Chapter 6

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[Chorong's Point of View]

"Unnie...please don't leave me.."

Bomi's hands grabbed onto mine as she held them close to her chest. I could see the tears flowing from the corner of her eyes and down the side of her face. 

Reaching out to gently brush them away, I felt my heart ache at seeing her tormented state.

"Bomm-ah..I could never leave you. I just don't know if I could love you in the way you want me to." 

Feeling my own eyes turn moist, I sniffed loudly, trying to prevent actual tears from falling.

"I'm sorry unnie."

A soft and weak voice enter my ears and I looked up only to have my gaze captured by a pair of sad orbs. 

"Bomm-ah, you're awake. How are you feeling?"

Not answering my question, Bomi continued apologizing. 

"I'm sorry unnie. I put you in a spot. I must have been crazy to have told you the things I did. Please don't feel burdened by my words. You don't have to act differently with me. Just forget I ever said anything."

I opened my mouth to say something. But I closed it again when I realized I didn't know what to say. Bomi was trying so hard to let me feel less awkward. I really appreciate her effort but I couldn't reciprocate her feelings. 

The room fell into silence as neither of us spoke. 

"Unnie, I'm really hungry. Do you think you could get me something to eat?"

Bomi's smile was bright. It was almost as if she was back to her normal self. I missed that smile, I missed the happy, bouncy Yoon Bomi. 

"Sure Paborilla. What would you like?"

"I'll eat anything unnie buys."

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[Bomi's Point of View]

"Bye Unnie, see you next week. Remember to get me some yummy food from your hometown!"

I bade Chorong farewell with the biggest smile I could muster. She didn't want to go back home at first. She only relented after I convinced her that things were alright between us. That and her dad calling her mobile quite a number of times to persuade her to go home. We seldom had any off days ever since the group got popular and it was understandable that her family would want to spend whatever time they could together.

The bowl of soup which Chorong had bought for me sat on the bedside table, untouched once Chorong left. I honestly had no appetite. The only reason why I had asked her to buy me some food was so that I could cry without her seeing it. I remember the nightmare in which Chorong glared at me disgusted. How she pulled away f

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ckaz99
#1
Chapter 47: uwa- oh! I didn't expect it to end there, whoops I forgot how many chapters there were. This is a great story!!! Even greater that I've forgotten most of it so I came in with a fresh slate. I was prepared for the dramatic angst and actually I'm pleasantly surprised by how well this story was written and its pacing. Although drama always best moves the story along, not all the characters are constantly in drama which is a relief. I say that because.. aww chobom. They were suffering, but they reached good moments and I thought every development made sense to them, especially when we're reminded of what Chorong is going through herself. Every time she pushes Bomi away, there's a reason and I'm glad that's shown. I'm glad they could be happy uuuu~ the sweet moments are sweet ^-^ oh yes, I also wanted to say all the physical descriptions and sensory details on those angst moments, of poor body conditions, were written very well in a way that you just wanna help ;~; thank you so much for writing this story up to here!
AegyoPRASH
#2
Chapter 47: Here I am reading this fic again, and hoping for more chapters. Even though I really wanna see a BoNa ending.
han_now
#3
Chapter 47: Can i hope for a new chapter
I really wanna see irene's reaction
onlywanbbom
#4
Chapter 47: I hope I can wait until this story updates. I really miss it. The angst...
jiyannareeka
#5
Chapter 47: Hello author-nim please update this story soon... (*^。^*)
Parkdenfer #6
I wish there is bona moments here !!
KJealous
#7
Chapter 18: >_< I don't like Chorong's love (pity love for Bomi)
KJealous
#8
Chapter 15: Bonaxever..
.read this while listening gummy songs are broken hearted TnT
damn 2:30 am and I keep crying gotta go to work in 5 hours so I better sleep D;
good job Eriririririririn!
KJealous
#9
Chapter 9: I hate too much Chorong...
in this fiction she totally . ...
should I make her suffer more in my fiction because if this?
I need Bona or Eunmi in my life that's why I won't write more about Chomi girlxgirl
KJealous
#10
Chapter 8: Yaasss es...
Eunmi in tha house...
wait wait wtf?
Yah yoon bomi why are you so dam whipped for chorong she even doesn't wanna see you....
damn u.u my Eunmi hearteau