She ignore me

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Jessica and I are walking side by side going to the restaurant that yoona suggested, as we were walking I notice jessica is being silent, awhile ago she was being to clingy and now she’s too quite, I saw her frown and after that she smile, but other minute she look sad, did I do something wrong to her? i keep calling her but she was ignoring me, she was actually quite when she saw me talking to the saleslady that help me get the dress for jessica, she even glared at me, and I don’t know why. She just walk away to the shop and didn’t bother to wait for me, I even struggling catching up to her, did she forgot that I can’t walk properly? That girl, she really have those mood swings, and now she totally ignoring me, we arrive at the restaurant, and went inside at the corner we saw yuri and yoona waving at us, jessica approach them, she didn’t wait for me, so I just shrug my shoulder and approach yuri,

“___ so how’s the date?” I just glared at her and said

“You left us on propose didn’t you?”

“Oh well haha yeah I guess?”

“Don’t do that again kwon yuri” I said firmly and saw yuri was shock that i call her complete name, while seating myself at the chair , I saw jessica’s face become sad,

“Oh don’t worry buddy I won’t, sorry about that ”yuri said confused and she look at jessica but I see jessica’s expression become hurt,

I just hung my head, why did I say that? I ask myself

“yeah __ is right yul don’t EVER do that again” jessica said emphasizing the word ever and she just talk to yoona, which yoona feel lost of what happen,

I wanted to say something but I was speechless, is just that I was getting mad at jessica cause she ignore me awhile ago, why did she have to do that? I didn’t know what I did wrong,’

I saw yoona and yuri was getting worried and the atmosphere become awkward but yoona broke it and said,

“Well let’s go have lunch now right?”She ask and yuri nodded and call the waiter,

As hung my head, I hear my phone beep and look at it,

From:yul

What happen buddy?

I look at yuri and making an eye contact with her saying, ‘later’, she just nodded and didn’t push the question,

As the waiter arrive we just order our food, I keep glancing at jessica but she just hung her head and I know she’s pouting, she didn’t utter a word and I was getting worried,  did my words affect her? Did I hurt her? oh god, you and your stupid mouth ___, I was cursing myself, and still keep glancing jessica, as minutes pass the food arrive, yoona and yuri didn’t say anything too, afraid that they will make it worst, so they just talk to each other, sometimes ask us some question even jessica but she just reply yes or no, and I was eating silently and saw jessica just poking her meat, I guess she doesn’t have an appetite, the silent treatment jessica giving is killing me, as I look around at the restaurant I saw, a mini stage, and an idea come out of my mind, and I excuse myself from them telling them that I  have to go to the toilet, they just nodded, while jessica just keep mum and just playing with her foods, so I just walk away from them, but I really didn’t go the toilet, I went to ask if I could use the mini stage, and said that I want to sing a song, which they agreed and let me use the stage, so I went to the mini stage and was preparing myself, the three of them are still on the table eating, so I have this chance to sing for jessica and I hope she will like it and hope she won’t be mad at me now, I seated myself at the chair and put the crutch at the side while the waiter help me and give me the guitar and which I was glad he do that, I accept it and say thanks to him, I look at them and begin to sing the songs I dedicated for sica,

(treasure by Bruno mars)

Give me your, give me your, give me your attention baby
I got to tell you a little something about yourself
You're wonderful, flawless, ooh you're a y lady
But you walk around here like you wanna be someone else

I know that you don't know it, but you're fine, so fine
Oh girl i'm gonna show you when you're mine, oh mine

Treasure, that is what you are
Honey you're my golden star
And if you could make my wish come true
If you let me treasure you
If you let me treasure you

Pretty girl, pretty girl, pretty girl you should be smiling
A girl like you should never live so blue
You're everything I see in my dreams
I wouldn't say that to you if it wasn't true

I know that you don't know it, but you're fine, so fine
Oh girl i'm gonna show you when you're mine, oh mine

Treasure, that is what you are
Honey you're my golden star
And if you could make my wish come true
If you let me treasure you
If you let me treasure you

You are my treasure, you are my treasure
You are my treasure, yeah, you you you, you are
You are my treasure, you are my treasure
You are my treasure, yeah, you you you, you are

Treasure, that is what you are
Honey you're my golden star
I know you can make my wish come true
If you let me treasure you
If you let me treasure you

As i was singing , the three of them turn their body to the mini stage and was shock to see me there, I was smiling while singing, jessica widen her eyes, as I continue to sing, she was just listening to me, while yuri was giving me a two thumps up and yoona was all giggling and was teasing jessica, jessica frown turn into wide smiling face as I sing the song for her, and I think I look an idiot smiling while singing, after I finish the song other costumer were clapping their hands, and that’s when I feel that I was nervous I just smile and spoke,

“it was dedicated to my special someone who was mad at me and I don’t know what I did, and I hope she will like it, thanks for listening,”

As I put the guitar aside and get my crutch, the waiter was smiling at me, also their manager, I just said thanks to them but they say they are glad that I sing cause the other costumers like it, I just give them a shy smile, and went to approach my friends. Yuri was smirking at me giving me a signal, but I just ignore her and look at jessica who was being shy and blushing I can’t sleep but smile at her and said,

“Am I forgiven now, although I don’t know why your mad at me” while scratching my neck and look at jessica,

Jessica just nodded and stand up and she hug me tight, so what I did was to let go of my other crutch and hug jessica with my one arm, she was whispering to me,

“Thanks and sorry”

“You’re welcome princess but don’t ignore me anymore arraso? I said and I feel her nodded, as we release the hug, the two of my friend tease us and said,

“____ unnie that was awesome I didn’t know you could sing like that, and even you can play the guitar, oh my god that was so sweet, I wish yuri was like that,” she said while giving yuri and glare at her last sentence I just smile at them and said,

“Thanks yoong” yuri look at me and glared but I just laugh at her saying.

