I'm too stunned to move. I'm hearing things right? I met my twin's wide eyes staring at her phone in horror and when she looked at me, my tears fell as I shook my head and desperately clutched her phone that is still on the line

"Y-ya." No answer.

"S-seokjin answer me." But only the sound of an ambulance in the distance asnwered me back. I felt dizzy. My breathing shallowed and I hear a loud ringing in my ear. My vision going in and out.

"Come on." Jisoo snapped me out of my senses and helped me up but I don't have any presence of mind. I just let her pull me down the stairs and we almost fell because of me. I hear jennie squeal, good thing Taehyung and Yoongi's quick reflex prevented us from falling

"What's wrong? Why are you both crying?" I couldn't even speak. I was in a daze.

"Eomma?" Hyunjin hugged my legs and seeing my son made me bawl. I dropped down on my knees and hugged him tightly. I must've startled him that he started crying too.

"Y-ya what's going on?" I hear jennie's concerned voice as Jisoo explained to them

"I heard the guard call for ambulance when I picked up my parcel saying there has been an accident just outside the subdivision. I didn't know Seokjin hyung's involved with it." Taehyung frowns

"We'll take care of the kids." Hyunjin didn't want to let go of me but he's too young and I don't know what state his father is in but the sound from jisoo's phone earlier is ringing in my ears. "E-eomma," I tried my best to speak and pull myself together for my son. I sniffed, wiping my tears and took a deep breath. "I'll be back ok?" Hyunjin is pouting, a frown on his cute little face. A face that looks so muchike his father.

"Shiro." He shakes his head and hugged me tightly. I could feel my tears welling up again and we don't have much time, we have to hurry. Painful as it is, I removed hyunjin little arms around my neck and tood up while taehyung held him back.

"Behave ok? I'll be back." Jennie hugged ella to her chest while taehyung carried a protesting hyunjin and explaining to him gently where I'm going.

I turned my phone on and series of text messages greeted me

Joohyun please.

I'm begging you to hear me out.

Please let me explain.

I love my you and hyunjin more than you know. Please.

Don't leave me.

I clutched my phone to my chest. My heart feels constricted, it felt so heavy like a towel that has been soaked in water. I won't leave so please be safe. Come home to me.

"Ya, you're gonna be dehydrated at this rate. Drink some water." My eyes hurt and my lips are dry from crying. With shaky hands, I accepted the glass of water my twin has gotten me before we left the house.

Yoongi drove us to the hospital with me in the backseat, looking at nothing. Thinking about nothing. Th