Chapter 42

 

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Taeyeon’s pov:

 

 

 

I arrive at my destination where my secretary remind me of everything that should be done by today, I just keep nodding at her and didn’t actually listen to what she’s saying cause my mind was wondering to my dad even to tiffany who’s been not to herself a few days now, I look around and saw a lot of people who are there already I look at my watch and it show that its 10am in the morning and the event will be starting at 11am, some people approach me  even kids I smile at them asking how they are, jihyeon told me that she will just put my things later in because we have to go and checks all the necessary things that needed to be, oh ji hyeon is my secretary.

 

 

I’m here at the stage seating at some important people here in busan, an old men are giving speech telling how grateful he that we will be able to help them, I’m just smiling to those kids who keep waving at me that I didn’t heard the man called my name as ji hyeon nudge at me. As I look at her confuse when she mouthed that the man is calling me as I smile and approach him, he just wanted to say something,

 

 

After I’m done giving my speech I went to help some other staff who’s giving some donation and I even went to play with some kids and keep asking me why I look so young, I just laugh at them,

 

Ji hyeon went to my side and said that we should eat even the man told me too. I just give him a smile told him that I will be, ji hyeon just said that she will just get us our food as I nodded at her told her that ill just be on that table which the old man provided for me,

 

 

I was sitting and playing with my phone when someday say…..

 

 

“hi can I seat here?”

 

I feel my heart beat so fast because that voice is really sounds familiar and when I look up and saw her standing in front of me, she was shcok to see me here as I stand up and said.

 

“___?” she smile a bit and said.

“sorry ill just find some other chair” I shook my head

“yeah sure you can seat here I don’t mind” I try to smile at her but I think it’s got really awkward, she looks at me straight in the eye as I cant help but look away, damn heart,

“hmm okay thanks” I hear her say as I look at her seating in front of me as I slowly seat down and just keep mum.

 

 

 

Minutes pass but we just didn’t talk and just keep mum, I was about to talk when someone said,

“miss taeyeon your food is here” I look at ji hyeon and handed me the food as I slowly smile at her and said thanks. She must have curious on the girl in front of me as she just said.

“I’ll just go seat over there miss taeyeon, ill see you later”  but I look at her giving her signal that she should just sit beside me but she just walks out without even saying bye, that girl….. I was cursing at myself but can’t help taking a glance on ___ she looks so handsome and I cant help but blush damn taeyeon stop it okay, she’s with Jessica now, I look away immediately when I notice she looks at me….. oh my god… but why she’s here? I wanna ask her but then god I can’t even say any words.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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You’s pov:

 

 

 

 

 

Taeyeon she looks thinner now, I can’t help but looking at her, my heart beats so fast and I’m really guilty on why I’m feeling this way, why she’s here? Why I didn’t inform that she’ll be here, what should I tell Jessica about this? I saw her mumbling at something but I don’t know why I wanted to ask her but I’m just stopping myself, have she been eaten lately? She looks tired or lose weight, god why I’m being like this? I saw her slowly looks at me as I just look away and just pretending that I’m busy at my phone, and this silence is killing me, we were awkward awhile ago and now we didn’t even say anything, I don’t wanna admit but I miss her, a lot , I got surprise when I see her, god stop being like this ___,. Some minutes pass someone said.

 

“miss taeyeon your food is here” I look at taeyeon and this girl as she offer taeyeon her food which taeyeon gladly accepted it and thanks the girl. But this girl just told taeyeon, that she just seat over there at gand that she will just see her later, I was curious on who’s that girl in taeyeon’s life, why I feel hurt the way taeyeon look at her, she was like pleading her not to go, does taeyeon doesn’t want me here she could have said I can’t sit here but she told me that it was okay that she don’t mind, damn I didn’t notice that I gritted my teeth as I look at taeyeon who looks at me at the same time, god those eyes,

 

 I miss it….

 

I shook my head and just look at my food,

 

“you know the food is getting colder” taeyeon said as I look at her and she smile at me while pointing at my plate, I don’t know what to say as I just nod at her,

“okay let’s eat” she said but I ignore her afraid that she might notice my smile. Yes I smile, I can’t help but smile when she smile at me, I know I’m stupid but I can’t stop myself, taeyeon is still have an effect on me,  now I feel like I’m betraying jessica ….

 

 

I didn’t talk nor take a glance at her, not until she said….

 

“can I ask you something?” I look at her and nodded.

“ahmm I just wanna ask if why are you here?” I bite my tongue and just look at her, she must have been getting awkward at my stare as I look down and said..

“I’m the one who assign to cook the food here”

“ahhh really that’s why the food is great” damn why did she have to say that….

I look at her gritted my teeth, she looks at me sadly and wanted to tell me something but I saw her shook her head and said,

“sorry for being nosy” she smile a bit as I slowly shook my head and said,

“it’s okay” she smile again as she continue to eat… she looks like she was not on herself. I’ve known taeyeon, I know she wanted to ask me something or want to say something but she was just preventing herself not to do so…. As I have the courage to ask and said.

 

“so how have you been taeyeon?” she looks at me and playing with her food.

“I’m great” she smile brightly at me as I can’t help but feel something pinching in my heart,, right I forgot she’s happy with tiffany now.. I look down and didn’t bother to ask her, when I hear her say.

“how about you __?”

“I’m good taeyeon”

“I heard your restaurant are getting a lot of costumer huh?” I got confuse but she just said.

“well some of my friends told me about it” she looks at her phone and just playing with it or maybe texting her girlfriend which is tiffany.

“ahh yeah but its not my restaurant its yuri though and you know about it” I said and curse at myself but she looks at me briefly and nodded her head,

She keep mum and we didn’t talk again,

 

 

I’m done with my food as I look around and didn’t see sulli or youngjae, those two I thought they will be here, where are they now, I look left and right I even stand up I bit and taeyeon must’ve notice it when I hear her say.

“looking for someon