Revisiting

Behind Those Fake Masks (Indefinite Hiatus)
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Jinki's pov:

 

Once in a while I would open my curtains and today was one of those rare days. There was no sun shining through the glass windows though. The sky was dark with heavy grey clouds covering any kind of light. And just like that, it started to rain, heavily.

A sigh escaped me as I looked out of my window, staring blankly at the raindrops fighting their way down.

It was depressive and I felt my heart squeezing together more than any other rain yday which made me feel gloomy and heavy.

"I should visit her..." 

There was a fight between myself. 

Should I go outside or just stay in the house where it was dry and warm?

The time spended on thinking wasn't long though as I stood up and grabbed for my jacket and an umbrella, leaving the house while it was still raining.

Barely any people on the streets made it eerie and more depressive than it was, my right foot tapping on the ground impatiently for the bus at the stop.

It's been a long time since I have visited her.

 

 

Jisoo's pov:

 

My body felt heavy because of the cold and wet clothes I was wearing but also because it was like my entire body was being chained with heavy rocks.

These black stairs were cold and slippery, making me almost lose my balance but even then I continued like the stubborn idiot I was.

Because it was raining, there weren't many people which made the place calm and quiet, a complete difference with the thoughts flashing through my head that were busy and crowded.

I wanted to take another step when I realized there were no stairs anymore to take, already on the highest floor of the building, the lights giving the halls the needed light during this dark rainy day.

Pressing my lips together after taking a deep breath was the only thing I needed to get the courage, the strength to continue walking, ignoring all the other little windows with their pictures.

When I found the name I was looking for, I stopped my track, my feet together, eyes looking at the marmble floor.

Tears were threatening to escape my eyes once again and I had to force myself to lift my eyes and look at that idiot with his goofy big smile.

My sight was blurry but that didn't mean that I didn't recognize him.

Choi Minho.

"I'm...here." I said, my voice breaking badly.

I swallowed, taking another needed deep breath, blinking my tears away.

"Minho...How are you doing?" I asked, my voice barely coming out in a soft whisper.

There was no answer, there couldn't be an answer, I knew that yet I felt betrayed and sad that Minho couldn't talk to me. His eyes in the photo stared right at me, but the most I could get was that photo of him.

He was wearing his middle school uniform, smiling brightly.

I bit my bottom lip.

"I...m-miss you..." I

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Jinkles-nim
#1
Chapter 61: This story is so good... I hope someday you can continue to finish it. But I understand and i'm not forcing if you reluctant to continue it
Poptart180 #2
Chapter 61: Hey girl. I know what you mean, everything is very different now. I'm wondering how I will do SHINee throughout the remaining years. Even though this much time has passed. I found out the day of my last 2 exams after I pulled an all nighter to study for everything. It left me feeling messed up. As soon as I finished everything, I passed out from the stress and didn't get out of bed for a couple of days. How are you these days as well? I came on here to check on you. A part of me held off all this time (wasn't ready for it honestly) Now I'm just laying everything out that I haven't said =/

All in all. I hope you do well during your hiatus. Keep in touch and thank you as well for everything you always did for everyone on here. I haven't been on much, but hope you know I still come on here for ya ^^

Let's pray that this sad event is able to allow other kpop artists to not do the same thing, or for companies to help their artists and so on. His passing got me passed out for a good time, and he wasn't my bias, but he had a special place in my heart still as a whole. I'm writing a novel (not a good one though heh) so I'll stop.
Golden_dust
#3
Chapter 61: I feel numb , i dont even know how to describe my feelings right now ?????
lily_bunny
#4
Chapter 60: Wow, sojung has a boyfriend whom older than her?? Shocking ><
I missed you '~'
Thought you've forgotten about this story
I'm absolutely going to participate on Jinki's birthday project \(>0<)/
lacus_clyne
#5
Chapter 60: You know, i'm afraid that sojung gonna like jinki. Thank god.... She has a boyfriend
Thank you for updating....
Looking forward for more
bluestormysky
#6
Chapter 59: the new jinki ?? hope they can stay together but knowing you, their path wont be that easy ?
lily_bunny
#7
Chapter 59: Jisoo is so me..
Jinki being so handsome that makes people paid more attention..well, there're good and bad effects of jinki's tranformation..
I hope jinki and jisoo stays together ><
Woo, soojung fainted in jinki's arms..
Thank god, she's not pretending if yes, she'll be dead..
Golden_dust
#8
Chapter 59: For a second i thought that soojung pretended to faint