan, naiinis kasi siya na hindi okay ng girlfriend niya.

 

"Oo girl."

 

Napangiti si Karina sa tono ni Ningning, parang coach kasi mula kanina pa.

 

"Si Winter muna." Sabi ni Karina at ibinalik ang tingin sa direksyon ng kwarto ni Winter sa taaa.

 

"Oo din, unahin mo jowa mo."

 

She will, always.

 

"Thank you, guys."

 

Tumayo na si Katarina at pinatay ang TV. Kakausapin pa niya ang girlfriend niya.

 

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Pagkagising ni Karina kinabukasan, puno ng chats nina Ningning at Giselle ang messenger niya. Nagdaldalan na naman ang dalawa sa groupchat nila nina Winter pagkatapos magsend ng pictures nung kumain sila.

 

Looking over at Winter sleeping quietly beside her, she leaned closer and kisses Winter's shoulder bago siya umalis sa higaan.

 

Like every night with Winter, last night was really, really great. Malawak tuloy ang ngiti ni Katarina while showering.

 

Time check before leaving the room: 6:23 A.M.

 

Tulog na tulog pa din si Winter.

 

Siya naman ang maaga ngayon, balak niyang mag-organize ng reviewers niya dahil ngayon sila magsisimulang mag-aral ni Winter.

 

Dahil 'nasuyo' niya na si Winter kagabi, she's planning to talk to Ryujin today. Pinag-isipan niya muna ang sasabihin habang inaayos ang notebooks, reviewers at reference books niya sa couch set nina Winter.

 

If Karina would be honest to herself, she wants to block Ryujin on social media.. hindi niya kasi matanggap na yun pa ang nangyari sa inexpect niyang happy and memorable day for Winter.

 

Gusto niya sana.. maenjoy ni Winter ang araw-araw niya dito sa Pilipinas.

 

Day three palang, sira na ang streak.

 

Karina sat on the floor kaharap ang ipinatas niyang reviewers sa center table. She fished her phone mula sa bulsa niya at tiningnan ulit ang notifications niya.

 

78+ messages from Welcomebackwinterclub!

2 messages from Ryujin!

 

Hindi niya muna tiningnan ang usapan nina Giselle at Ningning sa groupchat nila nina Winter. She clicked straight into Ryujin's inbox.

 

Napakunot ang noo niya nang makita ang mahabang mensahe.

 

She didn't read it at nagsimula nalang magtype. Karina still saw the last lines of Ryujin's message though.

 

Something along "Gusto ko lang safe at happy ka ate Kat. hindi namn ako ang nanguna."

 

Hindi niya na binasa ang iba pang nakalagay, it doesn't matter anyway.

 

Naguguluhan na din siya sa pag-akto ni Ryujin. She was too busy thinking about Winter and their exams na hindi niya na napansin.

 

Nag-usap naman sila ni Ryujin noon and she was assured na si Yeji daw.. si Yeji pa din daw.

 

Aside from the flowers at sticky notes, wala namang napansin si Karina na kakaiba sa pagiging roommates nila ni Ryujin.. dahil nga kaibigan lang ang turing niya. Have they gotten too close in the past months? Kasalanan ba niya ang pagiging too comfortable ni Ryujin to make such comments with Winter around?

 

Whether Ryujin is being protective of her as a friend.. or as something else, ayaw na niyang isipin. She has more important things to worry about.

 

Ate Kat: hey ryu, about yesterday.. sana last na yun. ayokong nagkakaganun si winter, please be nice to her next time.

        and I think you should stop the sticky notes thing,, it’s a nice gesture but I don’t think my girlfriend would like it.

        Let’s just focus sa boards.

        hindi okay si winter with you,. and I’m not okay with her not being okay.. sorry ryu, I’ll keep my distance, sana hindi ka ma-upset. You’ve been a good friend though, and I'll still be your friend. Goodluck sa boards.

 

Karina tried her best to be gentle, ayaw niya namang magkasira sila ni Ryujin. She still wants to be a friend for her, given Ryujin's recent concerns about Yeji. 

 

Nakita niyang nagseen agad si Ryujin pero itinago niya na ulit ang phone niya sa bulsa para magasikaso na sa kusina. Baka gutom na si Winter mamaya paggising.

 

Lampas alas syete na nang bumaba si Winter, bagong ligo na din. Unlike yesterday, Winter's smiling warmly as she approaches her girlfriend.

 

Ngumiti din pabalik si Karina nang makitang pababa ng hagdan si Winter. Nakabun na ang buhok ni Katarina dahil pinagpawisan na sa dami niyang nagawa sa kusina kanina.

 

"Good morning, Win." She said habang inilalagay sa lamesa ang cup of coffee para sa kanilang dalawa.

 

Share sila.

 

"Good morning.." Winter's wagging her arms and subtly clapping and stretching. Nilapitan niya si Karina 

 

"Aral na tayo mamaya?" Tanong ni Winter, nakita ang review materials ni Karina sa living room.

 

Karina nodded, tapping the backrest of the chair beside her.

 

"Kain muna, baby."

 

Napachuckle naman si Winter at umupo na nga sa tabi niya.

 

Now that they're planning to review together, an effective daily routine is a MUST!

 

Suggestion ni Karina: pinakaunang gawin sa umaga ay.. magjogging.

 

Para daw magising ang diwa nila. They have to set their body clock na dapat ay hindi tanghali ang gising at masanay na magasikaso early in the morning.

