The same

Ambivalence
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GUYS!!!! you can call me IKA! I feel shy with the authornim and all IKKAAAAAAAAA!!!! and what about you guys? What's your name? :D (Cue 4minute's song)

It had been a while since he was sitting, actually only 10 minutes but myungsoo had always been impatient, when he noticed Jaehwan getting out of the room. Minah noticed this too. She excused herself asking where the bathroom is which Myungsoo turned his attention to—completely forgetting about jaehwan—and telling her where it is.

Minah looks at her back, noticing no one was looking at her and entered sungyeol’s room.

“What the heck are you doing here?” Sungyeol asks. He heard the door open and expected Jaehwan to come with a wet towel but no, it just had to be the source of evilness.

Minah smirks at him not noticing the door was left open. She glides her way to sungyeol and laughs at his appearance. “You look even more pathetic.”

Sungyeol balled his fist. Who was she to tell him that?

“Don’t think that just because you’re sick, myungsoo-oppa would come running for you” She smirks “He didn’t even give two s about you earlier”

Sungyeol doesn’t respond because all myungsoo did was stand at the doorway, looking at him. Not that he expected the latter to move but weren’t he the one saying bro code or whatever that meant. He deosn't even know how she found out about his feelings, but she does.

“got it right, huh?” She bends down and puts a finger on sungyeol’s cheek and traces his jaw, sungyeol shuddering in disgust. “Myungsoo-oppa isn’t gay and will never be gay.” She presses her long sharp nail on sungyeol’s lips making it bleed. “Understood?” She smirks.

Sungyeol winces at this and look away. Blood making its way to his chin.

“Your pathetic façade is disgusting” sungyeol spats, talking hurts because of the bruise on his lips but he doesn't pay mind to it.

“Not as pathetic as how you’re acting all innocent when actually you want to do things to him. Top it off you're both guys” Minah laughs at her words. “Disgusting.”

“What the hell are you doing?” a voice resonated throughout the room, Minah flinching at the sudden intrusion. They both whip their head and look at an angry Jaehwan. She averts her eyes and looks at the ground, biting her lips, she thinks of a plan and her body starts to quiver.

A barely audible sniff comes out of her and looked at jaehwan with the most innocent eyes she could muster. “S-sungyeol.. oppa… suddenly k-kissed me a-and..”

Her words were cut off when Jaehwan held his hand up to stop her. Sungyeol is too dumbfounded to react. Kiss her? Bloody hell, no!

“I was here the whole time I saw you walked in the door. Your acts are of no use to me.” He growled the last as he sees sungyeol wipe the blood.

“Jaehwan, leave her alone” Sungyeol says.

“What the hell are you doing?” He ignores sungyeol and spat.

Minah obviously has been found out so she tilts her head and looks at jaehwan head on, smirking. “Doing what’s right, obviously.”

Something breaks inside of jaehwan and the next thing she knows, she was pinned on the wall, jaehwan holding her by the neck.

He was beyond pissed.

Sungyeol had had enough of the s he’s been feeling. Hell, he’s had enough for his whole entire life because of his parents barely acknowledging his existence or rather, treating him like a co-worker, a product. Jaehwan knew because sungyeol told him when he heard what sungyeol’s father had told the young sungyeol. “You’re in my house therefore you abide my rules.” Was it? Was that what father’s usually say to their child? He doubted himself whether it was wrong because it seems as though Sungyeol’s and his father were the same.

He remembers sungyeol giving him the eye and subtly gesturing him to hide when his father had slapped sungyeol on the cheek for not looking him in the eye while speaking. He still remembers what sungyeol had said after a

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HAIKAC 276 streak #1
I was about to drop the fic when you claim to be a supporter of bottom!Myungsoo since contrary to you I read bottom!Sungyeol only lol but then I just thought this story doesn't seem like it will contain some intimate moments anyway so why not continue to read, and now that I read again, I guess I made the right decision because I enjoy angst story of Sungyeol a lot haha
zainita
#2
Chapter 71: re-read this again.. omg da pain TT.TT I hope someone wipes my tears *sob*
solotenk #3
Chapter 58: So many feels from this story so far omg so good if I could I would upvote
aktfTVXQ9 #4
Chapter 72: Why do I only find out this story now? This is so nice. Sungyeollie, I can feel your pain. I'm crying for his love. It's too pure and unconditional. I don't know if it's ignorance is bliss for myungsoo.
luizty #5
Chapter 19: Love sungyeol character in your fanfic....iam searching yeol photos or video but is barely to find sungyeol picture like in this fanfic...so can you give me link about sungyeol cool handsome scared gaze photos like in this fanfic...thankyou
baobeiyaah
#6
Hii, Thank you for reading this--still!!!! Hehehehehe i hope you all read the 2nd book too!!!
Tobiowasaki
#7
Chapter 55: I WANT TO CRY AND THRASH AROUND BUT I CAN'T (*tears streaming down face*)
Tobiowasaki
#8
Chapter 53: I HAVE BEEN MEANING TO SAY THIS CHAPTERS AGO LIKE HELLA LONG TIME AGO
I ING HATE MINAH FROM THE MOMENT SHE APPEARED (even though I knew nothing about her..maybe im biased towards Myungsoo)
SHE IS A AND TWO-FACED WHEN WILL HE KNOW UGH
aena93 #9
Chapter 72: omg.....this story is so good...god i'm a crying mess right now. .it's si sad.. poor sungyeol have to endure all that..omg...i can't stop crying...