3 months passed

 

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3 months had passed, and I still recovering from my trauma, those months are half  worst and half happiness, worst cause I have to struggling all the pain, and I have flashbacks and memories came to me, happy because my friends is there with me and my mom, jessica never failed to leave by my side, she always there with me even she’s busy about preparing her fashion line, yuri and yoona always comes to my house just to bug me around, hehe im kidding I was actually felt glad that their always there with me, they always make me smile and laugh, my mom stop working at the hospital because she wanted to make sure that I will not be alone, I even force her to work cause i don’t want her to take care of me and I told her that I’ll be okay, but she’s a stubborn woman so I just let her be, i can walk now but, I’m still recovering from it, I didn’t use the wheelchair anymore, but I use underarm crutch now, I still going to therapies and sometimes I go to a psychology the doctor required it, but just go there once a week though, jessica and I been good, sometimes yuri ask if were together now but I just told her that where just close friends, we didn’t talk about the kiss we shared in the hospital, I guess jessica didn’t want to ask it, and just let it be, I wanted to ask about it though but I’m happy now that were catching up each other and getting know each other more, I’m more than happy now that I still have them with me, sometimes jessica sleepover, even my mom ask what’s our status now, cause were always together and were so sweet to each other, I admit that I have some feelings to her, but I still can’t forget taeyeon maybe because she’s my first love, when I remember taeyeon I just cry but jessica is always with me comforting me and I was glad for that, I never had any relationship before because I was busy in school, I’m a working student in high school mom don’t want me to work but I beg her and she just let me be, and I already sell the apartment a month ago, and the money, we just use for my therapy and for some other things needed for the house, and sometimes I go to the restaurant to help, yuri was begging me to just rest, but I have enough rest now, I just watch the other chefs though that’s why she let me,

 

I’m here at the kitchen and was going for breakfast, umma is still asleep, I wake up early cause I have a nightmare, I was cooking an omelet , when someone hug me behind and said,

“___ I’ve been looking for you”

“wae sica? Miss me already” I smile, and she just gives me an ‘hmmm’ response,

“hehe” I giggle and said.

“oh good morning princess” yeah I called her that now ,

“Morning too my prince” I know she called me that,

“What you’re cooking?”

“Hmm omelet and I finish the kimchi fried rice just now”

“Smells delicious ___”she said while releasing the hug and look at my cooking,

“Of course it’s delicious I’m the one who cook it” I said proudly, I hear her giggle and mumbled

“So full of yourself”

“Yah I heard that”

“hehe sorry”

“sica can you set up the table?” I ask and she nodded.

 

While I was finishing the food, I get some plate from the cabinet and place it there, I wanted to put it on the table but I was struggling and jessica came and hold the plate for me. she smile at me and I said thanks to her. I walk to the dining table and seat and put the crutch on my side, while jessica said she will wake up umma, I give her a nod and she stand up and went to umma’s room, minutes later I saw them, jessica holding my umma’s arms and umma just smiling at her, I was smiling from ear to ear when I saw them, smiling in each other, mom approach me and kiss the top of my head and said.

“morning my baby”

“umma don’t call me baby, jessica is here” I said while whining at her

“I don’t mind __ its kinda cute though, and I miss mom when I see the both of you being sweet to each other,” jessica said,

“You’re always be my baby __ don’t forget that”mom said and I just keep quiet,

Jessica notice me and pinch my cheek,

“Yah sica its hurts, let go now”

“Nope I won’t”

“wae?”

“Because your too cute hehe”

“sica let go now or I pinch you too” I threaten but she didn’t want to let go, so I pinch her both cheeks.

“Yah ___ that’s unfair I just use my right hand,”

“it’s your fault okay you started it”

“Okay okay , I will let go now, so ?”

“Okay as a count of three you should let go arraso?” I saw sica nodded and I start counting,

“One, two, three,” I let go of my hands from her cheeks, but she still didn’t let go and pinch me hard.

