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A month without him

2 months without him

3 months without him

Without any single contact from him, without hearing his voice, without seeing him. Honestly, at least he could sms to me or whatever. I mean, it doesn't seem like he don't know me. He knows me very well, too well, he already knows that a day or even an hour without him is really hard to me. But why? Or he already forget me or have a new life there already. Stop negative mind of yourslef will ya Lee Pabo Hyemi. Or he just too busy with his study?

Damn it, I really miss him, I miss him till I can cry out anytimes I hear his name. When I'm alone, many things flushed back in my mind. I used to wake up by his morning sms. I used to walk to school with him. I used to ditch class just because of our date. I used to get piggyback from him every even when we walk home. Those imagines, still float up in my mind. I hate to admit it but, I really love him, too much. 

"Noona" someone interupt my thought. I turn back after wiping my tears away. "Are you okay?" He looks worried. "I'm okay" I fake a smile. Good thing I'm good at acting. "But you look really pale, noona. I'll take you home nae?" I widen my eye"Ah no need, sungjae-ah. I'm totally fine. I just didn't get enough sleep last night. That's it" "Really?" He looks throught my eye. I nod. He just sigh and sit beside me. "wae?" I ask. "You miss hyung that much?" I freeze at that moment and give me a how-did-u-know look. "duh. It's obvious that you miss him a lot" he say without looking at me. I look down  and I sigh. "Stop waiting for him" I widen my eyes again and look at him directly. "huh?" I make a face. "Just stop waiting for him." "what are you talking about?" I still confused. "Aiishh pabo noona, think deeply, if he think about you that much, he must at least call you even how busy he is. It's 50 percents an excuse already. You know the boy biggest excuse\? I'm busy. Think" he grow mad and raise his voice.

He's right. 

I can feel my heart ache. But I still keep strong and face him "I trust him. He would not betray me." Sungjae's eye widen. Then he sigh even louder than last time. This is what we call love. We can do everything. 

"Ya don't tell her, she will hurt ya know?" I heard a voice from the nearby so I decide to peek.
"You think you can hide from her forever?, you dumbhead" 
"Hyemi is a weakheart you know? she might even faint after hearing this" Did they just talk about me?
"I know. Still, she may hurt less after hearing this. Better than keep on being hurt forever" 
"Hearing what?" I decide to go in
"OMO!" Eunji, the little girl, she gasp. 
"Hyemi Ah" Saekyung, the one who is the closest person to baekhyun, walk toward me but eunji stop her "Unnie no" "tell me" I suddenly speak. "Baekhyun is..." Eunji's eye grow big "it's okay eunji. Saekyung tell me now" "Baekhyun.....

"His purpose to leave is not for studying" I freeze again. Eunji look down while saekyung try her best to speak out every single word. "It's because of his family. His parents want him to engage"

Engage? Did I just dream?Were my ears having problem? 

A/N: Short update T___T I know it's really bad. Mianhae -bow bow-