I don’t know why

 

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I didn’t know, why taeyeon call me; I was looking at my phone and didn’t even make a move, why she call me? a lot of ‘why’ and ‘what if’ was on my mind I can’t think straight, I still holding my phone, those words taeyeon said stuck on my mind, i was happy that she called but at the same time, I was thinking jessica, why did she have to call now? Why did she have to say those words to me? is she playing games now? I really hate thinking, I wave my thought of and, put my phone on the night stand, I guess sleep could help me stop thinking taeyeon, I lay myself and close my eyes and minutes later I feel asleep,

 

 

 

 

No one’s pov:

 

 

Morning came ___ is still in bed sleeping peaceful, she stirred a bit and rub her eyes slowly, while she sat up herself, minutes later she decided to go to the bathroom, she put her legs on the ground and get her crutches on the nightstand and stand up, she walk towards her cabinet and get some towel, she then produce to bathroom and do her thing, after some minutes, ___ came out with a towel surround her body as she approach the cabinet to get some t-shirt, pants and cap, she place it on the bed and starting to wear those, minutes pass her phone beep indicating that message has came, she look at it and went to approach the nightstand and get her phone, she open it and read the contents, there are 3 message, she open the first one and read it,

 

 

From:yul

Buddy morning don’t forget the dinner later arraso? Miss you buddy, hey im going to restaurant now, take care, talk to you later,

 

___ has a smile on her lips as she response to yuri

 

To:yul

 

Morning to bud, yeah I won’t forget don’t worry, hey I have to talk to you, I will go to the restaurant and ask mom to drive me there, I need something to say, I miss you too bud,

 

After sending message to yuri ___ proceed to read the other laters it came from yoona,

 

From:yoong

 

Hi unnie morning,, ^^ don’t forget to bring delicious food later on, haha I miss your cooking unnie,

 

 

___ just giggle at yoona’s message and began to reply to her and said

 

To:yoong

 

Morining yoong, I will cook and bring some foods for you, I’ll see you later and take care,

 

___ then read the other later and can’t help smile from ear to ear

 

From:princessjessica<3

 

hi my prince hope you have a good sleep last night, hehe I wake up early ___ cause a have business meeting I hope I could convince them to be my business partners, so good luck on me, miss you ___, I’ll see you tonight, you want me to pick you up later? Message me when you get it, and yah wake up now lazy bum, heheh peace, take care,, ^ ^ J

 

___ was smiling widely now as she read those message, she reply immediately and type,

 

To:princessjessica<3

 

Morning to princess, yeah I did have a good sleep. And I hope you do too. It’s really a miracle that you wake up early, haha, well goodluck on convincing them and I know they will love your design, fighting sica, and yeah I miss you too, you don’t have to pick me up. Mom gonna drive so, don’t worry, I’ll see you at yoona’s house arraso?, and yeah I’m going to the restaurant, and take care , yah I’m not a lazy bum, hehe,

 

 

 

 

After she was done responding to those message, she went out of the room and she prepare the breakfast, she cooks, egg, ham, some hotdog and a tuna sandwich for her mom, after she was done cooking , she set up the table and when she’s done, she go to her mom’s room and wake her up. She knock the door and after some minutes the door open and she saw her umma, ___ smile brightly at her mom, which her mom greeted her, morning and kiss ___’s cheeks, ___ just hug her mom and told her that she already cook the breakfast, her mom just told her that she will be there later, __ nodded and walks to the kitchen and waited her mom there,

 

 

 

 

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You’s pov:

 

I’ve been waiting for umma to come, as I was still seating umma came, and was apologizing, but I told her it’s okay, she seated herself and I handed her the tuna sandwich she said thanks and eat her breakfast, as I was fidgeting my finger, and glance at umma and spoke,

“umma” I called her, and she look at me.

“What it is ___?”

“Well can you drive me to the restaurant?”

“Oh why __?”

“I just want to go there umma”

“Okay baby, let just finish our breakfast okay”

“Thanks umma, and sorry if I ask you to drive me”

“Its okay baby, you know you can’t take taxi because you’re not comfortable, jessica is the only one who could calm you down,”

“But umma I can’t ask her, she went to meet some people regarding on her business”

“I know baby, so don’t worry okay, I will drive you where you want to go”

“Okay umma thanks”

 

 

 

 

Umma just nodded and we continue to eat our breakfast, after were done, umma suggest that she will wash the plate, cause I was the one who cook, I wanted to protest but you know her she’s stubborn woman, so I just told umma that I will just wait for her on the living room, which she nodded and smile, I left umma at the kitchen and went to the living room, I was about to seat down when I remember I left my phone on the room, so I just went on my room and get what I needed, I pick my phone the nightstand and put it on my pocket , I get my wallet and my cap, I get my shoes and seated myself at the bed, and wore my shoes, after I was done, I went outside and go to the living room, umma just finish washing the plates and she said will be just change her clothes and told me to wait,

