'I wake up in the middle of the night. i look at the table beside my bed. i saw our picture. the two of us hugging and smiling at the camera. i held my tears cause i know i'm missing her again. miss those days... those days that i feel like an idiot, just by thinking of her smile, that smile that take my breath away. i couldn't help my self, i wanted to talk to taeyeon right now. i get my phone at the table unlocking it and saw my wallpaper. it was her picture. it was the first picture taeyeon had taken without me knowing. i just stare at it and remember how did she take that picture.

Flashback

'it was just months that i know taeyeon and become friendnimies. friend and enemy sounds crazy right?? i know,

We do alot of arguments.

'I still didn't apologize to her about the bus incident. that's why she was annoying be and telling me that i should say sorry for what i did. i really want to say sorry to her though but, i will just apologize to her if she will admit that she bump into me that day on purpose but she said it wasn't her fault telling me that i was in the way ... i just look at her that i didn't believe her, but she just stuck her tounge out. What the?? myy fault? huh she could just wait for me to get out of the bus though.

"I'm here at the canteen with two idiots whose laughing their off that i dont know why they are laughing ..wonder who that idiots might be?. well its taeyeon and yuri.. yeah yeah there are friends now, closefriends.. and yeha i was kinda jealous about it though. no not with taeyeon, with yuri okay?? nope i dont have feelings for yuri but she was may bff okay dont get me wrong but sometimes she just talk with taeyeon and forgot about me. i just wanna interrupt them. so i just ask"

"Hey what's wrong with you two why your laughing?

"none of your business ert. taeyeon said while giving me a glare.

i just talk back at her and told her,

"You midget" i say point my finger at her and continue , " You were laughing like there's no tomorrow and i can see your throat from here.

taeyeon role her eyes on me and said . " tch  i'm not a midget okay and maybe you were jealous of my height and its not really your busniess so stop interrupting us. and yeah i dont care if you see my throat,. and can you just shut up".

huh? me? i said pointing at my self, ." jealous of your height? hey im taller than you. and what's wrong asking? midget, i said while sending her my deathly glare.

what's the point of answering your question? you were spacing out. so clearly you dont want to join our conversation. and yah!! stop calling me midget you dummy, she said

were glaring at each other when yuri said,

yah yah yah!! stop it you two, stop those love's quarrel and  let's go. the bell just rang if you don't want to be late on your next class, hurry up! and go! yuri said while getting up.

" and tae, i'll talk to you later okay, bye tae! bye ___!. yuri while running and waving at us.

" hey yul!! yah!! wait for me. i say while taking my bag and i heard taeyeon said " tch kill joy"

i just shrug and run to my next class,

i arrive at the room and seat down, class start any minute now so i just get my phone in my bag but i couldn't find it, i search every corner of my bag. but none. no phone. i thought~ i just leave it here, while still searching for my phone, when someone say.

" hey ert, you left you phone",, said taeyeon

i just look at her and said, i left it? or you get it from my bag midget?

what?? why would i get your phone? i have my own okay. and yah i was being kind to return it to you and her i am getting accuse of stealing, what kind of a person you are ert, and its not gonna kill you, if you thank me though, well nevermind.. im out of here, taeyeon said angrily.

i notice something about taeyeon. is she was about to cry?

ARRRRG!! i'm so stupid.. why did i say that? shes's right , its not gonna kill me if i just say thanks right? what's wrong with me? i thought, while grabbing my hair.

i still holding my phone and stare at it, teacher is not here yet, so i just open my phone. as i was looking in my gallery , i saw something that i didnt expect it to be there. it was taeyeon , smiling at the camera and doing peace sign... i feel my face burning up, and i think im blushing now.. OH MY GOD!!.. i wanted to jump.. taeyeon is way too cute .. haha.. i just cant help my self smiling... my classmate ask me if im alright but i just give her a nod. as i still staring at the pic. i remember what happen awhile ago. i should say sorry to her, i say in my mind the teacher came and i just put my phone on my pocket,

class was over and i just zoom out from the room my classmate stare at me like im a crazy person whose running., i look everywhere but i didn't see her. i just regret doing that to her, i'm really a pabo.

As i was walking at the back of the university. when i see a figure whose sitting down at the ground. i walk towards that figure, i notice it was taeyeon listening music and closing her eyes. she look peaceful i wanted to talk to her but i don't want to interrupt her, so all i did was just admiring her, she's really beautiful . those baby face and white skin,  alot of students like her. boys or girls. student say i was lucky to be friend with her, but i was thinking. am i lucky? me and her friends? i dont think so . for her enemy yes but friends? no, well she's friends with yuri though and she always seat with us during break time. maybe that's why student thought she was my friend too. i wanted to be friends with her too you know, but my pride was keeping me. and we become enemy though, and i not lying when i say , i love seeing her mad and get annoyed to me hahah. the way she fight with me was my daily routine . dom't get me wrong . i just love seeing her like that, haha. and yuri was right, i like her,, not scratch that i love her