2 years had passed, the day when I saw taeyeon on the back of the university. Till then we become close and become friends, I know miracle right? But we become friends,, we do still have fights sometimes,, well that’s normal right? Friends do fight?,, but those two years passed, something has change to me,, I fell sad when I don’t see taeyeon or if she’s mad at me,, I keep asking myself why? Until yuri said maybe I like taeyeon more than friends?? Well I guess I do like her? No I actually love taeyeon,, but yuri said I should confess to her? But hey I just can’t okay? I’m too scared to do that. And what will taeyeon said if I confess? I don’t evenkwno if shes into girls. I freak her out, but yuri told me to just try? There’s nothing wrong confessing.. I know there’s no wrong about that, but I actually contented to our friendship now,, I don’t want to lose that. But yuri said if I don’t confess now. I will regret it later, a lot of students like taeyeon and a lot of them confess to taeyeon everyday. But shes refuses them. And I don’t know why. Well im trying confessing to her though, im just too coward to do that, but I guess I should really try,but not now

I’m at the library now getting some books at the cardboard when someone slap a book in my head..

Arrgg yah!!! That’s hurts.. I said when rubbing my head. When I turn around I see taeyeon merong at me, I just glare at her,

Hahah ohh sorry taeyeon said,

What are you doing here tae? I ask while continuing to get that book.

Should I sing and dance here? Ofcourse im looking a book pabo. Taeyeon said as a matter of fact while laughing like an ajumma.

Ha ha ha ha so funny tae , I said making face at her. She continuing laughing at me.

I was looking for a seat when taeyeon said that she already have a seat for me. So I just follow her. When I see someone whose struggling to get a book. I was just smile and decide to help the girl. I just get the book she was getting at and handed it to her, she was saying thanks and bowing. I just look at her frozen at my spot. She’s really pretty with those brown hair and those eyes like a cat eyes, I was just staring at her she was talking to me actually but I didn’t hear her at all because I was busy looking at her. The girl half shouted at me and I get back to reality and said.

What were you saying? I ask rubbing at the back of my neck smiling shyly at her,

I said thanks for getting that book for me, she said while giving me a sly smile.

It’s okay don’t worry about it, I said while staring at her again I just hear her giggling at me and said,,

Your spacing out again.. she giggle,

Oh my god those giggle are something,,

Ohh sorry about that hahah I’m kind of like that, I hope you don’t freak out. I say

Na its okay im like that too haha..

Ohh that’s good haha. I said laughing.

Thanks again,, oh by the while im Jessica. She said while offering me a hand shake.. I just smile at her and I saw her blushing or not? I was about to respond to her when someone interrupt us.

Hey ert I was looking at you. What are you doing by the way she said glaring at me,

He he sorry I just help Jessica though getting her book. I said why looking at Jessica and smile,

Whose Jessica, ask taeyeon

Ohh this girl ,,, I said pointing at the girl beside me. Jessica just give taeyeon a smile and saying hi to her.

Taeyeon just shrug her shoulder, didn’t answer Jessica and ignoring her. Taeyeon just grab my arm and drag me away from Jessica, I just shout at Jessica and said im sorry .. bye. I didn’t hear jessics responding at me cause taeyeon basically dragging .i just let her drag me and we arrive at the table. She just sat there and not talking at all. I remain standing and look at her, i just let myself seat and observing taeyeon. What’s wrong with her? She was mumbling by herself. I did hear some of them. Like tch what a flirt,” who was she talking about? Me? Flirt?. I feel dumbfounded and I wanted to ask whats wrong with her. But she’s ignoring me.

silence was boring me. I just take a peek at taeyeon, she was really serious reading that book. I wanted to know what shes reading as I read the book. I wanted to laugh hard but I held my self. The book was upside down. I didn’t notice that I was giggling at myself when taeyeon said.

why are you giggling?

Ohh hehe your reading a book. I said trying not to laugh.

What’s wrong reading a book?. She ask and glare at me.

Ohh it’s not really funny to read a book though, but your reading it upside down.i said and I cant hold my self so I just burst out laughing. I saw taeyeon widen her eyes and said,

It’s a new style of reading a book. She said while raising her brows at me. She continue. “So don’t bother, while fixing the book. I laugh so hard and holding my tummy when taeyeon pinch me really hard at my shoulder, and left me alone in the library.. I was rubbing where she pinch me.  I see her walking fast, I just follow her and said.

Hey taeyeon wait up.. im sorry I laugh,

Taeyeon didn’t bother to look back. That midget is really fast how was she doing that?. I didn’t see her when im out of the library, she was out of sight already, that’s girl is really something.

It was my break time and I just go to canteen because I was hungry I didn’t eat breakfast in the morning. I wanted to invite yuri to join me but she said she still have class so I just say its okay,, I try to called or message taeyeon though but that midget didn’t answer it. Whats wrong with that girl. As I arrive at the canteen I saw taeyeon sitting alone some of the students whispering about that, how pretty and y she is, the boys was drooling at her, as I passed them all, I just give them my deathly glare. I was standing behind at taeyeon went she was talking to herself and saying like” “stupid ___, pabo pabo, and whose that girl??? That ert. Flirting that girl,, taeyeon mumble while torturing the poor food, I just smile listening to her, hehee I don’t want to disturb her, but is she jealous? Haha she still didn’t notice me until I gieggle loudly that’s when she look up. She jump a bit and said.

“when did you arrive?? Have you ears dropping? Said taeyeon while eyeing me.

I just give her my dorky smile and said, “ I just arrive now and no I was not ears dropping okay, I just hear you mumbling but I didn’t know what was it, I lie and ask,

“

What is your mumbling about?

Ohh nothing taeyein said while l I just looking away, I just say okay and seated myself in front of her, I just notice taeyeon not in herself, so I ask is she was okay , she just nodded,

Tae? I called her and she look up and said. “What?”

Why you’re not talking and why are you playing with your food?

Oh  im not really hungry though, she said while looking down,

Ohh alright then, im going to get food, do you want anything? I could buy it if you want, I ask her, she just shook her head telling me she’s fine and don’t want anything, so I just stood up and buy my food. “Is she really jealous? Why? She doesn’t like me, like that right? I thought”

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