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Yoseob’s P.O.V

“You can’t be serious?”

The words that had just left Kikwang’s mouth left me in shock. Was he playing with me right now?

“I’m serious.”

Was he slowly losing his mind?

“Knowing Jiyeon, she will never go through with this.” I was almost positive about this.

“If I tell her that it’s okay, she’ll do it. By the end of the day…” he paused for a second, as if he was forcing himself to finish his sentence.

“by the end of the day, the person she loves is you. So why wouldn’t she fight for you?”

I wasn’t expecting this kind of conversation when I drove myself here to the park. I thought Kikwang would beat me up to a pulp, or ask me to never show my face in front of Jiyeon, like he did before I left JeJu with Suzy. So why are we having THIS kind of conversation?

“And you can just let her go like this?” This seemed unlikely. If I were him, I would never be able to let go of someone as precious as Jiyeon.

“I have no choice. I was given another chance to be in her life, I’m not going to mess it up over my feelings when I know she doesn’t feel the same way anymore. I would never be given a second chance at love with Jiyeon, it’s just not in our future. But now’s your chance to make her happy. If you’re telling me the truth, that there’s no feelings left for Suzy and that you’re against this whole marriage thing, I’m going to help you. Jiyeon needs you.”

Although Kikwang was being sincere, I knew this conversation meant going against all his pride and values.

“And you won’t go back on your words?”

“I promise you, I won’t look for her after this is all done. If she comes to look for me, I won’t even acknowledge her.” His eyes looked watery, as if, at any moment a tear would escape from them.

“Don’t you think that’s a little harsh.”

“Well is giving up your first love ever easy? At least if I’m harsh, it might just hurt a little less.”

And that’s when it hit me. Kikwang truly did love Jiyeon. Not a brotherly love, but a pure and innocent love, something I had never seen him portray before. For once, he was human, showing off his least selfish attributes. This made me question if the right person in this world for Jiyeon was I… because right now, in my eyes, Kikwang looked 100 times better than me. Suddenly, my thoughts were interrupted my Kikwang’s voice.

“Take care of her. Don’t make her cry anymore. Don’t let her escape from your grasps. Hold onto her, even when she wants you to let go. Never let go of her, you’ll regret for as long as you live.”

Before I had the chance to respond, he had gotten up and was walking away. With his hands in his pockets and his head down, I couldn’t help but feel sorry for him.

Kikwang’s P.O.V

Flashback

On my way to the park, I was in deep thought. After seeing how much pain Jiyeon was in just by the wedding invitation, I couldn’t bring myself to force her to forget him. He had made his way into her heart, and there was no way to get him out. No matter how many times I were to beat him up or tell him to leave Jiyeon alone, nothing would be resolved that way.

Although I didn’t want to help him, or look at him, or even give him the time of day; it wasn’t fair to the girl lying down on the couch, crying at home. No one can pick who they fall in love with, love just happens. I’d rather see her happy with someone like Yoseob, then to see her in pain for the rest of her life. The more I wanted to hold onto Jiyeon, the more I would be burdening her. The only way for her to be happy is to be with Yoseob. And the only way for me to be happy, and to avoid the pain of my broken heart, was if I left them, left Seoul, and went to the states to study. That way, everyone would be happy…right? At this point, I’m willing to pretend my happiness for Jiyeon.

As I sat down on the park bench, looking at all the happy couples holding hands, I realized then that second chances never happened for selfish people like me. I had missed my only chance to be happy with Jiyeon. The pain I caused her, because I was her best friend, left such an impact on her, that even if I waited 100 years for her, she would never come back to me. I needed to stop. I needed to give her to Yoseob and leave her with him, and never turn back. The amount of love I had for her amounted to nothing in the end. The multiple times I told myself that I couldn’t love her, that the feelings I had towards her weren’t right, those were the moments I regretted the most. If I had just accepted what my heart was telling me, I wouldn’t be sitting here, waiting for Yoseob, to tell him to hold on. I was going to tell him to do something, that I myself, was too afraid of doing.

If there was one thing I wanted to tell Yoseob, it was to take care of her. And to never let her cry ever again. To make her happy and give her anything she wanted in this world. But the most important piece of advice I could give him, was to never let her go. Jiyeon was someone you had to hold on to. If only I had realized that before the fact.

end of flashback

as I was walking away from Yoseob, I couldn’t help but hang my head low and walk with shame. Had I just let the most important thing in my life go? could I really live without seeing her face everyday? Or what about her voice? Would I have to remind myself everyday that what I just did was for her benefit? Would that be enough to console me…

‘Jiyeon, I’ll back off so you can live better…Please follow through with my plan so you can live happily the rest of your life. Even though I won’t be able to see, I already know you’re going to do well in the future. Just as long as you don’t come looking for me, I won’t come looking for you. Let’s enjoy the time we have right now, before it’s over. I want to remember everything from this point on, because once you leave my side, you will take all happiness away with you. Just, be happy with me for this time, and I’ll repay you with the happiness you really want. Just be patient.’

Jiyeon’s P.O.V

I didn’t know where all this pain was suddenly coming from. It felt like my heart had split. A part of me was still here, but the other part was slowly leaving.

‘Kikwang, where are you? I need you here, next to me.’

I didn’t know if all this pain was only for Yoseob, and because of that invitation. A part of me regretted ever liking that selfish bastard Kikwang. If I had just kept my feelings under control, I would have never been jealous of IU, and wouldn’t of dated Yoseob and wouldn’t be where I am right now. No one would be in pain right now. This made me wonder, were my feelings under control now?

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My head: I think I’m over him…he’s over me… right?

My heart: I still beat uncontrollably whenever he’s around…what do you think that means? 

No Ones P.O.V

It’s hard to love; it’s hard to love the right person, at the right time, and it’s even harder for that person to love you back. Timing is everything in love. And it has been proven that these three were unlucky. The next three weeks would be the most crucial and eventful for Jiyeon, Yoseob, and Kikwang. Two will end up together, and one will end up heartbroken.

Love can only be shared amongst two people; what happens to the third person though? Will they, too, be able to have a happy ending?

Do happy endings even exist? We’ll find out…won’t we?

How was it? Please anticipate the next update!