"How did she blackmail you into breaking up with her?" Junseo asked, "She told me if we can't get together then she was gonna expose Aliyah" I explained, "How?" He asked. "With pictures that look like Aliyah's bullying or being rude ... And some other kind of pictures" I said with my head hung low, this is my fault. "Oh damn. So how'd you break up with Aliyah?" He asked, "She texted her from my phone that I was breaking up with her and that she was right about me having a thing for Joy", I stood up and walked to the bathroom towards the end of my sentence. When I came back from the bathroom I noticed my hyung slouching and he was going through pictures on my phone. I took it from him unexpectedly "no one is supposed to see those" I said, referring to the nudes Aliyah sent me a few weeks ago. "She was y..who is that in your phone?" He asked with a little excitement. I sighed, "the love of my life". "Oh. Aliyah? Eeeeeew" he said. I laughed, "she is y. I miss her but if Joy even smells Aliyah's scent on me she'll flip out and send those pics to media sources". He shrugged, "if I was Aliyah I wouldn't even care. She's got a cute face and a nice body". I cut my eye at him, "don't ever say that again, erase her body from your mind like you never seen it. Aliyah isn't the type to flaunt her body willingly she's still shy and a little insecure about her abilities. She doesn't want to disappoint her family". "Insecure about her abilities?" Junseo asked. "BESIDES THAT ..looks wise too and I think the way she sings. She auditioned singing and its good but she doesn't sing anything besides the chorus. And I noticed that she really didn't look me in the eyes a lot if the situation wasn't serious" I said. "You know they say that only cheaters have that problem" he told me. "If any one is cheating it was me. I still never admitted to kissing Joy and we slept together while I was with Aliyah" I sighed, "I swear she deserves better but I can't let her go". "Why'd you cheat?" He asked. "I don't know, she guilt tripped me into it and we didn't have . I just let her lay with me because she didn't want to sleep alone" I told him. "Well to me that's not really cheating and brother.." He said to me and put his hand on my shoulder "You're in love". "How do you know?" I asked. "Okay answer these questions for me, about Aliyah. Do you love her? How many times do she cross your mind a day? Do you deeply care for her? On a scale from 1-10 what would you rate what you two had? How does she make you feel?"He spoke, I pondered up all the answers in my head. " I do love her. She crosses my mind all day every day. Yes I do deeply care for her. I would rate our love at a million. She makes me feel like a man. I mean, she lets me take charge until she wants to have her turn. She makes my life happier and when I'm down she's the reason I smile" I turned my back to my brother because I felt the blood rush to my face. "Last questions... If, I mean WHEN you two get back together do you see yourself possibly marrying her and making a family with her?" He asked. "Yes...i am in love with her" My words came out along with tears that I tired to blink away. I thought the situation was bad but Junseo only made it really dawn upon me how I'm actually affected. "I knew it. She's want your heart wants, don't let her slip away and you should come clean about what you did with Joy" he told me. I wiped my tears and nodded, "Hyung don't tell anyone... I have a daughter" I told him. His jaw dropped "with who?" He asked. "Mika, the girl from Japan I was with" I admitted, "she told me last week and I don't want this to ruin my career or my chance of ever having Aliyah back". "Damn,I won't tell. At least Daniel finally has a cousin to play with" he laughed "I swear he's obsessed with Aliyah and his mother is driving me crazy. She keeps asking who is Aliyah and I always tell her that she's not mine, she dated my little brother, but she don't believe me". I laughed at him "I feel bad for you. Daniel has good taste in his women just like his uncle". "Don't take this the wrong way but if Aliyah was a star I'd watch her tapes" Junseo told me. I wanted to choke him but she's not mine, "I wouldn't" I said plainly, "maybe before I would've but now it's deeper than that. I'd probably cry like a ing baby". "Why?" He asked. "Because I was her first and I want it to stay like that. The first girl I've gotten with that wasn't previously corrupted" I laughed "I got to corrupt her. She was all innocent and cute, she kinda still is. Ha, I think I made her fatter too" I smirked. "Aaaye" Junseo slapped hands with me, "I thought I was seeing a difference after I first met her". We sat and laughed for a good half an hour about jokes until a knock at the door disturbed us. I checked the peep hole, "it's joy" I mouthed to him, he nodded. I opened the door and it was an angry Joy. "What happened to you?" I asked. "That you're so damn obsessed with as an older sister. And she attacked me for apparently ruining her sister's happiness" she growled and slammed the door. "Oh" I said, I could kinda care less. "Oh? That's it. Why didn't you tell me she has a sister here?" She said furiously. "Because you didn't ask" I said lowly, remembering the first time I met her older sister. "Uuugh you make me so damn angry sometimes!! What is that you did to that little huh? She's was so happy with you. Why won't you make me that happy? Were you ing her more? Why is it that you don't post about me on social media like you did for her?" She said while plopping next to Junseo like he wasn't there. I shrugged, "Stop calling her that. We were just happy together. I didn't think you're the type to want to be flaunted on social media. And what me and her did in bed is personal". "I'm not, but anything that'll make her feel like she's nothing will be fine with me. She thinks she gets to date my best friend and take all his attention then gets to go to school and steal my sister's thunder? Hell no" joy said with a smirk while applying makeup to her affected areas. Junseo chuckled "little brother, you must be a lucky man" he said. She stood up and began walking to the steps " YOU JUNHONG. THIS IS YOUR FAULT". I grew overly annoyed and punched a spot on the wall that was parallel to her head "GIRL YOU'RE SO JEALOUS. I CAN'T HELP THAT I LOVE HER. YOU'RE NOT THE PERSON I BECAME FRIENDS WITH, YOU'RE EVIL AS HELL. WHY DO YOU WANT TO PUT ME AND ALIYAH THROUGH THIS? JOY I'M ASKING YOU NICELY TO STOP THIS NOW" I said with clenched fists. "DON'T YELL AT ME before I send her nudes to the world. How the hell is she trying to be a role model for young girls when she's sending pictures to men. Now that's not what good girls do. And she has the nerve to be the cute member of her group, they're going nowhere. I can't wait till she hands us our award for cutest couple at the MAMA Awards" she said and walked up stairs