 

Maaga ang start ng exams, 8:00. But there will be prepping time kaya dapat, around 6-7:00 in the morning, nandun na sila sa school kung saan sila maaassign.

 

Most likely, around Manila lang din naman, o kaya ay QC. They're sure that Winter would be assigned on a different school. Malayo kasi ang capital letter ng surname niya sa surnames ng mga kaibigan niya.

 

Anyway, dahil mahal daw ni Winter si Karina, pumayag siya sa proposed morning jog schedule.

 

"Win, bilis!" Sigaw ng naka cropped hoodie na si Katarina sa girlfriend niyang hindi man lang nageeffort sa pagcatch up sa mga itinakbo niya.

 

"Jogging nga eh! Bakit nagmamadali?" Sigaw pabalik ni Winter, Karina jogged back to where Winter's currently 'jogging in her own way'.

 

"Walking yang ginagawa mo ha." Sita ni Karina.

 

Kung anong kina-gilas ni Katarina, yun naman ang ikina-tamad ni Winter.

 

Winter started 'jogging' for real nang hawakan na siya ni Karina sa kamay.

 

"Magbike nalang kasi sana." Sabi pa ni Winter kaya naman pinisil ni Karina ang kamay niya.

 

"Ayoko. Uupo ka lang don."

 

"Tch." Binagalan na naman ni Winter ang galaw niya. Nauna na si Karina ulit dahil nagbitaw na ang mga kamay nila.

 

"Bilisan mo!" Karina yelled, nakangisi pa sa girlfriend niya pero hindi naman sumunod si Winter.

 

Dahil pasaway si Winter at napakabagal, at gusto pa rin naman ni Karina na kasabay ang girlfriend niya..

 

Inikutan niya nalang si Winter hanggang mainis sa kaniya at magsimulang magjogging nang maayos.

 

Thirty minutes lang talaga silang nagpauli-uli sa katapat na street ng bahay nila pero para kay Winter, apat na oras siyang pinahirapan ni Katarina.

 

Pero kahit naman pagod ang legs niya sa sudden active morning, hindi nalimutang gawin ang isang bagay na araw-araw niyang ginagawa nung nasa Japan siya.

 

Picking up the watering bucket, dumiretso si Winter sa may garden hose at pinuno yun ng tubig.

 

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hanbeo
hello! big thanks to those who supported, people who inspired me, helped and motivated me, esp. to my friends @.artemis and @.host. Finally got the winter/⭐️ hh I hope this story, its characters and the lessons remain a good memory to everyone na babalik-balikan as a happy pill.

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franzii
14 streak #1
felt like i aged while i was reading this. just like gi and ning, i was a witness to kat and win's love story. all the love and stress. i felt it to the bone. you sure didn't hold back, but i guess that's just how love really is. it can be intense, messy, confusing, painful, sweet, but it will definitely be worth it by the end.

i had my hesitations before reading this at first because you know why :p despite my initial annoyance, i'm glad i gave this a chance because to simply state it, this is a good story. probably my favorite thing about this is how every character is real and flawed, but they didn't let their insecurities get the best of them and strived to be better versions of themselves, even though there were questionable decisions made in the process, it all turned out well. sacrifices have to be made and it’s just the way of life where we’ll face certain situations that challenges us and eventually changes us for good or worst. it’s really just up to ourselves how we’ll face it and i hope these two never forget what they went through and always remember their love for each other in the second book.

i'm also a er for romantic gestures and the proposal just got me. the build up from winter reminiscing her favorite moments with kat from childhood and up until the most recent and eventually proposing and responding to the note kat left her and the promises they’ve made before… it was a beautiful full circle moment. you ended this chapter of their life beautifully, so i say thank you because i enjoyed reading it :]
franzii
14 streak #2
Chapter 48: .... ok.
franzii
14 streak #3
Chapter 47: okay confirmed si ning na favorite ko <3
franzii
14 streak #4
Chapter 39: ah ryujin. parang gusto ko na to idrop?! iinisin mo pa ko sa bias ko. nakakatampo ka na hay
franzii
14 streak #5
Chapter 32: halfway through this and i just gotta say, ang sipag mo magsulat lol
einjie_GF
#6
Chapter 62: 💙💙💙
einjie_GF
#7
Chapter 61: waaaaaaaaa, doneee na huhuhuhu. thank you po sa magandang story na 'to. dagdag sa list ng comfort fic ko. hayyyyy loveloveee sa story ng magbestfriend. mamimiss ko kayooo 😩😩😩 thank you po ulit sa story na 'to.. grabe, ito yung story na ganda balik-balikan.... heartheartttt mwaa mwaa
einjie_GF
#8
Chapter 34: Hala yung notes... Ang cute pero naiiyak ako hayyyy

YUNG NINGSELLEEEEEE AYAN NA AYAN NA!!!!
einjie_GF
#9
Chapter 31: congrats ning nakapag confess ka na. wait na lang sa response ni ate mo girl Gigi huhuhuhu...
sa kabilang side, ang ganda lang nung naging talk. kakiligg yung sinabi ni winter, yung assurance hayyy the "Mahal kasi kita e"😩 wala lang kinikilig lang ako lakas e hahaahah... palagi talaga 💙
einjie_GF
#10
Chapter 29: Gusto ko pa basahin😩 pero sheeet kasi sunod-sunod ang mga exam and quizzes😩😩 ituloy kita after NAT and periodic exam😣😣😣