Tired Sleeping

Behind Those Fake Masks (Indefinite Hiatus)
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Jisoo's pov:

 

M-M...Minho...! 

No...! D-don't....please... Please don't go! D-don't leave m-me!

My eyes snapped open, my body moving up as I sat straight on the foreign bed, my eyes staring empty in front of me.

The oxygen was refusing to enter my lungs and my heavy and irregular breathing was the proof for that.

I... I dreamed about him...again.

A soft moan made me turn my head, finding Sora shifting inside her bed, pulling the blanket tightly over her shoulders while her lips were pouted together.

My lips curled up, my hand reaching for her, but I quickly took it back and sighed, shaking my head.

The room that I still wasn't used to it made me feel scared for some reasons, unsure and it's not that I'm being mean, but Jinki's house is so...empty.

I like my real home better. Where it is warm, cozy and comfortable.

Quietly, I crawled out of the bed and tiptoed to the door, closing it softy shut, my feet bringing me downstairs, to the living room.

The big room was dark, but the light outside shone inside because Jinki didn't close the heavy looking curtains that decorated his windows.

My eyed travelled around while I went to sit down on the couch, putting my knees up and hugging it with my arms.

The fast pace of my heart beating still hadn't calmed down and I thought I was going to pass out if this would continue to happen.

Why did I dream about him?

Could it be because of the aquarium...?

"You're awake early?" a voice said in the dark, making me jump up and almost scream the entire city awake if he didn't hold his

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Jinkles-nim
#1
Chapter 61: This story is so good... I hope someday you can continue to finish it. But I understand and i'm not forcing if you reluctant to continue it
Poptart180 #2
Chapter 61: Hey girl. I know what you mean, everything is very different now. I'm wondering how I will do SHINee throughout the remaining years. Even though this much time has passed. I found out the day of my last 2 exams after I pulled an all nighter to study for everything. It left me feeling messed up. As soon as I finished everything, I passed out from the stress and didn't get out of bed for a couple of days. How are you these days as well? I came on here to check on you. A part of me held off all this time (wasn't ready for it honestly) Now I'm just laying everything out that I haven't said =/

All in all. I hope you do well during your hiatus. Keep in touch and thank you as well for everything you always did for everyone on here. I haven't been on much, but hope you know I still come on here for ya ^^

Let's pray that this sad event is able to allow other kpop artists to not do the same thing, or for companies to help their artists and so on. His passing got me passed out for a good time, and he wasn't my bias, but he had a special place in my heart still as a whole. I'm writing a novel (not a good one though heh) so I'll stop.
Golden_dust
#3
Chapter 61: I feel numb , i dont even know how to describe my feelings right now ?????
lily_bunny
#4
Chapter 60: Wow, sojung has a boyfriend whom older than her?? Shocking ><
I missed you '~'
Thought you've forgotten about this story
I'm absolutely going to participate on Jinki's birthday project \(>0<)/
lacus_clyne
#5
Chapter 60: You know, i'm afraid that sojung gonna like jinki. Thank god.... She has a boyfriend
Thank you for updating....
Looking forward for more
bluestormysky
#6
Chapter 59: the new jinki ?? hope they can stay together but knowing you, their path wont be that easy ?
lily_bunny
#7
Chapter 59: Jisoo is so me..
Jinki being so handsome that makes people paid more attention..well, there're good and bad effects of jinki's tranformation..
I hope jinki and jisoo stays together ><
Woo, soojung fainted in jinki's arms..
Thank god, she's not pretending if yes, she'll be dead..
Golden_dust
#8
Chapter 59: For a second i thought that soojung pretended to faint