I haven’t been a good son

Previously:

“I’m sorry... it must have been really hard on you and Yoochun... but I’m happy that you are doing well now... both of you...” 

Palming his husband’s cheek fondly. 

“I’m doing way better since you came along...” 

Yunho said leaning for a kiss from his blushing wife. 

“Do you think we should go back? I’m getting hungry!” 

Yunho said getting a nod from his wife. 

********* 

“Did you have a good time?” 

Yeonsu said meeting them at the door with a huge smile. 

“We did... this place is amazing...” 

Jaejoong said smiling wide at her, as she took their empty glasses. 

“I’m glad to hear that... Sit down... I’ll bring Jiyool to you and have get your food served...” 

“Um, Do you need help?” 

Jaejoong walked after her, but he was stopped as she turned to him smiling, ruffling his hair. 

“You are one cute man, no wonder Yunho fell for you! Am I right Yunho?” 

Yeonsu said making the pale man blush, hearing his husband agree to her hugging him to his side. 

“Now... go have a seat...” 

She said leaving them alone. 

‘Wouldn’t that be nice... Yunho falling in love with me?’ 

‘I wish that was true...’ 

‘But... I’m a contract wife... He didn’t marry me out of love...’ 

“Yah! Jaejoong!” 

Jaejoong looked up meeting his husband’s eyes. 

“What’s on your mind? You were out for a minute...” 

“N-nothing... I was thinking about Jiyool...” 

“Don’t worry, she is still asleep...” 

Yeonsu appeared again carrying Jiyool’s seat giving it Yunho whom placed it on their table. 

“Thank you Ajuimma...” 

He said to her as she walked back inside. 

“Come, sit...” 

Yunho said pulling a chair to his wife to sit. 

“I’ll go to the toilet for a minute...” 

“Ok...” 

Jaejoong nodded watching his husband disappear behind a door in the corner 

‘I shouldn’t think much of it...’ 

‘Whether I stay in their life for weeks or years... It shouldn’t matter... I’m strong and I can survive when it ends...’ 

“Mmm!” 

Jiyool whines were heard. 

“You’re awake baby... hm?” 

Jaejoong said picking the teary baby up, hugging her into his chest. 

“Paaa!” 

Jiyool whined again sounding cranky, she was still a little sleepy. 

“You want appa? Hm?” 

Jiyool laid her head on his chest lazily as he stood up and walked around swaying her gently... it did help calm her down... 

Walking around the place, his eyes wandered around the beige walls, decorated with dark brown frames and pots of green plants... a few frames, caught his attention... They were photos framed beautifully around each other. 

‘They look old’ 

He thought looking at each of them, recognizing Yeonsu-ssi in most of them, until his eyes fell on a particular p