It's been three years I have studied in my lovely SHS. During that three years, so many memorable things came to me. First time I met all my friends there especially Ha Neul, was very awkward. Actually, I hated awkwardness! But, it was usual if the first introduction was begun by awkwardness. And now, there is no awkwardness. I love them all.

Three years doesn't mean anything without them. My life would be incomplete if they didn't come. Yesterday was my school graduation time. I couldn't feel anything. I hate being separated like this! 

I remember, really remember when my classmates and I had holiday to Japan.

I remember when our class won as the first place at school sport festival.

I remember when my 16th birthday, none of them said 'happy birthday' but actually they surprised me by giving me a cake when the end of lesson time.

I remember when Ha Neul and me had a problem until we didn't talk until two weeks.

I remember when...

If I write all my 'I remember when' things here, I have to buy diary again because it's too much enough to be written.

All memories I have are the best memorable thing ever. I don't know what word that can describe the more meaning of 'the best' because I have one thing that can't be replaced by anything. My precious boy, Wu Yi Fan.

The first time he came, the first time I saw him.

I hate when he introduced himself as 'Kris'.

I hate the way he walks. It seems like he has the best swagger ever.

I hate the way he plays basketball because he becomes rival with my lovely cousin, Su Ho.

I hate how he rejects letters, chocolates, or flowers from students who adore him.

I hate him more than Mr. Park!

And now... I still hate him.

I hate why he picks me.

I hate his deep voice.

I hate his gaze.

I hate his smile.

I hate the way he holds my hand.

I hate the way he teases me.

I hate the way he caresses my hair.

I hate the way he cares me too much.

I hate the way he calls me 'babo'.

I hate the way he hugs me.

I hate when... He kissed my cheek.

Yes, I hate Kris. Because it will hurt me so much if someday fate says that I have to let him go.

Graduation... Doesn't it mean that I have to be separated with Kris too? I have decided to continue my study in Korea. But, Kris? He hasn't decided anything! He is so annoying! What will be happened if he will continue his study in China or Canada? United States, Japan, Germany, or any else?

Tomorrow should be my day! Tomorrow my school will held a prom night. Just one day, please God, I beg You. Tomorrow I don't want to think about those thingy memories. Forget anything tomorrow. I will dress by wearing my best gown. Dancing, singing, and partying until those memories become a rubbish.

And tomorrow, I want to become Kris's beautiful princess. Is it looked like a fool? Oh, come on! It's just a sense about we have fallen for someone precious.

Bang __ __. April 15th, 2012. 10.25PM.

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To be continued

[A.N]

Hallo everyone n___n I just want to ask whether this chapter is a little cheesy or not? ;;_;;

By the way today I was just a little stressed. Super Junior hold their SS4 in my country from April 27th until April 29th, 2012 and the guest star is EXO-M!!!

And poor me, I can't watch them since my hometown is so far from the venue.

Actually, I don't really like Super Junior so, I don't really want to watch SS4 (not bash, don't like doesn't mean that I hate them. I just don't take my attention to them). BUT why does EXO-M come as their guest-star? If the guest-star weren't EXO-M, I would be fine but now...oh God, help me. I CAN'T ;;________;;

I have just seen their photos in Indonesia's airport and I was like asjkdbakjfbdajkndsa THEY ARE IN SAME COUNTRY WITH ME T^T

But yah...what can I do? I don't know why. It hurts me a loooooot T^T

And I'm just going to roll myself when seeing these (EXO-M's pictures at Soekarno Hatta airport):

Oh I'm sorry if this chapter is a little cheesy but...yeah, all of you surely know what I'm feeling now T^T

*bbuing bbuing* *acts cute suddenly* n_n;