hey everyone!!! i'm back, i'm sorry for not updating in a long long time :((   i think this chapter a lil bit weird and make you bored but i still hope you will enjoy it and i'll try my best for the next chapter.   HAPPY READING :)))) xoxo       --------   "Where is she?" He smiled "don't worry, she just scared about what she heard" he let her back to sleep again and cover her with the blanket. "Taec, I'm scared.." He hold her hand "don't worry, you'll be fine eunjung". She smiled "taec, do me a favor" she's ordered and taecyeon nodded "will you stay with jiyeon no matter what happen if my operation not success?" She give him begging eyes. Taecyeon sighed, he hate it, he hate when she always feel never optimistic "you'll be fine and back healthy, trust me". She closed her eyes "taec, will you promise me?" She choose to ignore it. "Yeah, I promise you" he said. "Promised what?" She smirked. "Promised that I'll never leave her alone and I will always stay with her" he said and kiss her forehead. "Thank you taec, I believe you will keep it forever" she smiled weakly. "I already promised you, now you need to sleep" he caressed her hand. She nodded "I love you taec, don't ever forget that okay?" She said as she try to sleep. He smiled look at his lovely girlfriend but inside he feel really broken saw her look so weak, she used to be the best dancer in the school and he always love it when she move her body follow the rhytym of music. "I love you too" he whisper and saw her face.   "Sir, wake up sir" he feel someone shook his body "You need to wake up". Taecyeon open his eyes and saw a nurse with worried face then the first thing popped out in his head is eunjung, he looks at the bed and not find her "where is she?" He stood up and find her but the nurse just keep her head down. "OPPA!" Suddenly jiyeon come with her swollen eyes. He widen his eyes "no..no...it can't be...no" he run to the operation room and when he reached it he saw her parents crying, he fall down. "taecyeon oppa!" Jiyeon sobbed "she's gone" without jiyeon said, his tears falled down. "Taecyeon oppa.." Jiyeon sobbed wake him up. he wrapped her to his embrace "its okay, its okay" he said while caressing her back. he just woke up and find his girlfriend already gone, she's gone forever and last night is the last promised and he promised himself to keep it forever.   Taecyeon decide to chased her because he won't something happened to her "I need to go hyung" he said hurriedly. "Taec, its yoona..." Changmin said after answer his phone and make him stop then turn around to pick the phone. "yeah.." He said to her "khunnie party? yeah..yeah...how about you..yoong, I'm in hurry, I'll be there okay tonight? bye" he said as he hang up the phone. “Reschedule everything for  today hyung!” he said before ran away.   ---------- "Where is taecyeon yoong?" Nickhun asked when not seen his bestfriend in his party. "I'm sorry nickhun oppa, I guess he is really busy" she said because since the afternoon he's not answering his phone and not replied her text too. "But nothing happen right?" Jessica know well her sister and see her worried face. Yoona smiled "I hope so unnie because the last time I called him, his voice such in a hurried". In her heart she really hopes there's nothing happen again at least not now, she really hopes that, he is change and she don't want everything turn bad again. "Congratulation khun for the grand project" taecyeon voice can be heard by all suddenly. Yoona immediately look to him who still give friendly hug to nickhun, she relieved that he come tonight. After greets the other he make his way to yoona, taecyeon sit next to her "sorry, im late" he whispered while kiss her cheek. Yoona nodded don’t wants get attention from everyone "something happen oppa?" She asked as she interwined her hand with him. Taecyeon shook his head while smiled but yoona know he's lied, yoona bite her lips and cross her finger pray in silence that nothing happened with him. Taecyeon can sense her worried, because he's not answering her phone " I'm sorry I'm not picked up your phone,im kindly busy" yoona just nodded when his words coming out. "Taec, cmon..you need to having fun, you can meet yoona everyday" junsu asked him to sing along with them. Taecyeon shrugged his shoulder and met his wifes eyes “can i?” he asked. Yoona smiled “sure..have fun” she said sincerely.   ------ Its been 2 weeks, news about junsu and seohyun spreading.it gives tiffany shock for the first time when the news out. The picture of they caught off when they had lunch,dinner,at movie and there's a picture when junsu pick seohyun at her dorm. Jealous and angry its fit word for her right now. but she can't hide her curious about the truth and one day she came to sugarblush and heard from the others, they said seohyun and junsu just friends but taeyeon said its okay if them really dating. Everyday tiffany always try to called him to ask about that but she can’t, she just really can’t.   