“Yah sica I already let go”

“hahaha sorry you just too cute okay” she said while letting of my face. I rub my face cause its sting a a lot, I hear jessica said,

“omo your face is red”

“Of course it does, you were pinching it hard”

“hehe sorry ___”

“na its okay”

 

“So you two done on your lovely dovely moments? Can we eat now?” umma said and smile at us, and I nodded at her.

“Who cook this one” mom ask while jessica pointing at me.

“__ how many times do I have to tell you, not to move in the house, you should’ve wake me up,”

“umma I can handle it okay and beside jessica help me”

Mom look at jessica

“umma I just set up the table heheh” I glare at her but she just shrug it off and broke her gaze on me,

“__ stop staring at jessica and just eat now,”

I nodded and start eating, the atmosphere is getting awkward when mom spoke.

“jessica why don’t you just live here?”she ask while jessica choke and was punching her chest as I give her water and she accept and drink it, after that she glance at umma and said

“but umma I don’t want to burden you up”

“well you always here jessica and clearly ___ likes it”

“umma”

“wae-yo?, you don’t like it?”

“I like it okay”

“Then why you react like that?” I just hung my head, and didn’t utter a word.

“So jessica stay here with us hmm?”

“But umma”

“If i say you live here then you live here, arraso?” mom look at jessica firmly and jessica immediately nodded her head, and I just chuckled at her,

“I will inform yoona first about it umma”

“Okay jessica”

“This is really good ___” jessica said while pointing at the kimchi fried rice,

“Why thank you my lovely princess”

“Oh god im gonna puke”mom in

“umma!!!” jessica and I said the same time.

“haha I was just kidding okay”

“tch I hate you umma”

“I love you too baby”

I was acting to puke, as mom slap my shoulder and I just laugh at her,

“So when was your building be finish sica?”

“Oh its already finish ___ all I have to do now, is launch it,”

“jinja??? That’s good then”

“Well I have to congratulate you now, cause maybe I’ll forget later on,” umma said,

“Thanks umma, well I still have to find some business partners and some designers though, although I have some of my designs already.”

“Hmm that’s good then, I know you can find business partners, just use you charm and beauty” mom said while winking at her

“Of course umma I’ll do that” jessica said while flipping her hair,

 “Yah umma”

“wae?”

“Don’t tell that to jessica”

“Tell what?”

“Those use your beauty thingy”

“What about it?”

“Just”

Mom looks at me and said

“Jealous?”

“umma”

“haha okay okay?”

“yeah ___ why you don’t want umma to tell me to use my beauty, you know she’s right?”

“right? Huuh your design is already enough and I know it’s the best and I know some business partner will come to you because of the design not because of your beauty” I said feeling irritated. I look at jessica and smirking at me.

“What’s with the smirk huh”

“My prince is jealous umma” she said while turning her gaze to umma,

I just hear mom laughing at me and I cant held myself and get my crutch and walk away with those two teasers,

 

“Baby where are you going?”

But I ignore her and went to my room, I hear her laughing at me,

 

I open the door and went inside, and close it, I approach my bed and was about to seat down when jessica just went inside not bothering to knock, tch these girl. I just ignore her and seat myself on the bed and put my crutch in the night stand, I hear footstep and jessica just seated herself beside me and said.

“You mad at me?”

“I’m not mad okay

“You sure”

“Yes”

“Okay”

“But are you jealous __?”

“Huh why would i?”

“hehe you are”

“I’m not okay”

“But you are”

“I’m not”

“Yes”

“Not”

“Yes”

“Not”

“Yes”

“Not”

“You’re not”

“I am”

I widen my eyes and I turn to look at jessica as she was smirking at me. I put both of my hands on my mouth and jessica just laugh at me,

“Yah you trick me sica” I said pouting

“hehe sorry”

 

But I ignore her, jessica called me but I ignore her ag