Jessica Unnie and I arrived at Seoul's General Hospital from Incheon Airport.. I can't help but to feel afraid that the others will throw me away again but this is now or never..

 

“What are you doing here?!” The pretentious witch named Park Jiyeon was the first one we saw, and how lucky can she be, she is the reason why I went here in the first place

 

“You don't care” I said

 

“Mwo?!” she said and blocked my way..

 

I heaved a sigh and looked at Jessica unnie who just nodded to me, then I said “Move”

 

“No. You can't see them. It's all your fault, how can you go back here?! You should be thankful that the guys aren't here” she said

 

I can no longer hold my temper that I slapped her face hard, “That is for treating me like a trash *slaps again * that is for being one of the reasons why Kris and Luhan are there *slaps again * this is for your evilness! You are the ! Stop pretending coz you are already busted!!!” I said, feeling much taller and stronger than her as I showed her the CCTV video of her

 

“How could???” I can't help but to smile seeing her fear-stricken face

 

“I'm sorry but between the two of us, it's you who don't have all the rights to go here and be with him” I said

 

“Noona, the police arrived” Suho oppa emerged from the bushes together with two policemen

 

“Noooo!!!!” Park Jiyeon cried while being taken away by them..

 

“You should have known better before doing this” I said and turned back from her, “Unnie. I need to go to SM High” I said

 

“Sunny ah.. I can't believe you have done that” Jessica unnie said as she walked with me to the car

 

“What did she do?” Suho oppa asked

 

“She slapped the not once but thrice!” she excitedly eclaimed

 

“Mwo? Soongyu ah..”

 

“I'm sorry oppa, I can't help it” I said, yeah, I can even throw a catfight with Park Jiyeon

 

I smiled to the two angelic siblings once we reached the parking lot, “Jessica unnie.. Thank you for being here with me and so are you Suho oppa. But I guess I have to go back to SM High alone”

 

“Waeyo?” Suho oppa asked

 

“Kris and Luhan needs you here”

 

“They are actually ready to go home, why not join us in the van later?” he said

 

“I.. I can't..” I said

 

“Then we will just meet you in SM High later arasso?”

 

“Arasso..”

 

I borrowed Jessica unnie's car keys and drove to SM High.. The truth is I want to see Kris and Luhan but I can't find the courage to face the others, after all I have lied right?

 

When I arrived in SM High.. I was greeted by these boys..

 

“Hey look what we got here a girl...” A boy from 3C said

 

“Right.. whoa, she is entering the dorm.. Do you think what I think?” another one said

 

I kept my head bowed down and walked faster..

 

“What the hell are you doing here Sunny ssi?” another one from the Dorm 1 said

 

“I heard she went to study here so she could flirt with Kris”

 

“Oh my god, is she that obsess?”

 

“I bet she is his stalker” another one said

 

“You are not welcome here!” They started to block my way to the 2^nd dorm..

 

“All of you SHUT UP!!!” I heard Baekhyun's voice growled, “We don't have any rights to say such things. She is our friend anyway.. Would that change just because we have learned that her gender is different from us?!”

 

“But she is the reason why Luhan and Kris were shot”

 

“Luhan and Kris chose to save here! They knew about her already but kept it because they considered her as a friend. Acceptance is what is needed in friendship” Xiumin said

 

“Sunny is more manly than us. She got the courage to enroll in an unfamiliar school just to save the man who saved her before” Chen said

 

“Sunny noona is the person who has brought my brother back to me.. I owe everything to her” I heard Sehun's voice as well

 

“She may be a girl, but she is a man when it comes to her personality” Kai said too

 

I bit my lip so tears won't flow again and I turn around to face the voices who have stood up for me..

 

“Guys...”

 

“Mianhada” they all said and bowed down. And the rest did the same..

 

“Please don't” I said..

 

“Noona... We owe you everything...” Sehun stood up and hugged me tight then everyone followed

 

“What a beautiful scene...” Heechul oppa said

 

We looked at his direction and saw Kris and Luhan standing side by side, arms wrapped on each other's shoulder,

 

“We're back!” They announced

 

“Guys, we know what to do right?” I asked, smiling

 

“Of course!” Baekhyun said and we all ran to give the new arrivals a very very big big big huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg

 

“CHOOOOOOOOOOOOOKING!!!!!” Luhan and Kris screeched and we all laugh..

 

“Welcome back” I said

 

“It's good to be back” they both answered

 

“Sunny ah.. can we talk?” Luhan asked all of a sudden

 

“Sure, what is it?”

 

“I mean in private”

 

“Why don't you just tell her right away”

 

“I want it to be in private/ hmp” Luhan said and pulled me with his uninjured arm to our room

 

“Ya!!!! Lu Han!!!!!” Kris yelled after us but Luhan just gave him a 'mehrong >:P'

 

Inside our room..

 

“I guess we need to finalize everything between the two of us.. I love you” he said again

 

“Luhan...”

 

“And I said I am not rushing you. But Sunny..”

 

“Luhan.. I..”

