Nichkhun decide come to the OK building after his work hours ended. Today, Taecyeon assistant or he known as Changmin hyung call him and told that Taecyeon always in the office until midnight for couple of days. He walk to the familiar room and and stop before open the door. He stay still and watch the door when memory from that nightmare popped out.   He panted to find his bestfriend because wanted to telling him a good news but he's not found anywhere at that time when everyone separated to find him. He find a little chapel at the hospital and peek from the door and here he is. He's on bended knees to god, nickhun slowly approaching him. "Hey taec,everybody is looking for you" he said softly. "Yoona is fine right now" he said. Taecyeon turn to facing him and relieved, he close his eyes and thanks to god. He immediately stood up and run to yoona's room. Nickhun follow behind, he's worries about taecyeon now since doctor said yoona will be fine. He stopped from afar when watching taecyeon doubt to enter the room. For 5 minutes taecyeon freeze at the door. When everybody back to yoona room, they stopped when nickhun watching taecyeon and make them stopped too. Suddenly, taecyeon turn around and punch the wall hardly repeatedlyand make everyone gasped. He ignoring the blood slowly stream from his hand and tiffany run to him, she give him her scarf to stop the bleeding "Oppa, let's take care your hand first" tiffany trying hold his tears. Taecyeon raised his head and caress his sister cheek and looking at us one by one. His eyes full of pain, anger and regret "I'll stay with her" he said as he enter the room.     "Ehem...Are you busy?" Nickhun ask his bestfriend. Taecyeon raise his head to see nickhun enter his room "I left my job for too long" he replied. Nickhun smirked "I thought since you're the CEO it will be okay if you left them". Taecyeon sighed but still typing his work at his notebook "what are you doing in this late khun?". Nickhun take a seat in front of taecyeon "just checking on you, changmin hyung said you always in here until late for a couple of days". Taecyeon smirked but still not looking at his best friend, nickhun sighed "let's go home taec...how about eat the dinner before home?". Taecyeon stopped typing and take a deep breath and still not answering him "how about yoona if you still here?" Nickhun almost give up. Taecyeon take a glance to nickhun "I'll go after finish it". Nickhun smiled to him even he's not looking "Ok taecyeon.." He stopped and wait for his response. Taecyeon look at him and close his notebook, he leaned to the chair and sighed deeply "she hates me khun..." he stopped "she hates me for what happen that night..." he sighed "Her eyes said everything when I look at her" . Nickhun keep his mouth and let his best friend say everything "I know she more hurt than me, I can feel her pain too but... .she never aware that I'm there, beside her..." Tears start pool in taecyeon eyes. "I made a big mistake khun and I feel useless!" Taecyeon look down "every night she always crying and I can't do nothing...NOTHING!" tacyeon screaming. Nickhun feel sorry toward him because he knowhow much hard for everything his through.  Taecyeon leaned “everything is changes.." He staring to the photo at his desk, the photo of him and yoona smile widely when they celebrate yoona birthday "I choose to stay here and let her sleep soundly without feeling angry with me, beside that's the only time I can saw her peaceful". The silent raised, just the tick sound from the clock. "Just stay strong for her right now" nickhun said. "I tried so hard khun but I can't!" Taecyeon sighed because yeah he feel broke inside but he buried that to be strong for yoona.Nickhun lost his words he just staring the lost ok taecyeon.   ---------- "Taec oppa, you're back.." Taeyeon stood up to greeting him.  "You must be tired taeyeon" he asked. Taeyeon shook his head "no taec oppa, yoona, me and seohyun did many things today" she grins "she is sleeping right now" she pointed to the bedroom. Taecyeon give her weak smile "thank you, cmon I'll drive you home" he said as he turn around. "No need oppa, I'll drive myself" she said as she showing her key car. "drive safely okay? And thank you for your help" Taecyeon said and taeyeon nodded while walk to the door. Taecyeon sighed, he's home but never feel warm like before because his wife never give her smiled when looking at him and his bubbly wife is missing and he missed her so much even she's here. He walk to the bedroom and open the door slowly not wanting to make her wake up, he walk