Thinking.

I'm Not Her.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SHAS044cCrI

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After walking you home, DaeHyun entered his silent house.

His parents were always somewhere else, busy with their own lives, so he lived on his own.

Slowly taking off the scarf you gave him, he breathed in your scent.

Dropping his bag on the floor, he got a change of clothes and went to take a shower.

While the hot water ran, his thoughts ran wild.

Especially the conversation he had today.

~ Flashback ~

DaeHyun froze to see YeRin's younger sister, YeRi.

Instantly, he became emotionless, "What are you doing here YeRi?"

The girl's expression turned sour, "What's with that kind of greeting DaeHyun oppa?"

He smirked, "Are you being serious right now?"

She slowly approached him, "The younger sister of your dead love comes and this is how you greet her? Tsk tsk, unnie would be disappointed. In fact..."

An evil glint filled her eyes, "She'd be hurt to death at the way you're treating me."

DaeHyun's fists were clenched, "Shut up. You disappeared. Right after YeRin's death."

YeRi rolled her eyes, "Oh boo hoo. Stop acting like I killed your girlfriend."

"You might as well have."

A flash of hurt passed YeRi's face.

Her voice dropped to a dangerous whisper, "You were supposed to love me. Not her. I loved you first. You were MY first love, not unnie's."

DaeHyun growled, "Well I don't love you. Or YeRin anymore-"

"I know. You're with that new girl. That shouldn't be-"

DaeHyun hissed, "If you knew what was good for you, you wouldn't say a word about _________."

YeRi frowned.

*He was never like this..even for YeRin unnie.*

YeRi murmered, "You must really love this girl."

DaeHyun became silent.

YeRi glared, "But I loved you first. I love you more. I can do better. I'm not gonna let unnie's death be in vain-"

"SHUT UP."

YeRi gaped at him.

Never had she seen DaeHyun so fierce, so angry, even when him and her sister had fought.

"Aren't you ashamed that you're going after your deceased sister's ex-boyfriend? What would she think of you?"

YeRi cruelly smiled, "She'd want US to happen. Her death happened for a reason, it's fate DaeHyun oppa-"

DaeHyun gave a harsh laugh, "Do you hear yourself?"

YeRi stared at him.

"You're...not the girl you used to be YeRi. I never loved you..maybe as a younger sister. But not in the way I loved YeRin and not in the way I love _________."

She opened to speak.

He cut her off, "If you had any respect for your sister's death and an ounce of sanity in you, you'd leave me alone and never bring up YeRin in front of me again."

He gave her a hard look and stormed off.

YeRi sadly smirked as DaeHyun walked away, "Stupid oppa. I wonder if you'd be acting like this if you knew the truth."

*Or if you'd be this happy with your new lover if SHE knew the truth.*

~ Flashback End ~

Wiping his hair furiously, he checked his phone to see if you had texted or called.

There was one message from you: Oppa feel better! Saranghae <3

Smiling he called you, you picked up and the two of you talked about your days and everything.

"_________-ah?"

"Hmm?"

"Can you do me a favor?"

"Of course."

"Can you sing for me?"

You laughed, "Haha it seems like our roles are switched today."

DaeHyun's smile faltered but instantly it came back when you sang him a sweet lullaby.

His half-lidded eyes closed and he fell into a peaceful slumber.

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BTSsaranghaex3 #1
Author-nim Can i get ur permission to make ur fanfic into a interactive game on this chinese website? Thanks. Plz reply a.s.a.p!~
parkjihoonsgirl #2
Read it for the second time and loving it even more now ♥
BabyYen #3
Chapter 74: Nice story! :))
jun97min #4
Chapter 3: so excited to read this!!! I always read comments first lol
-2Mirae-
14 streak #5
Chapter 74: Her ex mom is a b***h
I'm so happy there's a sequel ^^
shapphire
#6
Is this angst, Author-nim? 73 chapters and sequel?? You're daebakk!! XD
SharonTheImaginator #7
Chapter 74: Woah okay! I'm gonna start by saying how adorable this story was. I loved that everything fell into place nicely in the ending! I just loved that the character development of Daehyun, how it very much contrasted from what he was before and how sweet he's gotten ever since he started dating the main character! Oh and one main thing, I just LOVE that you didn't give a specific name to the girl so every single fangirl is able to be her! (Applause for the author ;))
Although, I thought the chapters were a bit undetailed, it lacked some background story. There should've been more inside opinions from each characters. Don't get me wrong I appreciate that you're making it from a third person's point of view, but I think the main character herself didn't really have a distinct personality that reminds readers of her even if they're not reading the fanfic at the moment, do you get what I mean?
I thought there should've been more emotion and descriptions espcially when the story got into it's wonderful :) (when she left for america). It would've been better if you wrote more about what they each got through without each other. So overall it lacked some back story and details especially the rest of the bap members (i couldnt help but feel theyre a bit useless without some personalities being described)
I hope that my comment can help you become an even better author! I love this story! I can tell why so many people enjoyed reading it!! It was funny, utterly ADORABLE and it's not too long, not too short! Hopefully this can be a constructive advice for you!! :D keep it up!!