"I can manage"

Ambivalence
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“Since when?” the man before sungyeol asked as he looks out of the window of the empty classroom.

Sungyeol sighed, he knew there was no denying this time (not that he denied before. He just wasn’t asked) “way longer than you think.”

The man looked at sungyeol and walked towards him, sitting in front of sungyeol “So that’s why you asked me before….” The man shifted again, sitting closer to the brunette leaning on the taller.

 “you’re an idiot”

Sungyeol looked down, his face painted with a pained smile. The man furrowed his brows, knowing how sungyeol must be feeling “I know.”

“Why don’t you confess?” The other sighed, ruffling his hair. He would never have known sungyeol had feelings for the raven if it wasn’t for that glint he saw last time or the looks he gave the younger when they were talking or not. It took him a week and half before he concluded that sungyeol did, in fact, liked the younger.

“you know why I can’t”

“Still” the man began “doesn’t it hurt?”

“it hurts” Sungyeol answered after a few minutes “but I can manage.” Sungyeol raised his hand and gripped on the shirt just above his heart. He hated talking about his feelings because when the actions are stated, he feels like it really isn’t meant to be.

“there’s only so much pain a person can take” The other started “didn’t you say so yourself, before?” Sungyeol did say that. Sungyeol adviced him.

“Hyung.. I” sungyeol bit his lips “I can manage.”

“Sungyeol” The other sighed.

“just… please don’t tell anyone. Even hyung..” sungyeol covered his face with his hand, rubbing his face and ruffling his hair. He looked broken.

“Sung—“

“woohyun-hyung” Sungyeol began, his voice muffled because of his hands on his face “please.”

Woohyun who was looking at his friend, sighed and nodded. He kind of wished he hadn’t noticed this but at the same time he was thankful he did. Earlier, he was ecstatic because he finally noticed sungyeol’s act

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HAIKAC 276 streak #1
I was about to drop the fic when you claim to be a supporter of bottom!Myungsoo since contrary to you I read bottom!Sungyeol only lol but then I just thought this story doesn't seem like it will contain some intimate moments anyway so why not continue to read, and now that I read again, I guess I made the right decision because I enjoy angst story of Sungyeol a lot haha
zainita
#2
Chapter 71: re-read this again.. omg da pain TT.TT I hope someone wipes my tears *sob*
solotenk #3
Chapter 58: So many feels from this story so far omg so good if I could I would upvote
aktfTVXQ9 #4
Chapter 72: Why do I only find out this story now? This is so nice. Sungyeollie, I can feel your pain. I'm crying for his love. It's too pure and unconditional. I don't know if it's ignorance is bliss for myungsoo.
luizty #5
Chapter 19: Love sungyeol character in your fanfic....iam searching yeol photos or video but is barely to find sungyeol picture like in this fanfic...so can you give me link about sungyeol cool handsome scared gaze photos like in this fanfic...thankyou
baobeiyaah
#6
Hii, Thank you for reading this--still!!!! Hehehehehe i hope you all read the 2nd book too!!!
Tobiowasaki
#7
Chapter 55: I WANT TO CRY AND THRASH AROUND BUT I CAN'T (*tears streaming down face*)
Tobiowasaki
#8
Chapter 53: I HAVE BEEN MEANING TO SAY THIS CHAPTERS AGO LIKE HELLA LONG TIME AGO
I ING HATE MINAH FROM THE MOMENT SHE APPEARED (even though I knew nothing about her..maybe im biased towards Myungsoo)
SHE IS A AND TWO-FACED WHEN WILL HE KNOW UGH
aena93 #9
Chapter 72: omg.....this story is so good...god i'm a crying mess right now. .it's si sad.. poor sungyeol have to endure all that..omg...i can't stop crying...