Umma came out and approach and said we should go, I get my crutch and stand up, we went out of the house and umma lock the door, she walks towards to the gate and I just followed her behind, I move aside and she close and lock the gate, umma open the car door for me and I seated myself and I put my crutch in between my legs and I close the car door, umma went to the other side, and went in, buckle her seatbelt and ask me if I put my seatbelt on, I shook my heads and I buckle it, umma started the engine and drove off,

 

 

 

Umma keep talking to me at the car, cause she was afraid that I will remember the accident, which I was glad umma do that, we’ve arrive at the restaurant and told umma that I will go and she don’t have to pick me up and I will just ask yuri about it, umma look at me worried but I assured her that I’ll be fine cause I’ll be with yuri, she nodded and agree and she told me that she will just buy some groceries, and I told her that I will be back before dinner that I will cook some food to bring at yoona’s house, umma suggested that she will cook some too, I bid goodbye to umma, I get my crutch and stand up, I move aside so I could close the door, I wave goodbye to umma, which she gives me a loving smile, she started the engine and drove away,

 

 

I enter the restaurant and the employee bowing at me, I just give them a smile and ask if yuri is around, they said she’s in her office, I said thanks and went to yuri’s office, I knock on the door and heard yuri’s voice asking who I was, so I just wanna a bit and said.

“i’m your worst nightmare” with my creepy voice and I was giggling when she said

“Yah don’t joke around” yuri shouted and I hear footstep and the door open,

I give her a dorky smile, which she just punch me on the shoulder,

“hahah sorry yul, how are you buddy?”

“aish I hate you I thought your someone else”

“Who? You’re ex yul?”

“The hell ___?”

“I was just asking hehe”

“ahh nothing, well come on in ___” yuri said while making a way for me,

“So what brought you here ___?”
“So I can’t be here now yul? I hate you” I sulk, she just laugh at me”

“haha that was not what I meant buddy, stop sulking, it doesn’t suite you”

“aish your not cute too”

“Did I say your cute hahah your assuming buddy”

“hmmp” I role my eyes on here, yuri offer me to seat, which I said thanks and seated myself, I put my crutches on my side, while yuri went to seat in front of me, we were seating at the sofa, and yuri ask,

“So what did you want to say to me ___? Sorry I didn’t get to reply to you, the restaurant was busy awhile ago, even though it still morning which I was glad though”

“Well i-its t-t-taeyeon”

I stuttered and glance at yuri, yuri’s face becomes dark like she wants to punch someone and said,

“What about her?” coldly stated

“Well she called last night”

“Then?”

“well at frist I didn’t know who was it, and when I tried talking she didn’t answer, but moments pass she talk and said, she was sorry and she miss me” I said while looking at the floor, and I don’t know why I can’t make an eye contact with yuri, I hear sigh and ask me,

“So what you say?”

I look at her but I was speechless cause clearly yuri is getting pissed, I open my mouth to talk but she cut me off and said.

“Don’t tell me, you tell her too that you miss her and maybe you tell her that you want her? Am I right ___?”

I widen my eyes at what yuri told me, actually when I answer taeyeon, she already hang up, and I’m not on my right mind last night cause I was asking on my mind why she called, yuri interrupted my thoughts and said,

“For god sake ___ !!! She abandon you already can you just please forget about her?”

“yul, i can’t, I tried yul, I really tried but there’s always her on my mind, and I don’t know what to do, she even appeared on my dreams, what you want me to do?”

 “Look ___ what about jessica?”

When she mention jessica, my heart hurt, I don’t want to hurt her,

“Don’t you think it’s unfair to her part?”

I look up and saw yuri has a teary eyed and she continue,

“She was there when you were lost and broken, she didn’t leave your side, and now you were acting in love with taeyeon again because of that freaking one call? Are you out of your mind ___!!!!? Yuri said while getting mad at me, she shouted but I know I deserves that, and she continue again,

“she even had time to look for you when you were gone, she was there all along when you were in an accident, she didn’t leave your side when you were in the comatose, and she’s still there when you wake up and tried herself just for you to notice her, and now you have a change of mind because of that GIRL!!! That she wasn’t there when you need her the most, now tell me ____ , are you just playing with jessica’s heart? Cause if you do, just stops making jessica hope,” yuri said and her face becomes red, because I know she was mad at me

We were silent but moments later yuri spoke and said,

“Just please stop being stupid and forget the damn girl, can you see you have jessica , can you see her effort ___? Did you see the way she looks at you, she’s totally into you ___, why can’t you just move on and be with her? Is she hard to love ___? Is she not enough? Those times and efforts she gives, is not enough for you ___?” yuri said and I look up and saw h