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Behind Those Fake Masks (Indefinite Hiatus)
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Jisoo's POV:

 

"Is your cheek alright?" I asked, worried because I noticed that it was slightly swollen. Not to mention that he was already hurt from that fight a few days ago!

Jinki nodded, rubbing his cheek with the palm of his hand.

"I'll be fine. I didn't see it coming, that slap. But guess my words reached her and made her angry." he said, chuckling a few times, probably finding it amusing that his words affected Sungyoung.

A sigh escaped me as we both walked towards our classroom.

I don't have a good feeling about this...

"I would be worried if I were you... You just made those two horrible girls your enemy." Jinki said, standing in front of the classroom's d oor, glancing at it.

"Because we're friends?" I snorted, waving it away. "It'll go over." I shrugged, entering the classroom that suddenly felt silent.

"I don't think so." I barely heard Jinki mutter as he entered the room as well, going to his seat as I went to mine.

The stares people gave me, annoyed me and made me feel uncomfortable. Not were they only judging me silently, but it felt nastier than other times.

It's not like I could ignore the glances Sungyoung and Soojung gave me either.

I tried to ignor everything and did my best to pay attention in class.

At least I have an excuse for paying attention, schooltime, right?

 

"That's it for today. Remember that there is a test next week." the teacher said, right after the bell rang, quickly making his way to get out of the classroom.

Teachers in this school really aren't devoted, are they?

"Lunchbreak." I muttered to myself, standing up to stretch my legs.

People rushed out the room to gueue at the cafetaria or to find a good seat since the sun was shining brightly today.

I walked my way downstairs, into the large cafetaria and was about to sit down at my regular table when someone stopped me from sitting down.

"What do you think, you're doing, Jisoo?" 

I turned my head to find Sungyoung, looking at me, next to her a quiet Soojung.

"Eat." I answered simple, Sungyoung giving me a small scoff as response.

"I dont' think so, you don't belong at this table, get lost." Sungyoung said, pushing me away with her shoulder.

Serious?

I looked at her with raised eyebrows, but she didn't seem to mind, ignoring me completely.

Looking around, I noticed how people looked at me, judging me again, curious eyes, wondering what I was going to do and where I was going to sit down.

This popularity game...

"Whatever." I muttered, walked away and sat down at a table's end where at the other end a few students were sitting.

They glanced at me but didn't say anything and did their thing.

With a soft sigh, I rummaged through my bag and took out my lunchbox before opening it, revealing a tuna salad.

"That looks like something rabbits eat." I suddenly heard and I looked up to find Jinki sitting down across me, in front of him a platter with food.

"It's called healthy." I grumbled, taking my fork to dig in the food.

"Never said rabbits aren't healthy eaters." he shot back, making me roll my eyes.

Jinki stayed quiet, brniging in the food and chewing on them before swallowing. He didn't seem to mind the eyes on him and the small mutters, but when someone talked too loud, he did give them a glare, a sign to tell them to mind their own business.

I played with the green leaves and the red pieces of bellpeppers.

"Aren't you going to eat?" Jinki asked, noticing I didn't even take one bite from my lunch.

"I don't have an apetite." I sighed, throwing my fork down.

"Who would with grass. Here." Jinki said, giving me a big chucnk of his chicken steak. "I asked the kitchen lady to give me a bit more than usual." he nodded, satisfied with what he did.

It's tempting me.

"I'll help you eat it then." I shrugged, taking a btie from the chicken meat, the juices flowing inside my mouth, making me smile lightly.

"Your expression is more honest than your words." Jinki scoffed, shaking his head lightly before he continued to eat in silence.

I didn't like the silence though. Not now. Not when

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Jinkles-nim
#1
Chapter 61: This story is so good... I hope someday you can continue to finish it. But I understand and i'm not forcing if you reluctant to continue it
Poptart180 #2
Chapter 61: Hey girl. I know what you mean, everything is very different now. I'm wondering how I will do SHINee throughout the remaining years. Even though this much time has passed. I found out the day of my last 2 exams after I pulled an all nighter to study for everything. It left me feeling messed up. As soon as I finished everything, I passed out from the stress and didn't get out of bed for a couple of days. How are you these days as well? I came on here to check on you. A part of me held off all this time (wasn't ready for it honestly) Now I'm just laying everything out that I haven't said =/

All in all. I hope you do well during your hiatus. Keep in touch and thank you as well for everything you always did for everyone on here. I haven't been on much, but hope you know I still come on here for ya ^^

Let's pray that this sad event is able to allow other kpop artists to not do the same thing, or for companies to help their artists and so on. His passing got me passed out for a good time, and he wasn't my bias, but he had a special place in my heart still as a whole. I'm writing a novel (not a good one though heh) so I'll stop.
Golden_dust
#3
Chapter 61: I feel numb , i dont even know how to describe my feelings right now ?????
lily_bunny
#4
Chapter 60: Wow, sojung has a boyfriend whom older than her?? Shocking ><
I missed you '~'
Thought you've forgotten about this story
I'm absolutely going to participate on Jinki's birthday project \(>0<)/
lacus_clyne
#5
Chapter 60: You know, i'm afraid that sojung gonna like jinki. Thank god.... She has a boyfriend
Thank you for updating....
Looking forward for more
bluestormysky
#6
Chapter 59: the new jinki ?? hope they can stay together but knowing you, their path wont be that easy ?
lily_bunny
#7
Chapter 59: Jisoo is so me..
Jinki being so handsome that makes people paid more attention..well, there're good and bad effects of jinki's tranformation..
I hope jinki and jisoo stays together ><
Woo, soojung fainted in jinki's arms..
Thank god, she's not pretending if yes, she'll be dead..
Golden_dust
#8
Chapter 59: For a second i thought that soojung pretended to faint