Because It's Hard to Forget

Time

 

Jiyeon’s P.O.V

 

I’m not sure where all my confidence went. Why was I falling back into how things were before I hated him. As I starred at the waves crashing into the rocks, I couldn’t help but think everyone was where they were supposed to be. Were Kikwang and I fated to being together? But how could I have these thoughts after just coming from Yoseob’s arms?

I felt a sudden cold breeze and realized it was time to go inside before Kikwang got worse. He had fallen asleep in an uncompromising position, taking up the whole bed.

‘Aish, how am I supposed to sleep? Pabo! Ahhh what should I do?’

I guess I’ll just do what I used to do when we were kids…

Kick

“YAH MOVE, STUPID!” I yelled in his ear as he shot up.

“OOOOOOOWWWWWW! Why did you do that?”

“I want to sleep too.”

“I thought you were over your kicking faze? Is it back? Do I need to wear knee guards again?”

“haha” I couldn’t help but let out a giggle. He knew every single faze in my life, a friendship like ours was hard to find, but we had given up on it like it wasn’t worth anything.

“I won’t kick you if you stay on your side.” I stuck my tongue out at him.

“Why do you think I’m always going to take advantage of you? Your body is only average after all.”

I grabbed my pillow and…

Whack

“OUCH! WILL YOU STOP THAT! I’m sick remember?”

“KEKE. Good night!” I flopped my head onto the pillow and faced my back to him.

“Weird girl…”

The thought of Kikwang lying next to me made my heart race again…Why can’t I get rid of these feelings? How could my heart do this for two guys, were the rumors about me true?

‘how can my heart still beat like this for you Kikwang? Can’t you just leave my heart peacefully like how you left our friendship?’

Yoseob’s P.O.V

 

I felt bad leaving Jiyeon with Kikwang, but what could I do? Wooyoung needed me and it’s bros before chick’s…right? Even if that meant leaving the most precious person in my life in the hands of the person who’s trying to steal her away from me.

“Damnit Wooyoung, now all I can do is think about them! Do I really need to come with you?” I exclaimed as we were walking towards the club.

“Yes, or else I’ll end up doing something stupid with a girl that isn’t IU! I need someone to teach me self control!”

“Couldn’t we just bring Chansung? He’s a buzz kill anyways!”(A/N I have nothing against Chansung, I just didn’t know who to use… ^.^)

“No, you’re the only person I know who has a girlfriend and won’t be seduced by the woman here! I need you bro! Don’t ditch me. We’ll have a couple drinks and then leave…okay?”

“okay.” We stepped through the velvet ropes, Wooyoung’s uncle owned the club so it was easy to get it.

The club was packed with teenagers; there were some seniors from our school and some from another high school who were also celebrating their graduating class.

“I’m going to go get drinks! You stay here, I’ll find you.” Wooyoung screamed in my ear.

“Arasso! Be quick though, I don’t want to stay here all night!”

“ Can’t you just have fun for once?” he screamed and then walked to the bar.

We’re just dancing on the floor


Neo-ye-ge jakku ppajyeodeuneun geol

We’re just dancing in the rain


Nal paraboneun nunbichi neomu tteugeowo

Already i’m ready


You’re very tipsy baby


Neodo nal wonha-go it-janha


Already i’m ready


You’re very y

 baby
Nari-reukyeo jwo nal sarang-hae jwo tonight

Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh

As I was nodding my head to the music, I saw a familiar face dancing in front of me.

“Suzy?” I squinted my eyes; I couldn’t really get a good glimpse of her due to the lights in the club, but I knew it had to be her.

“Here’s our drinks, I hope you don’t mind, I got some shots. I thought they might make you a little bit happier.” I took the glass and drank it all. I then took Wooyoung’s cup and downed it in one shot.

I walked a little closer and saw who she was grinding with….

“Taemin.” I felt my hands transform into strong fists.

Suddenly, my chest was in pain. The same pain that came over me the day Suzy left me was back, with a vengeance. I couldn’t just stand there and let them continue what they were doing…all of this pain, my pain, Jiyeon’s pain, all of it was because of him; because she had to run to him when we were dating. Because she didn’t have the balls to tell me we were over before she cheated. Because SHE let everything get this ed up… Without knowing, I began walking towards them. I grabbed Taemin by the collar and pushed him onto the ground.

“WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE, YOU BASTARD? YOU DARE SHOW YOUR FACE IN FRONT OF ME?”

I dropped on the floor and began beating the out of him. But for some reason, when my fists hit his face, it wasn’t only Teamin I was seeing, but Kikwang as well...Where was all this rage coming from? All of a sudden I felt a strong force pull me up.

“What are you doing dumb , do you want us to get kicked off this trip? Cool down!”

That’s when I looked at my hand. It was bleeding; I looked up and saw Wooyoung and a group of kids gathered around us. I looked to my left and saw Suzy, smiling.

“I knew you still loved me.” she let out with a smile. At that moment, I wish I wasn’t a man so I could hit her as well. All of this pain would be out with just one punch at that manipulative .

“This isn’t out of love, stupid. It’s out of hate; because I can’t stand looking at your ugly face….ugly .” Everyone around us just laughed, I felt like I finally had the upper hand in everything.

 “Let’s get out of here before my uncle finds out, if my dad knows I was here he will kill me...” Wooyoung said, grabbing my and pushing me out of the club.

“Let me finish him off.” I resisted Wooyoung’s hold, but he was too strong.

“WE HAVE TO LEAVE NOW!” he was now shouting. But the rage was still there, I starred at Taemin on the ground as Wooyoung was pushing me towards the exit.

“YAH!! BASTARD! GET UP AND FIGHT ME! WHAT, WAS STEALING MY GIRLFRIEND THE ONLY THING YOU’RE GOOD AT? GET UP AND FIGHT ME LIKE THE LITTLE YOU ARE! YAH! WOOYOUNG, WHEN DID YOU GET THIS STRONG? LET ME GO.”

“We’re leaving now little Chihuahua. We don’t need any more blood on you. I can’t return you to Jiyeon looking like this.” We finally exited the club and were walking back towards the hotel. For some reason, I couldn’t walk straight.

“Jiyeon…what does she care? She’s with Kikwang! Do you think she even looks at me when she’s with him? HOW COME I ALWAYS COME SECOND TO EVERYONE?”

“Dude, you’re drink. Jiyeon loves you; don’t worry about anyone else.”

“How would you feel if IU was sharing a room with Kikwang?”

He just stood there silent. Just the fact that he was silent meant that he agreed with me.

“SEE! You’re not even dating her, but you would want to beat the out of him for even thinking he touched her. THINK ABOUT HOW I FEEL! HE WAS HER FIRST LOVE!”

“When did you become this un-confident? What happened to the Yoseob I met? Where did HE go? I want him back!”

“Why don’t you ask Suzy where he went?” with that I stumbled my way back to the hotel. When I finally made it to my room, I couldn’t stop my tears.

‘Jiyeon. Don’t hurt me as bad as Suzy did. Please, don’t go to Kikwang’s side anymore. I need you more than you know. I can’t take this kind of pain if it’s coming from you. I would hate myself if I had to hate you. I want to love from now until forever. Let your heart only beat for me from now on.’

 


Hello my lovely subscribers! I'm back with my 30th chapter! Wow, 30 chapters already? keke! I hope you guys liked this update! Jiyeon's heart is so confused, isn't it? =P

 

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iuismylife
#1
Chapter 43: I love this story. Jiyeon <3 and i love also IU and Wooyoung
kbegum101 #2
Chapter 42: nooooooo seobie died!!!!!!!
this fanfic is very sad but i love it!!!!!!
honei45
#3
Chapter 42: When's your next story coming out? we need another one plz plz plz
RememberItNowAsToday
#4
Chapter 42: So sad how Yoseob died T-T
girlychick17
#5
Chapter 42: Ohhh this is soon good! Seriously! I cried at the end!!! Soon sad that yoseob died!
Crazy4BAP
#6
Chapter 12: This is my second time reading it and this was my first fanfic.. It makes me cry every time I read it. Please write a new Story soon author-nim
Junchan
#7
Chapter 42: I can't believe YOSEOB died but still a happy ending! Great job!
LuciaN #8
Chapter 2: I like the story but I dislike how Chunji takes advantage of Jiyeon. Otherwise, I LOVED IT
aisharahmi
#9
Chapter 42: i love it kikyeon couple the best :D
riefals #10
Chapter 42: Thank you for the final update! This story was great. yoseob being kind, for jiyeon and kikwang. Their love story so inspirational.