Hoping

Time

 

 

Jiyeon’s P.O.V

I found him lying against my stairway. It was cold, and I was now regretting the idea of wearing my lacy romper to sleep. He was passed out, and my only option was to take him inside. I hoisted him up and I placed his head on my shoulders. If I wasn’t so mad at him, I think my heart would have gone crazy. I laid him down on my bed, and went downstairs to get him some food and water, it would be better to sober him up and get him home than to have him sleep over. My parents were out on a business trip and my brother Doojoon was sleeping over at Junhyung’s house for the night, so thankfully I didn’t have to explain to them why there was a 17 year old boy in my bed as we speak. I’m sure they wouldn’t mind too much, they loved him…well maybe Doojoon might beat him up.

I brought him some Mac N’ Cheese, something that he always craves when he’s drunk. When I opened the door I found him standing, holding a picture I had of the two of us at lotte world. it was the perfect couple shot, minus the couple part. I placed the tray of food on my desk, and walked towards him. I grabbed the photo and put it face down on my drawer. I gave him a good stare and walked away.

“eat up, you need to get sober.” I placed the tray on my desk and walked to my pajama drawer.

“what happened to the two people in that picture? What went wrong? Was it me, did I change you for the worse, or did I make myself more of a pompous ?”

“yeah, you turned into a pompous . But no matter how much I wanted to leave you, you always managed to bring me back with your charm. Now eat up, my parents aren’t home, and I really can’t afford to get in trouble.” Aish, Jiyeon, why did you have to mention you were home alone?!?!

“You’re alone, in this big house? Let me stay here for tonight, I wouldn’t forgive myself if something happened to you.” Would he? I have trouble believeing that.

“I think I’ll live, but you really need to put some food into your system. eat up, I’m going to go change into something a little bit more comfortable.” I grabed some sweats and headed to the bathroom. As I was about to take my clothes off, I heard him ask me something through the door.

“were you expecting someone tonight?”

how do I answer something like that? “not expecting, but hoping.” Aish! Hoping for what! I can’t believe I just said that, now he is going to call me a again!

“ahh..i see.” Was all he could say.

Kikwang’s P.O.V

She was helping me. After everything I put her through, she still cares for me. How could I ever be so stupid, she wasn’t just anyone to me, she was someone I couldn’t live without and I had taken advantage of her. Even though she probably wants to kill me right now and completely cut me off. I couldn’t help but notice her outfit tonight, was she expecting someone? Why did this bother me? out of nowhere, my mouth just opened and words started flowing out:

“were you expecting someone?”

“not expecting, but hoping.”

What did that mean? Were Yoseob and her that close that they have gotten to know each other on that kind of level? As I was about to sit down and eat, I couldn’t help but notice that the bathroom door was cracked open slightly. I used all the self restraint I had to not look, but I was tempted. If she was walking around in a little piece of fabric before, why would it make a difference if I saw more? I never noticed it before, but she had a beautiful body. How could I miss something like that? I couldn’t see much, but what I did see made me want to get closer to her…on a different level beyond friendship. I had to remind myself that I had a new girlfriend, and that Jiyeon was my best friend; but for some reason I couldn’t get her out of my mind. She opened the door and walked towards her bed, I let out a little cough and continued to eat.

“you know I’m really sorry. I was in no position to judge you or anything.” I said,

“I know you are. I just can’t forgive you right now. Listen if you aren’t going to leave, you can stay in the guest room…you know where it is.”

“can’t I stay in here with you?” Can you sound any more desperate Kikwang?!?!?!

 “how would IU feel about you and me sleeping in the same bed?” she said, but all I could focus on were her lips? Why were they the perfect shade of rose? GET A HOLD OF YOURSELF KIKWANG!!

“Just for tonight, let’s pretend that she doesn’t exist. I just want to protect you and regain your trust.” I don’t want to start any trouble tonight, but I have a feeling I’m going to.

Jiyeon’s P.O.V

AHHHH OTOKEA!!!! What do I do! He wants to sleep next to me! No matter how good that sounds I can’t do that to IU or Yoseob. He was to persistant, and before I could reject him another time, he jumped on the bed and went underneath the covers. I wasn’t going to win this fight, I’ll just separate the bed with pillows.

“Okay. Just don’t try anything!” ahh why did these words have to come out?

