“I’m going to miss you Krys”

The way Jessica said it made my heart happy and hurt at the same time. Her words held so much emotion.

I was happy that she cared for me that much, that se was indeed going to miss me. Maybe not as much as I would miss her, but enough to be sad about me leaving.

It hurt me though that she would feel sad without me. And it hurt me to even think about leaving her again. 

I turned to look at her. As we layed there on my bed, close to each other I said

“I’m also really going to miss you Jess. My days are not the same without you.”



Duguen Dugeun

My heart was going crazy. Our faces were really close as our bodies lay beside each other on the bed.

I knew she would miss me. She loved me. What she didn’t know though was that I was going to miss her just as much, since I loved her just as much.

My hand came up and softly Krystals cheek. Her eyes fluttering close as she let out a sigh.

She looked so vulnerable and cute at the same time. Her vulnerable side was just really cute.

I looked at her face in awe, scanning over her every feature.

“Stop staring,  Jess.”

I saw her cheeks turn a slightly redder taint.

Kyaaaah, cute

I didn’t stop staring though, I was entranced by her. And it was making it very hard for me to look away, so I didn’t.



I could still feel her gaze on me. It felt good though, the feeling of having her full attention on me.

Contemplating  if I should open my eyes or not, I decided it was better not to open them.

I was pretty sure that her face was really close to mine. Opening my eyes would mean I would probably look right into her eyes, that were staring at me for the past couple minutes.

That and our closeness, could lead to some serious issues for me and my selfcontrol.

With my eyes closed my senses were heightened.

Every touch of my lovely sister, send tingles through my body. So when her hand that was first rested upon my cheek, made it’s way down, I couldn’t help but shiver slightly.

“Are you cold Krys?” I heard the soft voice as she breathed down on my face. She was really really close.

She asks if I'm cold? Cold? How about super warm.

“N-no.”

“You’re shivering though..” She stated.

Well duh, ofcours I was. How could I not with her hand wandering over my body.

I decided to not say anything about that statement, just letting out a small hummingsound.



I couldn’t help myself as my hand started to make its way down to her hips, where it stayed.

Krystal didn’t reply to me and I knew why, so I didn’t ask further.

Her shirt had ridden up a bit, making a small part of her milky skin available for me to see. It looked so soft, her perfect smooth skin.

Unconsciouly my hand had already reacted to my deep thoughts, as I noticed I was now the soft skin, sending a shiver throug Krystal body once again. Goose bumps were visible on her arms.

My eyes made their was back to Krystal’s.

She had opened her eyes to look at me and I became absorbed in her eyes.  Drowning in her lovely orbs. My heart beating faster then it should have.


 

I still had my eyes closed when I felt her hand landing on my hip, feeling Jessica’s breath on my face.

She had come even closer, then she already was.

Do not, I repeat do not open your eyes Krystal.

But I did.

Once I felt her soft touch on my bare skin, my eyes fluttered open as a warm tingle shot up my spine again.

She wasn’t looking at me though, like I had expected.

Her eyes were focussed on something else. And that something else was my hip, making my cheeks turn even more rosy, another tingle shooting through my body.

Her eyes shot back to mine and what I had been so afraid of happened.

I got lost in her gaze.

Lost in those caring and soft eyes, that I loved so much.

Jessica also didn’t look away, her gaze turning softer.

It became so hard to control myself. I had been longing for her lips ever since I had tasted them.

With us being this close to each other, faces only a few inches apart, her soft hand still my hip and the both of us locked in a fierce gaze, I couldn’t help but to lean in a bit.

Hoping for something, that I was sure would never happen again.

Her hand slipped to my stomach, making my abs contract.

“Jess..” I sighed.

I should stop her. Her touches were making me all heated up. But it felt to good and I wanted them to continue. Did she even know the effect she had on me.



I became fascinated by the contraction of her abs. It held something really y.

And the way she sighed my name..

What are you doing to my feelings Krystal.

I knew she was holding herself in.  Her eyes had flickered to my lips a few times already, always returning back to my eyes, that were still fixated on hers.

I had seen her leaning in and I knew what she wanted the most right know.

It was something I couldn’t deny I wanted myself. But I shouldn’t be doing it. Even though I was really enjoying this, it had to stop.

“Krys, shall we go eat dinner now?” I said almost soundless.

I could see her features turning disappointed. She definitely prefered to stay like this.

She let out a hum of dissaproval. Preventing me from getting up, as she wrapped her arm around my waist tucking me nearer to her and hoding me tight to the bed.

“Aren’t you hungry?” We hadn’t eaten anything but popcorn since this morning. We had to eat something soon.

She let out a long groan. “Yes I am…” Admitting that she indeed was hungry, like I had thought.

“Let’s order some pizza then, I’m not feeling like cooking.” I said, really craving for some American food. And what was better then pizza?

“Hah, like you would be the one cooking.”

“Shut up, missy.” I said as I teasingly flicked her nose, before moving Krystal’s arm and getting out of her hold to make the phonecall. “I’ll be right back.”

Time to recollect myself again.

She was being so lovey dovey with me, it was frustrating to say the least.

I was happy and I loved it when she did that, but my mind kept scoulding me. I was given hope by her actions. Something I’d rather not have, since I knew it would never happen.

Taking a deep breath I my back, staring at the ceiling, while I waited for the Ice princess, my princess, to return.

.......

“Krys”  The voice of an angel echoed through my brain.

“The pizza is here, Kry” The soft hands of an angel shook me slightly.

“Wake up, Krys” As I opened my eyes, I took in the sight of my angel.

“Ugh” I groaned, causing Jessica to let out a giggle.

“Wake up, you sleepy head. Rub your eyes, get out of that bed” She sang for me.

Now I couldn’t deny that. “Okay okay, only because I can’t deny the request of an angel.”
Once I let that out, I immediately covered my mouth with the palm of my hand. I didn’t mean to say that..

“Oh you, sweettalker.” She said as she giggled. I could see a faint teint covering her face.

We sure were blushing a lot lately..

“Come on Krys, the pizza is getting cold.”

She dragged me into the livingroom to happily feed me a piece of pizza.



Like a real lover…

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