Junsu sighed in his room, he feel sick with the news about him and seohyun. He never expected this, just because he's a singer and produce a few idols that doesn't mean people have to know about his private life. For him seohyun is like his sister, his adorable sister. "Yah!kim junsu!" Joo come his room and throw the newspapers "I'm tired being your assistant, you're love live is not my job" she said as she throw her body to the couch. "Joo-ya, you're my bestfriend so you have to help me" he sit at the couch next to her. Joo properly sit and face him "you're news even bigger than our idols you know that and if that’s true why you don’t said it". Junsu ruffled her hair "I did but they’re not listen, I can't avoid it forever, me and seohyun is just friend so nothing to scared right?".  Joo smirked "yeah, because the truth is.... you just scared hurting her". Junsu nodded "yeah,  seohyun is innocent girl and I won't---". Joo scoffed and make him stopped "I'm not talking about seohyun but her...her". Junsu look at her and get it what he means "no...no..no". She smirked "bad liar! I know you still love her". Junsu stood up avoiding her "do you ever think she feel hurt about this?" Joo asked but junsu choose to ignoring her. "Kim junsu?" She stood up with folded arm, waiting for his answer. "Joo-ah, she's engaged and she love him" junsu forces him to keep in ease and avoid her gaze "now, let me go to my schedule before my manager scolded me, okay?" He said as he winked to her. "She loves you not him" joo shouted before he closed the door. Junsu keep walking, he can heard about what her said, he smirked to himself.   ----- Siwon enter they're apartment, its too late because his hectic day. "Are you there?" He knocks the door of her room lightly "tiffany.." He calling again but still not answering. He turn the doorknob, open it slowly and find her in the corner of her wardrobe "tiffany...are you okay?" He saw her in her sobbing. Tiffany immediately rose her head with her teary eyes. "What happened?" He approach and bent down. Tiffany sobbed more louder and siwon pull her to his embrace and caressed her back "its okay, everything's gonna be ok" he whispered. The next 10 minutes tiffany crying in his embrace, "I'm sorry,your shirt wet because of me" she said while wiped her tears. He ruffled her yes "its allright as long you'll fine" he smiled. Tifanny grinned, she admitted that's the he had beautiful smiled ever and every women absolutely will fall for him "thank you". after tiffany said that, silence rose up. "Siwon, can I ask you something?" Tiffany tilted her head.  Siwon nodded, anticipated about what her asking about. "Why you always nice to me?" She look at him. Siwon smirked to himself "because you're a woman". Tiffany scoffed "then that's mean you always nice to every woman in the world?" She chuckled, she trying to joking around. He shook his head "nope, just the woman I love" he spit out, the words make them awkwards again "the underline is, because I love you" siwon added, doesn’t cared about what she thinks about him. Tiffany hold her breath, she already knew that but right now she really can feel how hurt he is because of her. "I'm sorry" she look down. Siwon closed his eyes and sit next to her in the floor "no need to tiffany", he look her feeling so guilty "ever you heard about love not means always together" he giggled "so, its okay, I'm happy if you're happy". Tiffany leaned her head to his shoulder "I'm sorry, you have to do this tiffany" he said “sometimes my mom can be really so selfish”  he said again because this idea about engagement came from his side. “its not your fault" she replied. Siwon smiled "So, do you really love him?" Suddenly siwon asked. Tiffany widen her eyes and look at him with 'what do you mean' look. "yeah him, kim junsu" siwon spreading his smile and tiffany still look at him like 'how do you know that?', 'what is this?'. "I can tell everytime you look at him" he look at her eyes "eyes never lied, you love him, you missed him..". Tiffany nodded with teary eyes. "But it doesn't matter again" she smirked. "I'm sorry" siwon said because he knows about the rumour and make them awkward each other. "I'm hungry, do you mind to accompany me to dinner?" Siwon asked to breaking the ice. "With my swollen eyes?" Tiffany pouted. "Its okay, your still the beauty ok tiffany, let's go" he pull her hand to stood up.   ----- He wait her for a long time in his car with the engine off, its almost 1 hours and he still wait for her come out from that store. Until he saw 2 woman coming out while laughing along and immediately start the engine and turn down the window "hey, yoona.." He calling out from the car. Yoona peeked from the o