Taeyeon.4

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It’s been weeks and ___ haven’t wake up yet, I was getting worried, I can’t do anything and just have to wait,

Here I am in my office doing my work, but then I can’t concentrate at all, not even a bit, I was getting nervous but then I don’t know why, I keep looking at the clock or even look at my phone for no reason, until when someone called me as I look who was it, I pick it up immediately as I answer and said,

“hello you have anything good news for me?” I ask my private men, and getting impatiently because his not talking when I heard him sigh and said,

“don’t be shock ms.taeyeon” I knitted my brows and was confuse as I said,

“what is it?” I ask coldly when I heard him say.

“ms.park was in coma, I just talk to dr.choi and said she was in a comatose stage, and he said he doesn’t know when she will be awake”

I let go of my phone as I keep saying in my head telling myself that it’s not true, I heard my men was still talking at me but then I was not in my right mind, as I stand up and get my things immediately, I’m going to see ___, she can’t be comatose, no she can’t….

I ignore my secretary when she saw me getting out,  as I fasten my walk almost running, going to the basement, when I arrive, I immediately went it and started the engine and drove off to hospital, my hands was shaking as I keep beeping the cars in front of me, I accelerated my speed and didn’t care if some people will get mad at me, I have to see it for myself, I have to know if it’s true, I need to know if she was okay and not in coma.

As I arrive I went straight to her room, and didn’t care if someone will see me, as I arrive I saw yuri outside of ___’s room crying, I slowly walks to her, I saw her slowly look at my direction and was shock to see me there but the shock expression turns to angry, I was nervous and frighten but I have to see ___, I need too.

Yuri stand up immediately as she drag me away from the room, I was struggling but she was to strong and I just let her drag me, when she push me away and was in the exit of the stare, she look furious at me as she half shouted and said.

“what are you doing here!!!” it’s my first time seeing yuri like that, as I just didn’t utter a word when I heard her say.

“it’s all your fault, if you don’t leave ___ she wouldn’t be in this situation, are you happy now huh!!!!!!????” she shouted as I jump a bit, I feel my tears slid on my face as I just keep mum. Yuri was talking nonstop. Telling me how cruel I am, how stupid and selfish I am, she was asking why I was here but then I just cried in front of her, but when I heard her say,

“just go and don’t ever come near at ____” I look at her begging her, but she must have been mad and didn’t notice me, she wipe her tears and said,

“don’t cry in front of me and make me pity you, if you just came here because you pity her, don’t, we don’t need you here, just go before I lost my self and drag you out from this hospital.” She looks firmly at me as I shook my head.

“i-i-I n-need t-t-too k-now h-her c-condition y-yuri-ah” I said stuttering and crying, yuri look at me furious as she grab my shoulder and pin me at the wall and said,

“you want to know her condition!!????” she strong grip my shoulders as I yelp in pain but I endure it, yuri cried as she looked at me mad and said.

“why do you care!!!!??”

“now that she’s in coma!!!”

“now that your ruin her life!!!?”

“if you really do care, why did you hurt her until she got in the car accident!!?”

“until when are you gonna hurt her?” yuri slowly release my shoulder as she cried harder and said,

“please I’m begging you, you already hurt her too much, I don’t want her to expect again, just go and live your life, don’t come here ever again,” yuri look at me begging, as wanted to say that I regret it that I wanted ___ and just protecting her, but then I know yuri wouldn’t believe me at all, she still crying nonstop as I bite my lips and slowly said,

“okay I won’t come near at ___ but yuri I just want to know her condition that’s all” I said lying, she doesn’t look at me as I assume she doesn’t want to talk, as I slowly went away from yuri and away from ___. Yuri was right, I hurt ____ too much, I don’t deserve anything, not even her, but I never stop loving her,

I just went home with my hearts feel so much pain, I never got too see her and I hope see will going to be okay.

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Days and weeks has passed, and ___ is still not awake, I drown myself at work, even tiffany was getting worried at me, but I just told her lies that I’m okay that I’m just stress at work, she clearly knows that something was happening to me but she didn’t ask nor force me to say it, which is good cause I don’t want to burden her and for sure she will be hurt too when she knows about it,

I was looking at my files on my computer