Chapter 45

 

 

 

 

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Taeyeon’s pov:

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

When she holds my jaw carefully I couldn’t help but stiffened and compose myself as I stare at her, I couldn’t move when I notice her leaning… my eyes close its own as she still holding me but her holds loosen and push me a little , slowly opening my eyes and she looks away when our eyes meet, she stand up as I follow her, she still looking away while saying she just have to go to the restroom I just reply her okay, I wanted to ask her if she’s okay but I saw her walking away, I release a big sigh and didn’t know that I was holding my breath for awhile, I bite my lips cursing myself, you should’ve stop yourself taeyeon, but why she did that?, does she still love me?,

Wait no stop thinking about it taeyeon…..

 

I seat at the chair massaging my temple, damn taeyeon….

 

I notice someone approach me and said,

 

“miss taeyeon water?” I look up and saw jiyeon holding a bottle of water as I accepted it and told her thanks.

“you okay miss taeyeon?” I just nodded and didn’t bother to look at her.

“you can rest and I will just tell your members that you won’t be joining the game” I look at her and wanted to say no that I’m fine but I remember ___ as I nods my head a little and smile at her, she bow her head and excuse going to the members telling them that I won’t be play the last game, they look at me worried but I just smile at them to assure them that I’ll be fine as they return the smile, jiyeon went to my side telling me that she will guide me to my room that I assign, nods my head as I slowly stand up and follow jiyeon but before going away I took a glance at where the restroom are and wanted to see if __ is coming already but then she’s not there as I look down sadly and continue to follow jiyeon…..

 

 

We arrive at the small house as jiyeon said that my things are already inside she handed me the key and told me that she will just call me later at dinner, I nod and say thanks to her,

I open the house and it was small but nice, I went to the room but notice some bags laying on the floor that I couldn’t recognize, I fish out my phone and called jiyeon….

 

“jiyeon”

“yes miss taeyeon?”

“do I have a roommate?”

“ohh shoot sorry miss taeyeon I forgot to tell you”

“its okay but it’s a girl right?”

“yes miss”

“okay then just call me later”

“deh miss taeyeon”

 

Putting my phone in my pocket as I get my clothes and towel and decided to take a bath…

 

 

 

 

When I’m done I went to lay in bed as I remember what happen awhile ago and couldn’t help but cry, closing my eyes to ease the pain and hold my chest,

I miss her a lot… I want to hug her so tight but I don’t have any rights to do that anymore,

I felt myself sleeping….as my tears falling…

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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You’s pov:

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I look around and didn’t see taeyeon anymore, but I stop myself from thinking about her, the member approach me saying that taeyeon is not feeling well, I just nod but deep inside me I got worried, but I didn’t make it obvious to them as the last game will be starting now….

 

We win the game as we won the overall first place and they give me the price saying that I deserve it but I told them I don’t need it as much as they needed it they thank me , I told them no need and I enjoy the game,

Sulli went to my side telling me congrats for winning the game, I and told her that we should prepare the dinner now, she smile at me but whining a bit and told me she will just call youngjae, I just told her that I’ll go ahead to her kitchen.

 

As I arrive at the kitchen and wearing my apron and started to wash the vegetables and meats, minutes later I saw both of them went inside and started to help me, youngjae cut the vegetables and sulli went to cook the rice as I couldn’t help but think about taeyeon, sighing and I just shrug it off and focus on cooking dinner now…

 

After I’m done I went  out for awhile and look at my watch and it was already 6pm, I get my phone and saw jessica’s pic on my wall paper I smile from ear to ear as I dialed her number and waited but just one ring she immediately answer it…

 

Phone conversation..

 

‘jagiya’

‘what happen?’

‘nothing I miss you already’

‘I miss more sicababy’

‘what are you doing now?’

‘well I just finished cooking dinner for the stuff and for the people here I’m just outside now’

‘you must be tired jagiya’

‘yes I am but when I heard your voice all my tiredness were gone hehe’

‘aigoo how can you be so sweet?’

‘I’m always sweet hehe’

‘ahaha right right’

‘what about you sicaba