“Sorry buddy didn’t mean to make you less sweet though”

“yeah yeah whatever” yuri said while she role her eyes on me, I just chuckled and yuri was giving yoona attention telling her that she doesn’t need to sing a song for her cause yoona knows that she was romantic in other way, I was giggling when I saw yuri was pouting and looking like a kid who have those puppy eyes, as I was still looking at them I feel jessica hold my hand and I look at her smile, her face becomes red, but I don’t mind it cause I know she’s always pretty whatever she does, she was staring at me and minutes later she spoke and said,

“Thanks for that ___ and I didn’t know you could sing”

“You’re welcome, of course I could sing, you know I can do anything haha”

“oh my, why did I have to tell you that, you so full of yourself” jessica said while slapping my shoulder’

“What was that for sica?” I pout

“Nothing hehe” she giggle,

“tch I sing you a song and this is what I get? What kind of a woman are you?” I said while sulking and turn my gaze at the plate and playing my foods, I hear jessica laugh at me, and after that jessica cup and face and kiss my both cheeks, I was turning red and my heart beat fast, I heard yuri and yoona was whistling at us and tease us, saying *what a cute  couple* those two I thought they are fighintg and now they gang up and tease us, I saw jessica give them a icy look and the two teaser immediately shut their mouth off, I just laugh at them while yuri cut me off and said,

“Stop those sweetness you two giving us, I think I’m going to puke soon” while acting puking,

“Yeah yuri was right unnies tch, but somehow it was really romantic, and I wish you two could be a couple” yoona said cupping when she said the last part and was apologizing at us while jessica said,

“It’s okay yoong don’t have to apologize and I know this kid here didn’t mind right ___?” while pointing at me, huh kid ha?”

“Yah who’s a kid sica? I’m not a kid okay”

“Well the way you’re reacting like now, say so haha”

“tch I hate you sica”

“I know you don’t”

I just ignore sica and sulk again, that girl,

But I notice jessica eyes become sad when yoona mention about earlier, but pretend that she was okay and was teasing me, how I wish I could just love you sica, but I know that deep in my heart there’s always a empty space for you, but not now, not now that I’m still hurting and can’t forget her, hope you could wait for me sica, I said to myself, I feel jessica squeeze my hands and I just intervened it and smile at her,

We continue our lunch  with a lot of storytelling and teasing, yuri and yoona ask us if we could join them to watch movie at the cinema , I was hesitating cause I don’t want to burden some people but jessica assure me that nothing will happen and I should try, so I agreed to them which the couple high five each other, as we finish our lunch, yuri and yoona paid the bill, I was arguing to them that I should pay too but the two of them insist saying that the two of them invite us and they should pay it, so me and jessica didn’t argue more and let them,

We are now at the theater and yuri was the one who got the ticket while jessica and yoona buy the food,  I just seated myself at the empty chair and waited for them, minutes later I saw them approach me and said we should watch it now cause the movie was about to start, I just get my crutch and stand up while jessica was beside me and the couple went ahead,

I was actually getting uncomfortable with peoples looks, when I entry the theater and I feel jessica tap my shoulder and smile at me, I just return it with my smile and went inside, we seated ourselves and I put the crutch on the ground, and watch the movie, the movie was about love story, thanks god it’s not horror, if it was, I will be out by now, hehe, and when the movie was in the middle , I look at jessica and saw her dozing off and I chuckled at her, so I lead her head and let her sleep on my shoulder, which jessica snuggle closer to me, I was just smiling, and feeling butterflies in my tummy, as the movie was done, I heard yoona and yuri said, that the movie was so great, they turn to look at me and chuckled cause jessica was sleeping, I just told them to go ahead while I wake up jessica, they just nodded their head and walk out, I shake jessica shoulder and she stirred and rub her eyes, she’s so cute when she does that, I saw her look around and minutes later her eyes widen and said,

“omo the movie is already finish?” I just chuckled at her and she turn her gaze at me, smiling and saying sorry cause she was asleep I just assured her that it was okay, her face become pink and I just said that we should go out now, she stand up and get my crutch and handed it to me, I say thanks to her and stand up myself, as we go out we saw the two couple and ask,’

“Buddy what take you two so long? Did the two of you did funny business there?” yuri ask

“Yah you’re so ert buddy, we didn’t do anything okay and beside there people out there,” I said and yuri look at me smirking.

“What’s with your smirk buddy?”

“So ___ if there’s no people there?, then you will do something to jessica?” I widen my eyes when yuri said that and she must have misunderstood what I mean, while yoona was giggling and jessica was looking away but i saw that she was turning red,

“YAH!!! Stop that okay and its now what I mean okay?”

“ hahah your sh