Ikon member: chanwoo
OC, Shin Mirae
Genre: romance, fluff
Plot: you had an accident years ago, and lost almost all your memories, you had a brother (chanwoo) that he always supported you, and you had a boyfriend, he was cheating on you and you always cried coz you were sad, chanwoo couldn't handle to see you anymore suffering and he confessed, you didn't accepted coz he was your brother, but then he confessed that actually he isn't your brother and she didn't knew that coz in the accident she lost her memory that chanwoo was her real boyfriend
Extra: could you please invent the excuse of why chanwoo didn't told her that he wasn't her brother? Thx

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Chanwoo stared at the album in front of him, opening it rather slowly to savor the memories contained in them. A soft smile crawled up to his lips as he saw the person he had somehow adopted as his sister for the past two years. The only thing that ruined that beautiful picture was the guy that claimed to be her boyfriend.

"Oppa..." the voice made the male drop the album clumsily before he turned around, laughing as he rubbed his nape. The female tilted her head and laughed at his behaviour. She approached him, tilting her head slightly and for the male, it was the hardest to have her standing in front of him and not being able to kiss and tell her everything. Yet again, the rare times she came searching for him, the female had something that was worrying her a bit too much. And the something was always redirected to the image of Prince she had about her current boyfriend.

Chanwoo sat down and pat his thigh, signaling her to sit down on his lap just like any other time he tried to comfort her. Mirae sat down and rest her head on his chest, sighing calmly just to start. "Hyunnie and I... He cheated on me." she mumbled; for Chanwoo, she was acting a bit too calmly and someone needed to play the offended role to which he volunteered. The male scoffed, thinking of two hundred and two ways to get back on the male that had made Mirae suffer. His hand caressed her head as he was full of everything he had done to her "Don't you think perhaps it's time to let him go?" his voice sounded shaky since the male found it hard to pronounce such words. He would be encouraging himself at the same time.

Mirae had fallen asleep on his lap like she always did after crying for so long. His sad eyes watched the female as he  thought about the past two years. The tears on the female's face were already dry and those somehow were his tears,  tears he never really cried.

"Chanwoo, you should tell her..." Mirae's mother said as she leaned against the door frame. The male sighed quietly, caressing Mirae's cheek as he thought "I know..." the male mumbled, taking a deep breathe "I swear... If I get my hands on him... " "Chanwoo... Don't waste your time on that. You've wasted a lot of time with this already and I think Mirae deserves to know the truth... She has suffered a lot, the last thing she needs now is to have you hurt too." those words put some sense in the male's head. He knew he had to take care of the female and for that, he needed to tell her the truth.

The male waited for the female to wake up and took a deep breathe. He needed to talk with the female seriously. His fingers tapped the album he was previously holding onto. His eyes carefully watched her who slept so peacefully just any other night. He couldn't help himself but let his mind float throughout the memories he had found out to be precious. He missed her, more than he could even tell.

Just like any other night, the male couldn't keep his feelings in and eventually pulled out what seemed to be his sin. He leaned in and gently pressed his lips on hers for a second "I miss you so much baby." he whispered, sighing quietly as his forehead rest on hers.

Just like any other night, he couldn't keep his feelings in and let some tears slip down his cheeks as he pulled away from her. His brain was full of thoughts. His hands held onto his head as he noticed just how two years passed by with this sad plot.

Mirae woke up a few hours later, noticing her brother sitting by her side with his fingers tangled into his own hair, as if he was trying to pull it out. Never had she asked how he felt. Nor even once. He was always there to hear her but she never really heard him.

"Oppa..." she whispered, sitting up on the bed. Chanwoo took a few moments to get himself back together. The male wiped his tears away before facing the female "Are you okay, oppa?" "Of course." a soft smile was placed over his lips but the female knew she needed to help him too "Is it... A girl?" the male thought for a few seconds before answering by nodding his head. "What happened?"

Chanwoo seemed lost for words in that moment; the only reason he didn't tell her who he really was was the fact the doctor said he shouldn't force her memories back in her head. She forgot about him. And the male couldn't do a thing because the second he opened his eyes, Jiwon was already asking Mirae out. Chanwoo took a deep breathe "You wouldn't understand..." "Tell me... I'm here for you..." she rubbed his arm gently, trying to encourage him. "I had this girlfriend..." he started, waiting to see any kind of reaction from the female but she didn't even react. She kept rubbing his arm, as an incentive for him to go on. "... I still love her today but she is with someone else. She doesn't even see me as a man..." the female couldn't relate the two stories. "Talk to her..." "I've tried..." then, he remembered what Mirae's mother had told him. His hands were sweating as he tried to picture the way she would react. He was afraid.