 

“Ssshh.. I don't want us to be awkward Sunny ah.. I just want to tell you that I love you me as a man and you as a girl but I know that we are better off as bestfriends..”

 

“Luhan...” I said again but he placed his index finger on my lips

 

“I have realized when you were abducted that love isn't supposed to be forced.. I know who you truly love just by every looks you give on him.. And I know that he loves you too Sunny.. I don't want to be someone who will make everything hard for my bestfriend. I love you that is why I am giving you the freedom to love the one you really love which I know is not me..”

 

“Luhan.. Gomapsumnida” I said and hugged him tight

 

“thank you too for letting me feel love for the first time Sunny ah... I will never ever forget the time when I am really ready to tell everyone that I am a gay all because of you.. hahaha”

 

“Aigoo.. Sorry for that bestfriend” I said and wiped his tears

 

“Aish.. I know I shouldn't be crying, but I just can't help it... Mianhae..” he said

 

“Aniya.. It's OK. Thank you” I said and hugged him again

 

“Sunny!!! Luhan!!! Open the door!!!!” we looked at each other when we heard Kris banging the door

 

“Hmm.. Sunny ah, not there it tickles” Luhan half-moaned

 

“Waeyo?” I asked

 

“Hmm.. feels good”

 

I can't help but to giggle when I realized what he is trying to do..

 

“What are you doing? Open the door!!!!” he screamed

 

Luhan and I laughed and he asked for my hand and I gave it to him, then he opened the door and asked Kris, “What?”

 

“What took you so long?!” Kris asked, then his eyes traveled on our entwined hands

 

“We just had a talk” he said

 

“Ne” I answered

 

“Your hands”

 

“Oh.. This” Luhan said, reaching for Kris's hands then he put my hand on top of his, “Take good care of my bestfriend. I love her, if you hurt her then I will never ever give her back to you. Don't make me regret it”

 

“What is this?” Kris asked

 

“I know you love her” he said and I can't help but to blush..

 

The three of us went to the Cafeteria, hand in hand, where there is a mini celebration for Kris and Luhan.. On the Center a streamer that says, 'WELCOME BACK LUHAN AND KRIS' was posted..

 

“Sunny noona, join us here” Sehun said and took my hand, together with Krystal on their table, there I met Hyeri

 

“Annyeonghasaeyo unnie, I mean sunbaenim” she said

 

“Annyeong.. Please just call me unnie”

 

“Aniyo.. I am in front of one of the members of the legendary SNSD”

 

“No. It's OK. Really”

 

“Ai!!! unnie!!!” she said and hugged me

 

I ate together with the B5, only that there is no Park Jiyeon but a Hyeri..

 

“I didn't thought tha Jiyeonie could really do that” Krystal said, poking her spaghetti

 

In just a short while, I grew closer to these girls and then I excused myself to go to the room I share with Luhan..

 

Inside, I fixed all my things and put them all in my luggage, I stared at the picture of Luhan and I thento the rubix cube... I found a marker and there on the window I wrote, “FOREVER TATTOED IN MY HEART AND MIND”

 

I went outside and inhaled every air inside dorm 2, I went to the laundry room and there I found him again.. the creepy person with a forever confused face..

 

“I'm glad that I have known you Sunny” he said

 

“Thank you D.O.” I answered

 

“Your pink aura is more shinier” he said

 

“Chinjayo?”

 

“Ne.. I always knew that you will bring life to this boring place.”

 

“You do?”

 

“Ne. And you really did. I am glad that they have accepted you”

 

“You knew already before?”

 

“Ne.. From the very beginning I already knew that you are a girl” he said

 

“D.O....”

 

“I know you have a reason why you pretended to be a boy and I don't have any rights to be a hindrance to that”

 

“Kamsahamnida” I said and bowed 90degress to him

 

“You are welcome Sunny ssi..”

 

I bid him goodbye and told him that I will go back to the party and asked if he won't come with me, but he said I could go first..

 

After that I went to the mini theater and sat down, funny that the video that is playing was the one when Luhan and I became bestfriends, it was the race.. The race I considered an opening to Kris's heart..

 

I went out and pulled my trolley to the common room where I met Ara ssi, Kris's first girlfriend and where other more meaningful events happened.. Then I ended up to the cafeteria, I was just supposed to peek because I know that the party is still on-going but I was wrong. It was deserted as if no one went there..

 

I went outside the dorm... walked on the mowed lawn and passed by the soccer field, the gymnasium and the Dr. Kim's office..

 

The I went out for the last time using the gates of SM High when I heard them call..

 

“Soongyu ah!!!!”

 

I turn back and there I saw them all standing..

 

“We knew you will do this” Chanyeol said

 

“Guys...”

