YEJI'S POV
I turned to face Ryujin. She was scrolling through her phone. "Can't sleep?" She asked and placed the phone aside. "Uhm-hm" I nodded. "Why are you still awake?" I asked. "Same. I can't sleep" 
"Come" She pulled me out of the bed.
"Where?"  I got dragged by Ryujin.
"Stargazing" She answered and made me sit on the tumbona near the pool.
"This feels good" She said and closed her eyes feeling the cool breeze. I looked at her side profile which is still so stunning like old days. I turned my head when she caught me looking at her. "What are your plans?" She sounded excited. "What plans?" I was confused. "Like family" She dragged the word family in a silly way. I chulcked at her foolishness. "What about family?" I asked in the same tone and laughed at her reaction.

"You better stop" She turned her head away from me and did not look at me. "Fine. But I still did not get it" I was saying the truth. "Don't you want any kids?" She asked facing me again. "we already dicussed it" 

"We told it because Chaeyoung unnie asked us" she whined and paddled her legs as a baby. "So.... You say" I looked at her from the coner of the eye. Silly Shin. I laughed inernally. 
"I want a baby girl like you and a baby boy like me" she sounded serious. "hmm" I hummed and nodded. "What about you?" She was curious. "hmm maybe a baby boy" I said and layed more comfortably on the tumbona. "What? No. At least 2 kids" She whined again.  "would you take the pain?" I asked and looked at her excitement fading. "Only if I could" She said and went silent. "I was kidding" I said and sat up. "I know" She said. This was more serious.

"Let's not talk about that" I leaned and pecked her lips. "Do you remember our first kiss?" I asked. "Obviously, it was my first kiss too" She said and turned her body towards my side. "That changed everything" I said smiled sheepingly. "The first date, The first kiss and the confession" I was melting while I was recalling all those times. "I am glad that it was you and no one else" She said and slithered me on her lap.

"This reminds me of one thing" She said and rushed to the room.  She returned with a guitar. "Sit here" She made me sit straight. "Ryu-" I was not able to complete the sentence as Ryujin pecked my lips. "I have prepared something" I waited for her to start.

[A/N: Don't skip this. This is my original]

It's her, It's her. She is complicated
She can never be less optimistic 
I want her to stay but she is leaving
Stay with me at least for this evening.

I missed the old me,
when I cared less.
I hate this feeling,
I need no one else.

When did she prepare this? This is not a song that she has choose from youtube. Wait, is this her original? She looked at me with a sad smile while continuing the song.

Her eyes, Her eyes are cold as ice
I couldn't help but say they are mine
I wish I could ask her someday,
hold my hand, can you please stay?
When you look at me, my heart surely skips a beat
I see, she can never be less flawnt to me.
I want no one else but her to be,
The reason I like nobody.

Wait? am I crying? Why does it have to be so emotional? I love this girl from all of my heart. I can feel the pain she was in. I won't forgive myself for hurting her. I hate myself for that. She never broke eye contact. The way she was playing the guitar to the way she was singing, it all hurted me.

I notice each and everything
The way she sits
The way she talks
The way she is playing with her hair right now.
I hate it cuz I am not the reason she smiles.

It's me, It's me, Who messed up everything
I miss when she sits next to me.
She caused no harm but my heart is sinking.
I never got my hopes high,
I know you secretly glare at me.
The fact I lost her,
It was just a pretty dream.

when she's hurt, my heart aches.
It hurts me more when it's not me whom she wants to spend her time with.
I want to be the reason she smiles.
I miss her scent all the time.
Even tho my life is ed,
I couldn't easily give up.
I wanna fell used if that makes her happy
I don't wanna feel the pain if it's not me.
I can't move on, she is in front of me.
She is silly, so am I
I can't replace her with someone else.
can I ask her to wait and borrow some time.

She stopped and took a deep breath. I was sinking in my thoughts. Why does this girl needs to write a song for being heart-broken? I wiped the tears from my cheeks and listent to her.

Her eyes, Her eyes,
They are sparkling all the time.
I miss the feeling which is now dull and dry.
She might be cold, but I want her to shine.
Can I get a chance this last time?

Her eyes, Her eyes are cold as ice
Her eyes, Her eyes they are sparkling all the time.
I couldn't help but say they are mine
I miss the feeling which is now dull and dry.
When you look at me my heart surely skips a beat
She might be cold but I want her to shine.
I see she is never less flawnt to me.
Can I get a chance this last time?

I wish, I could ask her someday,
Hold my hand can you please stay?
When you look at me, my heart surely skips a beat.
I could ask her someday,
Hold my hand, can you stay?

She kept her guitar aside. I covered my face with my hands. I was crying loudly. I was the reason she was in pain.I cant't change the fact that she gone through a lot, alone. I am the one to blame. "Don't cry" She hugged me firmly, sitting next to me. "I love you" She kissed my forehead removing my hands from my face. "Why did you write this?" I asked still sobbing. She caressed my hair. "I wrote this because I wanted to speak out" She was being strong again. "When?" 

"Maybe- 5 years ago" She have done so much. I dont't deserve her. "Stop crying." She brought me to the bed in bridal style and layed me down. "Sleep, and don't cry" She kissed my forehead for the last time.

"I love you" I said and slithered too close to her as if I might lose her. She hugged me back and patted my back.

(A/N: This was not expected. I don't know why but all of a sudden I wished to write this. 
I'm missing my girl..... Hhhh I hope you leave a comment)