"This can't be happening." I groaned, burrying my face on my palms. "I can't be in love with him!" It wasn't my heart beating! It was my ! I groaned and rubbed my face in frustration. Ever since we came back home after our car , my heart won't keep calm around Seokjin.

"What do I do?" I looked at my two year old who tilted his head at me. We're in his room playing with his toys and I'm on the floor, whining to him as if he'd understand me.

"Hyunjin-ah, do you like appa?" He nodded his head

"More than eomma?"

"Hmmm..." He folded his cute hands and tapped his index finger on his chin then stood up

"I love eomma this muuuuch" He stretched his arms out as wide as he can and I smiled, pulling him for a hug.

"Do you like it here?" I feel him nod.

"I think I do too." I sighed pulling back and slouched, looking up lightly to hyunjin.

"Baby, when did you get so tall?" I asked with a pout, tucking his hair that have grown longer at the back of his ear.

"Hyunin not a baby, I'm big boy mama. Baby is inside." he pats on my stomach and for a second I had a mini heart attack but then remembered we used protection so I can't possibly be pregnant.

I let out an awkward laugh and asked "Eomma has a baby in her stomach?"

"Hmm!" He nods. "That's where babies are kept." He whispers and I chuckled

"That's right, hyunjin was inside eomma's tummy before." He smiles then snapped his head towards the door hearing his father's footsteps

"Appa!!" He ran and tiptoed to reach his doorknob and dashed out. I just stayed sitted where I am and decided to clean up his toys instead.

I could hear their voices from outside and I held my heart. Aisssh! Just hearing his voice makes my heart flutter. I shook my head and slapped both my cheeks lightly and turned my head to see seokjin coming in, carrying hyunjin and I quickly looked away, pretending to be busy.

"Go tell eomma." I hear him whisper to hyunjin and a second later I hear hyunjin's excited squeals as he leapt on my back since I was on my knees, picking up his toys with m back on them "Eomma disney disney disney!!"

"What?" I held on to hyunjin's arms around my neck so he won't fall and turned to seokjin

"Hyunjin's birthday is approaching and since the your semestral break is around the corner I figured we could go out of the country."

"Yayyyy!!!" Hyunjin went down from my back and ran around the room excitedly. I can't go! It's a trap!! Just thinking about going there as a family fills my stomach with butterflies. It is