“We’ve done this millions of times, trust me I’m not attracted to you, I won’t take advantage of you..ever.. no offense.” Pshhh..pabo.

“You know what after the course of events tonight, some offense taken. And just so you know, a lot of men would take advantage, like Yoseob…but then again he is a man, and you are just a boy.”

“Just a boy huh? You know I could do unspeakable things to you tonight, but I am dating your best friend...but you are attractive, you should know that.”

Ehhh! Did he really just say that, or am I seriously going crazy? Before I had the chance to process everything he sat up. My heart was pounding. He was coming closer and closer to my face. I’ve always imagined us in this kind of situation, but I never imagined him being involved with my best friend, nor did I imagine myself falling for another guy. If this same situation had take place yesterday, I probably would have made the first move. But now, all I wanted to do was go to sleep. I began to turn my back on him, but I felt a huge force pull me back to him. I was now in his embrace, I didn’t know if I wanted to be in it or not, but it felt comfortable, almost as if our bodies were shaped to fit together. He kissed my head and made his way toward my ear. “Goodnight” he cooed. He kissed my cheek and laid back down on his side of the bed, I did the same, but this time, my back wasn’t turned.

As thoughts of each other were running through our minds, I doubt either one of us truly slept that night.

Kikwang’s P.O.V

As I lay in her bed, I smelled her scent. It took every thing I had not to grab her and kiss her right there. What was coming over me? I never thought I had the ability to be unfaithful, but she was making me think again about my relationship choices. Had I lost the best thing that ever happened to me? were people right when they said we were meant to be together? Only a kiss could prove that, but I couldn’t kiss her right now. I was still drunk, and she was still in a fragile state. Plus, now that she was connected to W, I don’t think she would ever forgive me.

Jiyeon’s P.O.V

As I lay in bed, I really wanted to get rid of the border blocking our two bodies from colliding. I don’t know when I started to get these inappropriate feelings for him, but now that I’m this close to him those ideas were making me go crazy! Did he feel the same way I wonder? Or was he thinking about her, IU. That’s when it hit me. if I betrayed my friendship for some guy, I think I would die of embarrassment as well as guilt. I couldn’t do that to her. I closed my eyes and began to count sheep, it was working until…

“are you asleep?” he asked. Ahhh otokea? Do I answer or do I pretend I’m asleep?

I didn’t answer. He turned around and leaned his head on the border of pillows. He looked at my face, as I tried really hard not to move. He moved his hand towards my jaw line, and began pushing the hair out of my face. He my cheek and began talking.

“pretty. You know that right? You are very pretty. I’m sorry for making you cry. When you wake up I hope you remember the good Kikwang, the one who, although is selfish, always wants the best for you.”

Between his soothing words, and the touch of his fingers on my face, I fell asleep. This is all I ever wanted.

 

Second update of the day! Maybe summer vacation is both a blessing and a curse for me! hehe^.^. Anyways, there might be another update tonight my time, morning your time? i'm not sure where all my subscribers are from, but no matter your location i'm happy you all enjoy reading "Time." All of your comments have made me smile, and I appreciate and thank all of my subscribers for supporting my first story! Stay tuned for the next update!

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iuismylife
#1
Chapter 43: I love this story. Jiyeon <3 and i love also IU and Wooyoung
kbegum101 #2
Chapter 42: nooooooo seobie died!!!!!!!
this fanfic is very sad but i love it!!!!!!
honei45
#3
Chapter 42: When's your next story coming out? we need another one plz plz plz
RememberItNowAsToday
#4
Chapter 42: So sad how Yoseob died T-T
girlychick17
#5
Chapter 42: Ohhh this is soon good! Seriously! I cried at the end!!! Soon sad that yoseob died!
Crazy4BAP
#6
Chapter 12: This is my second time reading it and this was my first fanfic.. It makes me cry every time I read it. Please write a new Story soon author-nim
Junchan
#7
Chapter 42: I can't believe YOSEOB died but still a happy ending! Great job!
LuciaN #8
Chapter 2: I like the story but I dislike how Chunji takes advantage of Jiyeon. Otherwise, I LOVED IT
aisharahmi
#9
Chapter 42: i love it kikyeon couple the best :D
riefals #10
Chapter 42: Thank you for the final update! This story was great. yoseob being kind, for jiyeon and kikwang. Their love story so inspirational.