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Behind Those Fake Masks (Indefinite Hiatus)
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Jinki's pov:

 

I my lips, still tasting the leftover sugar from the cotton candy I bought at the school's festival. It was tasty and sweet, something Jisoo wouldn't 'eat' because it's bad for her line, right? Yet she was the one to queue and take a bite from the cotton candy I bought.

It's sweet...

Right after she walked away all annoyed, I left the festival, tehre was nothing more for me to do there anyways. What was I, the school's nerd, supposed to do there? People were talking behind my back even though they were loud enough for me to hear what they were saying to each other.

I have no friends there, so what's the point of 'enjoying my time' there?

My thoughts kept travellign to Jisoo though, it bothered me how we started off this morning. 

Her words were ones I didn't wanted to hear from her, I'm so weird... Why don't I feel anything when other people talk about me like that, but when she makes clear we're completely different kinds of people, I felt strongly annoyed and angered?

It's not like I want to get close to her though...

I slapped my forehead, realizing what I was thinking.

Lee Jinki, you better pull yourself together!

"But I can't stop thinking about what happend..." I muttered to myself, staring at the window, not really looking out of it because the curtains were closed, banning any sunlight coming in.

The kitchen was still filled with the delicious smell of baked cakes and cooked jam for the fillings, even the smell of chocolate was hanging in the air.

I ruffled through my hair, shaking my head furiously, doing my best attempt to rid off the thoughts I shouldn't have in the first place.

 

A week passed without much happening. I attended school and class like any other normal day and aside that people were chatting about the festical, time flew by quickly because it was boring.

Jisoo didn't talk to me once, even though she did sometimes glance at me.

I caught her a few time doing so but she tried her ebst to avoid my eyes and if we did make eye contact, she only glared at me, like she was about to kill me.

But today...today was different.

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Jinkles-nim
#1
Chapter 61: This story is so good... I hope someday you can continue to finish it. But I understand and i'm not forcing if you reluctant to continue it
Poptart180 #2
Chapter 61: Hey girl. I know what you mean, everything is very different now. I'm wondering how I will do SHINee throughout the remaining years. Even though this much time has passed. I found out the day of my last 2 exams after I pulled an all nighter to study for everything. It left me feeling messed up. As soon as I finished everything, I passed out from the stress and didn't get out of bed for a couple of days. How are you these days as well? I came on here to check on you. A part of me held off all this time (wasn't ready for it honestly) Now I'm just laying everything out that I haven't said =/

All in all. I hope you do well during your hiatus. Keep in touch and thank you as well for everything you always did for everyone on here. I haven't been on much, but hope you know I still come on here for ya ^^

Let's pray that this sad event is able to allow other kpop artists to not do the same thing, or for companies to help their artists and so on. His passing got me passed out for a good time, and he wasn't my bias, but he had a special place in my heart still as a whole. I'm writing a novel (not a good one though heh) so I'll stop.
Golden_dust
#3
Chapter 61: I feel numb , i dont even know how to describe my feelings right now ?????
lily_bunny
#4
Chapter 60: Wow, sojung has a boyfriend whom older than her?? Shocking ><
I missed you '~'
Thought you've forgotten about this story
I'm absolutely going to participate on Jinki's birthday project \(>0<)/
lacus_clyne
#5
Chapter 60: You know, i'm afraid that sojung gonna like jinki. Thank god.... She has a boyfriend
Thank you for updating....
Looking forward for more
bluestormysky
#6
Chapter 59: the new jinki ?? hope they can stay together but knowing you, their path wont be that easy ?
lily_bunny
#7
Chapter 59: Jisoo is so me..
Jinki being so handsome that makes people paid more attention..well, there're good and bad effects of jinki's tranformation..
I hope jinki and jisoo stays together ><
Woo, soojung fainted in jinki's arms..
Thank god, she's not pretending if yes, she'll be dead..
Golden_dust
#8
Chapter 59: For a second i thought that soojung pretended to faint