"Mirae... I love you." "I love you too oppa..." "No... I love you." the male looked up at the female just to see her scared expression. She got up from the bed, stepping back as she panicked. "No..." she whispered, running out of her room as if she needed to run away to survive.

On the way, she bumped on her mother and she let out all her worries while Chanwoo was on the room beating up himself for scaring her away. 

"Honey, we need to talk... About Chanwoo." the younger female shook her head, crying quietly upon feeling her head hurting badly. Her mother, on the other hand, was tired of seeing how Chanwoo suffered day after day for the past two years. She didn't want to make her daughter suffer either but she needed to solve everything before anything else happened. Her daughter deserved to know the truth. "Honey, Chanwoo isn't your brother. His real name is Jung Chanwoo. Not Shin Chanwoo." Mirae held tighter onto her head, feeling sick "He has been suffering for two years, because of what he has been hiding." "Mom.. Mom stop.... Mom" she cried, falling to the floor as she shut her eyes tightly just to pass out. Her mother was surprised. She panicked and quickly called an ambulance after shouting Chanwoo's name loudly.

In less than twenty minutes, they have arrived the hospital but Chanwoo decided to wait on the outside of the hospital as he knew, she wouldn't be pleased with the sight of him. That was enough to keep him away. He sat down, waiting for news.

The female woke up crying. The doctor had to calm her down in order to help her rest. Soon, she woke up once again much calmer but something had changed. Suddenly everything seemed clear about Chanwoo. All the kisses they had shared on the past were no longer masked with Jiwon's face. Her memories were no longer fake as she remember Chanwoo and everything she had went through with him.

Her hand cupped her cheek as Mirae remembered Chanwoo from a few hours ago. His tears. "Mom.. Mom!" she called, shouting until her mother came inside the room just to sigh in relief seeing her daughter awake. "Mom... Where's Chanwoo?" she asked, allowing her feelings to be Chanwoo's. She understood why he cried that morning at the fact she had pushed him away  for these two years hurt him. "He's outside, honey... Want me to call him?" Mirae simply nodded.

The second Chanwoo was called inside the room, he expected the worst but he didn't regret his decisions. Even if she decided to push him away, he would accept it, for the sake of it. His feet heavily carried his body inside the room and there she was. Sitting on the bed with her lip trembling. 

He walked closer to her, making his voice sound "Did you... Call me?" the male asked nervously as he sat by her bed. Much to his surprise, Mirae threw her arms around his neck. She held tightly onto him and cried out "I'm sorry Chanwoo." he didn't waste any other second in holding her back, wrapping his arms around her waist. "Why didn't you tell me?" she asked, still holding tightly onto the male.

"The doctor told me not to force your memories back about me because it could be worst for you. You could end up on the hospital like it happened now..." the male confessed, pulling away from the female just to look at her. His hands cupped her cheeks gently before his thumb caressed her skin gently. "I didn't want you to break down because of me. I was hoping you got your memory back." the female leaned on his touch, smiling rather softly at his actions.

On that same afternoon, Chanwoo had taken Mirae home after she was released from the hospital. "I'll see you tomorrow..." "Can't you stay over today?" she pleaded, stopping as they were standing I'm front of her house.

Chanwoo laughed at the way she tried to persuade him. "I can't. I basically lived here for two complete years, I guess your mom needs some rest..." his hand tucked a stand of her brown hair behind her ear as her arms were placed around his neck "I bet my mom won't mind if you stay one more night, oppa." Mirae pouted, trying to convince him which end up in him agreeing.

The couple set themselves comfortably inside the house, in the living room where the female's mother was watching a movie. Chanwoo had gotten close to her mother, somehow feeling glad they went through the situation. His lips kissed the female's head gently before he fell asleep on the couch. On the other hand, the female couldn't fall asleep but she was cuddled in between her boyfriend and mother.

"Chanwoo used to spend the night awake to make sure you didn't need anything for the first three months. He always gave you a goodnight kiss and spoke to you while you were asleep before he too fell asleep." her mother informed, caressing her hand since she was pretty much into her boyfriend's embrace. "He always woke up first than me to make you breakfast. He was the one who had always been by your side. I really like this kid, you know? He cares for you a lot, Mirae. Don't let him go." with that, Her mother excused herself and headed to her room, leaving Mirae smiling at her boyfriend. "This idiot." she whispered, pecking his lips before she completely slipped to his lap and fell asleep soon after due to the warmness she felt. He was indeed gold and she was lucky as she didn't have to dig anywhere to find him.

A.N.: so... I honestly don't know what to say e w e;;  well, anyways, I hope you enjoyed it cause this oneshot actually was pretty hard to write. Feel free to request whenever and don't forget to check out my other stories! Thank you so much for the support  ;; /sarangs everyone up and down and then just sideways because why not.