Wake up now

 

 

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Tiffany’s pov:

 

 

 

It’s been a month, taeyeon haven’t wakened up yet, the doctor said they didn’t know what happen, why she still didn’t wake up,  her vitals are good, her body is in condition. She’s not in coma but she still hasn’t wake up. I’m really worried about her, uncle kim doesn’t wanna talk about what really happen, why taeyeon did this, I know taeyeon keeps secrets and all but attempting suicide? This is not taeyeon at all.

There must be a big problem that taeyeon was keeping that she can do this horrible thing,

 

 

I was in the hospital room with taeyeon, I look at her sleeping peacefully but sometimes I saw her crying even in her sleep, sometimes she frowns and smile, did she had a dream?

 

I stand up and went to get a wet towel to make taeyeon clean, as I was about to stand up when I hear taeyeon mumbled,

‘__, ___-ah please.. I’m sorry’ I look confuse and shock, ___?? Why she’s talking about ___? Did she mean about ___ kang? It can’t be her right? she’s jessica’s girlfriend. I was lost and wanted to ask taeyeon about it, I feel pain in my chest and I don’t know why. The way taeyeon called her, it’s like she’s afraid or something. I shook my head as I caress taeyeon face the next thing I knew, I widen my eyes and saw taeyeon stir a bit and open her eyes but then close it again, I shook her shoulder and said.

“taetae?” she slowly open her eyes and looks around, she blinks her eyes again and close it long, she holds her temple and massage it as I went to grab her face and force her to look at me, when I saw her open her eyes and said.

“where am i?”

“you’re here at the hospital tae” she looks at me sad and mumbled.

….so I’m not dead….

I clench my fist and said,

“you’re not dead taeyeon and you will never be” I said half shouted as she looks at me again, she smile weakly and said.

“I’m sorry fany-ah” she try to sat up but ended up stopping herself and massage her temple as I couldn’t help but hug her so tight.

“I thought I would lose you taeyeon, please don’t ever do this again” now I cried harder, as taeyeon slowly wrap her arms around my waist and caress my back as she always said. ‘mianhe’

 

We stay like that for a while but when we heard someone went inside and said,

“oh my god taengo you’re finally awake” me and taeyeon broke the hug as we saw uncle kim and went closer to taeyeon, he was about to hug taeyeon when taeyeon spoke and said,

“as if you care” I look at taeyeon and saw hurtful in her eyes and I look at uncle kim who’s shock and hurt, he retreat his self and compose his self and look at taeyeon but taeyeon didn’t bother to look up as she just look down and doesn’t want to talk to uncle kim, the atmosphere is getting tense as I stand up and excuse myself and told them that I will just call the doctor and inform them about taeyeon, I feel taeyeon holds my hands as I just assure her that I’ll be back, she slowly nods her head and release her hand as i kiss her head and bow at uncle kim and walks out from the room and went to call the doctor, but what’s bothering me is about taeyeon and uncle, they’ve change a lot , they were so close but now I don’t know why they are so cold to each other, did something happen between the two of them? What happen to taeyeon and uncle kim? I need to find out what happen and then maybe I will understand about taeyeon’s behavior towards me.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Taeyeon’s pov:

 

 

 

 

 

I just look down and didn’t bother to look at dad, it’s all because of him, I wanted to end my life but then why am I still here?.  I know his my father but why did he did this to me, I’ve been miserable but he didn’t even care and now after 3 years of suffering he will just show his care towards me? why? I wanted to ask him. But anger stops me, I’m mad at him but I didn’t hate him, I know there’s still good left to him,

 

I was in my thought when my dad called me softly.

 

 

“taengo”

I haven’t heard him called me that, I bites my lips to prevent from crying, I miss him calling me that, I wanted to just hug him but I cant, I’m just too mad at him right now,  I didn’t bother to look nor to answer him when I feel his hands on my shoulder and he said softly.

 

“I’m so sorry taengo, I know I’ve been a bad father to you, you don’t know how scared I am, when I saw you bleeding in your room, I didn’t know what to do taengo, I didn’t want to lose you too, your mom is too much, and I can’t lose you too” he said while he sob,

I slowly looks at him and saw him look down and crying, my tears slid down on my face as I wipe it and look up and said,

 

“as if you really care appa”

 

I look at him and saw him looks at me hurtfully I just shrug that off and continue.

 

“ you didn’t care for me appa, cau—se i—f y-you do, I won’t be suffering right now……” I said while crying, I can’t take it anymore, I tighten my jaw and looks at him, I saw him cried and it breaks my heart to see him like that but a part of me said, ‘he deserves it’..

 

“taengo” he tried to holds my hand but I move it away.. I look away and cried harder.

 

“you don’t know how much I care for you taeyeon, you would understand me someday, I did this to for you own good taeyeon and I know you hate me so much, so much that it breaks my heart, I miss us taeyeon, I miss you… I’m so sorry but let me make it up to you….. and I promise I’ll be a good father, the father that you use to know, I regret hurting you taeyeon but I didn’t regret protecting you.. but taeyeon please I don’t want you to die, I don’t want to lose you so please I’m begging you, don’t do this again….”  He said and cried, I was just biting my lips when he said all of that, I slowly turn to look at him and saw his sincerity as he smiles a bit and said,

 

“forgive your appa taengo, I’ll make this right this time,” his tears fall down as my heart melt for my father and said,

“I will try to forgive you appa” he looks as I continue.

“but it wouldn’t easy as I’ve been hurt too much” I look down as I feel his hands on my jaw and caress, I slowly look at him when he said.

“I know it wouldn’t be easy taengo, I expect that, but ill anything for you to forgive me” he smile as I saw it in his eyes that he was sincere, as I slowly nods, he hugs me and I miss that a lot, we stay like that for a few minutes when we heard someone enter the room and saw tiffany slowly went inside together with the doctor, tiffany looks at me and smile as I gesture her to come closer,

 

I hurt tiffany and I shouldn’t do that right? ___’s happy now with jessica and now I just have to make it up to tiffany and I will she will make me forget all of this……

 

 

 

 

 

 

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You’s pov:

 

 

 

The event that jessica has was actually a huge success.. after that night, she became busy and tired, we haven’t seen each other, even she lives with us, I understand her work, she actually always went home late and I was probably sleeping that time and when I wake up she’s the one who’s asleep, I didn’t want to wake her up so I just let her be, at least I still see her beautiful face, although I miss her so bad but I need to be the understanding girlfriend, I’ve been busy to at the restaurant for the expansion and also for the renovating the roofto