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Behind Those Fake Masks (Indefinite Hiatus)
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Jisoo's pov: 

 

My hands stopped moving, a soft sigh escaping me while my fingers touched the soft fabric of my clothes.

Somehow, I felt sad.

"Are you alright?"

I lifted my head and saw Jinki standing at the door, leaning against the door while he looked at me with his arms crossed together.

"What do you mean?" I asked, my hands moving once again as they placed everything neatly in my small suitcase I brought with me when I decided stay in his house because of Sora.

"Since Sora is leaving?" he tilted his head to the side.

"What's there to not be alright with...? Our time is up and she has to go back to the orphanage...It's not like we didn't know it." I shrugged, not really liking the way my heart clenched together.

To be honest... I like Sora and it was fun being with her though I was being all emotional. And I was a bit sad that she had to go back and that our school project ended.... But was there to do?

It's not like we could adopt...her...,

"Okay... It's because you looked a bit down, that's all." Jinki muttered, pushing himself off of the doorpost and walk away, leaving me.

My eyes travelled to Sora who was sleeping on her bed, small body curled up.

Nevermind how I feel... how must that girl feel...? She msut be sad, right? Since she liked it here and now she had to go back to the orphanage. Of course her friends are there and all, but she's an orhpan after all... These things are sensitive for them.

Sometimes I worry about how my school handles stuff. It's nice to 'play' with these children, but what about the aftermath of it...? Or am I...thinking too much into this...?

I my lips as they were becoming dry, my body energyless.

 

"Unnie!" Sora cried, tears rolling down her pink cheeks while she hugged me tightly with her little arms, not wanting to let go of me.

I patted her head and smiled softly.

"Sora, don't cry." I whispered, caressing her head. 

"I don't want to! I want to stay with Jisoo unnie and Jinki oppa." she sobbed loudly, shaking her head furiously while her hands kept pulling on my dress.

Jinki bend down next to me and smiled as well, hugging Sora gently. "It's alright, Sora. You don't have to be sad."

I nodded in agreement and took off the necklace I was wearing, bringing it to her neck and let it fall on her chest.

"Here. A present from unnie." I smiled, holding her hands in mine. "We're go

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Jinkles-nim
#1
Chapter 61: This story is so good... I hope someday you can continue to finish it. But I understand and i'm not forcing if you reluctant to continue it
Poptart180 #2
Chapter 61: Hey girl. I know what you mean, everything is very different now. I'm wondering how I will do SHINee throughout the remaining years. Even though this much time has passed. I found out the day of my last 2 exams after I pulled an all nighter to study for everything. It left me feeling messed up. As soon as I finished everything, I passed out from the stress and didn't get out of bed for a couple of days. How are you these days as well? I came on here to check on you. A part of me held off all this time (wasn't ready for it honestly) Now I'm just laying everything out that I haven't said =/

All in all. I hope you do well during your hiatus. Keep in touch and thank you as well for everything you always did for everyone on here. I haven't been on much, but hope you know I still come on here for ya ^^

Let's pray that this sad event is able to allow other kpop artists to not do the same thing, or for companies to help their artists and so on. His passing got me passed out for a good time, and he wasn't my bias, but he had a special place in my heart still as a whole. I'm writing a novel (not a good one though heh) so I'll stop.
Golden_dust
#3
Chapter 61: I feel numb , i dont even know how to describe my feelings right now ?????
lily_bunny
#4
Chapter 60: Wow, sojung has a boyfriend whom older than her?? Shocking ><
I missed you '~'
Thought you've forgotten about this story
I'm absolutely going to participate on Jinki's birthday project \(>0<)/
lacus_clyne
#5
Chapter 60: You know, i'm afraid that sojung gonna like jinki. Thank god.... She has a boyfriend
Thank you for updating....
Looking forward for more
bluestormysky
#6
Chapter 59: the new jinki ?? hope they can stay together but knowing you, their path wont be that easy ?
lily_bunny
#7
Chapter 59: Jisoo is so me..
Jinki being so handsome that makes people paid more attention..well, there're good and bad effects of jinki's tranformation..
I hope jinki and jisoo stays together ><
Woo, soojung fainted in jinki's arms..
Thank god, she's not pretending if yes, she'll be dead..
Golden_dust
#8
Chapter 59: For a second i thought that soojung pretended to faint