to the walk in closet to find his changes "oppa, is that you?" He can heard her voice from the bed and make him changes in hurry "yeah, its me yoong, sorry I make you awake" he said smiled while walking to the bed. Yoona turns to the clock and time points 11.45pm. "Why its too late oppa?" She said and look at him. Taecyeon pull her head and kiss on her forehead "sorry yoong, how's your day?". Yoona sighed "its fun" she replied with straight tone and taecyeon knows is not that fun for her. "Are you tired?" Taecyeon asked while still hold her. Yoona just shook her head and than no one talks between them. "Oppa..." Yoona call him. "Hmm" he replied. "How if she feel lonely there?" She asked while close her eyes. Taecyeon hold his breath and tighten her in his arms without answer her question because he knows she will cry after and without he realize she's already crying silently and sobbing in his arms. He let her crying until she's tired and fall a sleep. Taecyeon put her slowly in her side, he watch her sleeping and her breath become normal. "Sleep tight dear" he stray her hair from her face "sorry you have to through this" he said as he kiss her forehead and slowly the moment at the worst night ever he had scene back to his mind.   "Where is she?" Taecyeon ask while panted, he just arrived at seoul because at the moment someone call him with yoona phone make him can't breath and back home immediately. "There" jessica replied blankly and pointed to operation room, they're crying waiting outside at the operation room. In 5 minutes the doctor come out "where's the husband?" The doctor ask. Taecyeon near the doctor "me, can I come in?". The doctor sighed "mr. Ok, your wife and your baby in bad condition. she lost too much blood. we need your decision because we don't have much time. Or we lost both of them........" taec feel dizzy when doctor telling him everything until almost fall but nickhun hurriedly support him with his hand, the doctor words hit him hardly. He cant breath or even thinking when doctor give him explanation about yoona. He can heard jessica and tiffany crying loudly. He turn around to look the people who loves his wife, he closed his eyes and took a deep breath "where do I sign?" He said barely, almost heard as whispers. "Follow me" the doctor said as he walk away. "Taec..." Jessica sobbed. "I'm...I'm sorry jess" he replied while follow the doctor. He steps getting heavy when he needs to make the worst decision for his wife and his baby. He can't choose them but he have to. The decision he never dream of and if he can changes with his life he will do it.     "How is she taec?" His mother ask when they had conversation on the phone. "I don't know mom" taecyeon sighed, he never what the exactly answer for this. Her mother lost her smile too "how about you?" She ask again. Taecyeon closed his eyes "I need to be fine for her". Her mother hurt when listen how he try to be fine "I'm sorry, I can't stay with both of you more longer". Taecyeon nodded "we can through this mom so don't worry " he replied and hang up the phone. “yoona already telling you about what happen to her?” mrs. Ok ask because no one know what happen to her.  “she seems still in shocked and I wont force her to telling me”  taecyeon sighed.  “but we still need investigate this and your dad know the best detective in seoul” her  voice getting  desperate. “Mom…mom calm down..” taecyeon feel his heart broke because its not just him feel lost “I know mom, give me a time to ask her  okay?” . his mother  hold her  tears “give me a call and I will straight to seoul immediately”. Taecyeon nodded “take care mom, bye” he said as he hung up the phone.   He throw the phone beside him and lean to the couch, he turn on the television and suddenly the news about yoona accident came out. He raise his eyebrows because he never once raise this issues in public and suddenly on the news and how can they know about this. His phone ringing and picking up without seeing whose calling him "you watching the news?". Taecyeon nodded and his eyes still on the television. "How can this be?" Who spreading this?" The caller showering him with question "oh really taec, news on the midnight and will be headlines in the morning" he said under his breath "Taec...you still there?". Taecyeon hold his head "hyung...I don't know" he sighed. "Make sure yoona never heard this taec" jessica voice interrupts. "Yeah, don't worry" he answer weakly. "Call me anytime you need help too" jessica added. Taecyeon just nodded and hang up the phone. He stares blankly to the television. He alwa