Siwon wounds didn't look as bad as they seem.

It was was mostly just the bllod making it look scary.

Heechul watched Siwon sleep soundly.

He was upset not at what happen tonight, but at himself.

If him a Siwon would have been together and not on bad terms.

He would have look as bad as he did.

He would have been beatin or dragged in the middle of Kyuhyun's mess.

He stood to his feet and grapped the bowl full of bloody water.

He walked to the bathroom and dumped the water inside the sink.

He poured fresh water in the bowl and got a fresh rag.

He went back into the room and Siwon wasn't laying in bed.

He rushed into the room and looked around.

He saw him in a corner next to a bookshelf looking down at something.

He hurried and put the bowl down and ran to his side.

Heechul: "What are you doing? Lets get you back to bed." he said softly as he pulled at his arm gently.

Siwon didn't budge.

Instead he pulled away gentally.

  Then handed Heechul what he was holding in his hand.

Heechul took it from him and looked down at it.

It was a small book.

Siwon: "Read it when you get time." he said softly. As he looked at Heechul as he stared at the book.

Heechul looked at Siwon.

Siwon gave him a soft smile.

And slowly moved to his face giving him a sweet kiss on the cheek.

Heechul: "Don't do that." he said shly as he helped Siwon off the ground and onto the bed.

Siwon: "Don't do what?" he asked in a painful voice.

Heechul: "Don't act like there still isn't things that we need to talk about."

Siwon: "I didn't say there wasn't. I said somethings that I shouldn't have. And I am sorry..." he moved his hand over Siwon's mouth gentally.

Heechul: "Not that. I over reacted about that I should be telling you I'm sorry."

Siwon: "No, The things I said was too much..." Siwon stared to finish before Heechul rapped his arms around his neck.

Heechul: "I missed you so much." he said as he took a deep breath a buried his face into Siwon's shirt. Taking in his scent.

Siwon smiled and held Heechul back.

Heechul missed him.

But when he reads that book.

He'll know how much Siwon missed him.

The book was a journel to release stress when he needed to.

And without him realizing every page was filled with thoughts of Heechul.

He never know how much he liked Heechul until they was apart for so long.

But that book made him realized he messed up everything.

With Heechul and Kyuhyun.

And he was determain to fix it.

No matter what it took.

Heechul laided down next to Siwon staying in his arms.

Siwon smiled down at him and kissed him on the forehead.

Siwon: "I guess your sleeping tonight." he said playfully.

Heechul: "You guessed right."