 

“Sunny ah... I may have been a casanova in your heart but I know you know that I am a true friend right? I will never forget you. You are one of my dorm's treasure” Chanyeol said

 

“I know you see me as a crybaby but you have thought me to be stronger. I have learned a lot from you. Remember when people tries to hurt you, just shout Huang Zi Tao and the Kung Fu Panda will be there to protect you”

 

“I always want you to be in our dorm, I always knew that there is an artist within you and I wasn't wrong.. Remember the song that I am composing back in Ara ssi's manor? It's actually a song for you, I know that you are a boy then but I can't help but to feel an inspiration from you as a girl.. Maybe my instinct is already telling me then that you are a girl”

 

“Dorm heads..” I said

 

“You are always welcome here in SM High anytime” they said and hugged me tight

 

“Sunny ah.. we are sorry for hurting you during the race.. We are lucky to know you. You thought us the importance of perseverance”

 

“Jihwhan.. Ljoe”

 

“Sunny ah.. I will always be here for you. Thank you for coming into our life” Xiumin said

 

“Sunny..thank you for coming into our world..” Chen said

 

“Annyeong. B5 imnida.. though we know we are only B4 now.. We would really like top say sorry for whatever we had caused to you” Hyo rin said

 

“Ne.. We hope we could have a girl bonding” Barbie Nana said

 

“Unnie.. I know that Baekhyun is really crazy about you guys And I am not jealous I swear” Sulli said

 

“Unnie.. I really do look up to your courage to be with the man you love. I will not let go of Sehun anymore” Krystal said

 

“Unnie.. I know I have just met you now but I am always a big fan of SNSD before. I hope we can be together on stage” Hyeri said

 

“SUNNY ssi!!! -spazzes- omfg.. I am really really sorry for calling you self-centered please forgive your number one fanboy.. jebal.. jebal.. SNSD JJANG!! SUNNY LEE JJANG!!!! SARANGHAEYO LEE SOONKYU!!!!”

 

“Baekhyun ah...”

 

“I told you.. I am your Guardian angel.. I love you Sunny ah.. Whenever and wherever I am always here for you, I may not be close at distance but remember in both of our hearts that we are together arasso? Suho oppa always wants what is best for his dongsaeng..”

 

“Noona.. I am sorry for hurting you. I was just not in my right state of mind. I was scared to lose my two brothers.” Kai said

 

“Me too noona. And I want to thank you for bringing back to life the Kris hyung who Sehunnie really adored”

 

“Sunny ah.. I am glad to be at your service.. accept this gift from poor Sica unnie ne?”

 

“What is this unnie?”

 

“It's a photobook of all the times you have spent here in SM High”

 

“Unnie.. Kamsahamnida..”

 

“You are very much welcome.. whenever you are sad, just open that and you will smile in just a matter of seconds..”

 

“Sunny ah.. From the very beginning I already knew that you are a girl, I know you knew about it already.. Keep that happy aura of yours and don't let the negative vibes overpower you. I wish you all the best”

 

“Kyungsoo.. Gomawo”

 

“It's a pity that you can't be with us until graduation.. But in behalf of the whole SM High family, “ Boa sonsaengnim said

 

“In behalf of the whole SM Family, we award this certificate of love and appreciation to Lee Soongyu for bringing colors to SM High” Vice Principal JYP said

 

I accepted the certificate and bowed 90degrees to everyone.. then..

 

“Sunny ah.. Thank you for teaching me that love isn't just about telling someone you love him or her but it's also about doing things you thought you can not do just for him or her. Heechul oppa is glad to have you here. You are like a real sister to me. I have a good news to you.. *whispers * I am falling in love to Jessica Jung”

 

“Oppa. Good luck! Kkk”

 

“Soongyu ah! Gomawo.. Sunny ah!!! We are your fanboys!!!!”

 

SM High varsity team.. kkk.. “Gomawoyo!!!”

 

“Bestfriend.. why are you leaving all of a sudden? Don't you want us anymore?”

 

“Luhan, you know that it's not it right?”

 

“Right.. But.. But I can't help it.. I love you you know that..”

 

“I love you too Luhan.. You are my one and only man-bestfriend..”

 

“I can't sleep alone anymore.. our room will be empty now”

 

“Whenever you feel sleepless, just call me and I'll sing you a lullaby neh?

 

“Ne..”

 

“Where is Kris?” Jessica unnie asked

 

then Heechul oppa pointed at the shiny black car waiting outside..

 

“Ooh..”

 

“Sunny ah, you go ride there ne? He asked permission to take you to the airport..” Heechul oppa told me

 

I bid everyone goodbye once again and rode on the car.. there a serious-looking Kris Wu was sitting behind the steering wheel

 

We drove in silence to the airport.. I constantly snatch glances opn him but he is too focused on the road..

 

As we reached the airport, he helped me inload my luggage and then we walked again in silence.. until we reached the check in area.. “Bye” I murmured but his strong hands grabbed me

 

“Can you spare 5 minutes for me? He asked and I nodded, “I am not good at greasy words, but I want you to take this, but don't open it yet until I tell you too. Just keep it. He said and handed me a small black pouch”

 

“What is this?” I asked

 

“You will know in the right time.. Take care Sunny ssi” he said

 

“Kamsahamnida” I said and bowed again

 

“Look!” he said and pointed at something

 

“What?” I asked but his palms caught my face and his lips met mine.. It was short but sweet..

 

“”till we meet again..” he said

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This is a very long chapter I know, but I hope you didn't get bored reading it.. ^^