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Ambivalence
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"Wha.. What.. Just happened?" Dongwoo stammered out as he looks at Jaehwan's car driving out of the campus. He hears murmuring at his back and turns around, shock also written on infinite's faces. Dongwoo had been walking ahead of infinite when he stumbled upon sungyeol, just in time for him to call his name and greet sungyeol's parents and also apologize, he—or they because he assumed they had also seen it—had seen what happened.

"What did they mean by..." Woohyun started but raised his hands to ruffle his hair "i don't understand... What's..."

Sunggyu looked down. He knows sungyeol's story, he cried because of it, he hadn't eaten because of it, he'd feel suffocated everytime he thinks of it, but never had he thought that it was worse than imagined.

"Why d..did they.. To hyung..." Sungjong is close to tears as hoya patted him on the back, also too shock to say comforting words.

Myungsoo who was supposedly mad at sungyeol felt liked he'd had been punch, not because he was feeling guilty for punching sungyeol or maybe he was because he knows sungyeol. He knows—knew sungyeol all too well and maybe he knows he didn't do anything wrong and that's why he's mad.

Or maybe he's mad because he thought he knew sungyeol.

maybe because sungyeol wasn't explaining him things, everything, he's mad because he doesn't know what to believe, And maybe he's mad because why does jaehwan know and he doesn't? Why does it feel like a part of him is aching?

They looked at the ground, gloom expressions on their faces. Sunggyu opens his mouth, trying to think of comforting words but nothing came.


They were in their rest house and nobody neither spoke nor move, too glum to do anything. Woohyun, who couldn't take the curiosity, opened his mouth.

"Did.." He started, the guys looking at him "you guys know he has a sister?"

Sunggyu looked away, was he suppose to say anything? He promised sungyeol not too but now that it had come to this.. "i did.." Noticing the stares he looked at them.

“D-did you als—?" Woohyun stammered and he knows he shouldn't feel like he had been betrayed because that's not the ing point but sunggyu had kept it all this time and he isn't too sure what to feel.

Sunggyu looked away. “I’m not explaining anything, woohyun-ah..."

The silence came back until myungsoo opened his mouth. "Since.. When?" he tries to conceal the obvious betrayal in his voice.

"Just recently." Sunggyu answered.

"I think.." He started "that you should know his side of the story, give him the benefit of the doubt because not everything is what it seems, L." He stands up and goes to the kitchen, the guys looking at him as he did so, when he came back, he brought beers and the guys think it affected sunggyu so much because he wasn't the type to do this.

"I'm not siding on anyone, i'm only here

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HAIKAC 276 streak #1
I was about to drop the fic when you claim to be a supporter of bottom!Myungsoo since contrary to you I read bottom!Sungyeol only lol but then I just thought this story doesn't seem like it will contain some intimate moments anyway so why not continue to read, and now that I read again, I guess I made the right decision because I enjoy angst story of Sungyeol a lot haha
zainita
#2
Chapter 71: re-read this again.. omg da pain TT.TT I hope someone wipes my tears *sob*
solotenk #3
Chapter 58: So many feels from this story so far omg so good if I could I would upvote
aktfTVXQ9 #4
Chapter 72: Why do I only find out this story now? This is so nice. Sungyeollie, I can feel your pain. I'm crying for his love. It's too pure and unconditional. I don't know if it's ignorance is bliss for myungsoo.
luizty #5
Chapter 19: Love sungyeol character in your fanfic....iam searching yeol photos or video but is barely to find sungyeol picture like in this fanfic...so can you give me link about sungyeol cool handsome scared gaze photos like in this fanfic...thankyou
baobeiyaah
#6
Hii, Thank you for reading this--still!!!! Hehehehehe i hope you all read the 2nd book too!!!
Tobiowasaki
#7
Chapter 55: I WANT TO CRY AND THRASH AROUND BUT I CAN'T (*tears streaming down face*)
Tobiowasaki
#8
Chapter 53: I HAVE BEEN MEANING TO SAY THIS CHAPTERS AGO LIKE HELLA LONG TIME AGO
I ING HATE MINAH FROM THE MOMENT SHE APPEARED (even though I knew nothing about her..maybe im biased towards Myungsoo)
SHE IS A AND TWO-FACED WHEN WILL HE KNOW UGH
aena93 #9
Chapter 72: omg.....this story is so good...god i'm a crying mess right now. .it's si sad.. poor sungyeol have to endure all that..omg...i can't stop crying...