Moody
Behind Those Fake Masks (Indefinite Hiatus)
Jinki's pov:
I my lips, still tasting the leftover sugar from the cotton candy I bought at the school's festival. It was tasty and sweet, something Jisoo wouldn't 'eat' because it's bad for her line, right? Yet she was the one to queue and take a bite from the cotton candy I bought.
It's sweet...
Right after she walked away all annoyed, I left the festival, tehre was nothing more for me to do there anyways. What was I, the school's nerd, supposed to do there? People were talking behind my back even though they were loud enough for me to hear what they were saying to each other.
I have no friends there, so what's the point of 'enjoying my time' there?
My thoughts kept travellign to Jisoo though, it bothered me how we started off this morning.
Her words were ones I didn't wanted to hear from her, I'm so weird... Why don't I feel anything when other people talk about me like that, but when she makes clear we're completely different kinds of people, I felt strongly annoyed and angered?
It's not like I want to get close to her though...
I slapped my forehead, realizing what I was thinking.
Lee Jinki, you better pull yourself together!
"But I can't stop thinking about what happend..." I muttered to myself, staring at the window, not really looking out of it because the curtains were closed, banning any sunlight coming in.
The kitchen was still filled with the delicious smell of baked cakes and cooked jam for the fillings, even the smell of chocolate was hanging in the air.
I ruffled through my hair, shaking my head furiously, doing my best attempt to rid off the thoughts I shouldn't have in the first place.
A week passed without much happening. I attended school and class like any other normal day and aside that people were chatting about the festical, time flew by quickly because it was boring.
Jisoo didn't talk to me once, even though she did sometimes glance at me.
I caught her a few time doing so but she tried her ebst to avoid my eyes and if we did make eye contact, she only glared at me, like she was about to kill me.
But today...today was different.
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