[Taeyang]

3 days later... None of my words gotten through her, we will be separated for so long. Her and I haven't had a normal conversation, she's never gonna forgive me. I just can't believe I picked her, but I don't regret it.

"Taeyang she's going now hurry up" mum yelled from outside.

I quickly grabbed a mini bag I bought for her with gifts inside and headed downstairs. Jen's luggages were down on the bottom of the floor, along with the camera that mum and I bought for her on her birthday. Everyone was saying their goodbye to her; I didn't really bother since I'll be taking her to the airport. Minutes after their emotional goodbyes, Jen asked me to put all her luggages in the car.

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"Taeyang, I'm sorry about what happened to you and Yoobin. I'm sure in time you'll find the right one for you" she said.

"Yeah, I guess. How long is my bestfriend staying in Paris for?"

"I still don't know. If I love it there I might be gone for awhile, I'm sorry but I will come back for you."

"I don't like the sound of that. Jen when you come back I promise to make it up to you when you come back. I'll work hard for us two and I'll see you well and healthy when you come back"

"Tae, you make it sound like I'm gonna die" she said and released a smile. 
"I'm sorry I ignored you for so long it's just that I couldn't handle everything"

"It’s okay" was all I could say.

Her phone started ringing and she started laughing. Her laugh was making my heartache, knowing that I won't hear it for awhile is just really heartbreaking. Her smile will no longer make my day.

OH, Jen why didn't I realise this love I have for you before?

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[Jen]

"Be quiet Jiyong, I'll only be gone for like awhile. I'll definitely come back and pay you back you jerk. When I come back I want to have a CD of your albums, araso? I'll see you soon. Thanks for calling" I said and hanged up.

I felt Taeyang staring at me, which reminded me that we were at the airport already.

"What?" I asked confused.

"Jiyong called you?"

"Yeah, he just wanted to say goodbye and wish me luck in Paris" I replied.

"Can all the passengers to Paris please board now" they announced.

Taeyang looked at me looking all sad. I really couldn't bear seeing him like that but I have to stay away to give myself some time to heal. I've been hurt by him so many times, and he chose me over the girl who loves him.

I love him but I can't hurt another girl, I just wish he makes the right decision in the distant future.

"Well I'll see you when I get back okay? Know that I love you best" I said while giving him a hug.

I felt his arms closing tightly, and then I felt tears falling down my shirt.

"Taeyang its okay" I started.

"It's definitely not okay. I confessed to you not long ago and then you're suddenly just leaving. It's the worst time for me to realise these feelings but Jen I'll wait for you if you want me too, but just make sure you come for me okays?" he said.

I pulled away from his hug and looked deeply in his eyes. I was gonna hurt him and myself with what I'm about to say.

"Don't wait for me. Go have some fun, you're still young. You have plenty more to learn. Focus on YG; give them a big performance and make them love you... Go back with Yoobin. That girl honestly loves you and she's only avoiding you because she's only thinking about your happiness. I got to go" I said and kissed him on the forehead, his tears still flowing down his cheeks.

"Stop crying you look like an idiot" I said before he pulled me into another hug.

"WHY DO YOU KEEP PUSHING ME AWAY?" he yelled.

People looked us at like we were some weird show. I placed my hand over his mouth to shut him up.

"Stop making a scene" I said.

The announcer once again called for the passengers.

"Jen if you walk away now it'll be forever" he warned.

But I have to leave; I need my heart to heal. I know the love of my life is right here but he realised his love for me a bit too late. Someone else was in love with him and it's not fair to just take her place; it really isn't. I'm sure in time he'll get over it; he'll get over me just like I'll get over him.

"Farewell Taeyang" I said and completely turned away from him, pushing him completely away from my life.

Someday I'll regret this but it's something I got to do; not only for myself but also him.