It's so nice to feel this way.

Soft mattress, cold breeze from the open window and you...

As my personal heater.

Sinadya ko talagang iwan ng nakabukas yung pinto sa may balcony.

Nights like these are indeed exhausting. Sa third round natin hingal aso na ako. Maybe you’re that good. Maybe my studies and all night reviews are finally taking its toll.

I can hear your little snores. Nilingon kita sa tabi ko and I softly giggle. You’re really... really cute and I swear your smiles and laughs doesn't fit kung paano ka sa kama.

Your eyes na sobrang intimidating kapag hindi ka pa kilala. Those feline eyes na nawawala kapag masaya ka. Her nose. God, your lips

I heave a sigh... Sana matagal pa ang bukas.

"Tinititig-titig mo dyan?" bulong mo na ikinagulat ko naman.

"wala, naghihilik ka kasi"

"di nga? Naghilik ako?"

You’re looking straight at me na may nagtatanong na mga mata. I nearly forgot how to breathe.

Natatawa akong tumugon ng "Silly... Ano? Imagination ko lang?"

Tumihaya ka naman at nag-iwas ng tingin. How can you be so shy after ng mga ginawa natin? "P-pagod lang siguro"

I have to suppress my laughs na nasa lalamunan ko na. "Aww napagod kita?"

"Coming from you?" ibinalik mo lang sa akin ang tukso kaya malaki ang pagpapasalamat ko na madilim sa kwarto at malabo ang mga mata mo. I won’t let you see my flushed cheeks and ears.

"Malamang... Puyat ako. Dami kaya naming exams last week" My excuses are true. Pero I am trying my best not to stutter.

You playfully ran your fingers sa aking curves, it shoots shivers to my spine "dati, ako yung hirap mag keep up sa pace mo. Para ka kasing rabbit. Well... Ganun talaga"

I bit my lip saka kita kinurot sa tagiliran. Kahit na yung abs mo yung nakakapa ko at malapit ka na malaglag sa kama hindi kita tinigilan.

I’m slightly pissed "Anong ganun talaga? Ha? Rabbit ka dyan! Ikaw nga parang oso nanag hi-hibernate after natin eh" I may look perfectly normal pero I do argue with kids and small animals. You are not an exemption.

"H-hyun... Tama na... Joke l-lang" you managed to say habang tawa ng tawa. Nahuli mo rin naman ang kamay ko at sinalikop yun sa kamay mo.

One more thing about you? You are soooo smooth.

"Cuttest bunny ka naman. Saka, ganun talaga means... Ganun talaga kapag tumatanda na" natawa ka ulit at hinampas ko lang yung braso mo bilang ganti. Tumatanda? Funny ‘yon?

I rolled my eyes and say "Tingnan natin pag nag med ka. You'll exhaust yourself to death" umirap pa ulit habang nag-aadjust ng pagkakahiga sa braso mo.

"Hindi naman ako magmemed Joohyun. Okay na ko sa pre-med ko"

I snapped to face you "Eh bakit ka nag NMAT last time?"

"Okay... Pinag-iisipan ko" your stares are fixated sa ceiling as if may nakita kang mas interesting doon.

"Sus... If I knew, ayaw mo lang akong iwan dito sa dorm eh" Hirit ko ulit sayo.

I expect you to deny and tell me your real reasons but then you whispered "baka nga..." and my laughs subside.

Nakilala kita when I was 2nd year college. Tanda mo pa? ikaw naman freshman. Ngayong graduate ka na and board passer na, ako tong nagkukumahog parin sa pag-aaral since I am on my 2nd year sa med.

1st sem palang ng 2nd year ko pero yung pagod ko pang 4th year na.

I nervously laugh. Still unsure of what to say or even feel.

I pressed my face sa crook ng neck mo "Uwi pala ako sa tuesday." sabi mo lang.

I scrunched my nose "Sa bulacan? Bakit?" you really smelled nice. I love it. “hmm ‘bat kaya noh?” sarcastic mong remark.

"Seryoso? Wala kang naaalala?"

I innocently stared at you blankly.

"Okay lang..." dissapointed mong tugon.

I know it’s your birthday… and yet.

Yung distinct scent mo, yung perfume ko sa balat mo, sweat… all mixed up. I think I’m addicted "Wala naman na akong ginagawa dito e" you put a cute pout before looking at me. "Saka sabi mo naiistorbo kita"

I don't mean those. Hindi ko alam dinidibdib mo pala lahat yun? I-I'm just...

"Aww nagtatampo ka?" slowly, my kisses followed a trail na ako lang ang nakakaalam.

"hindi no... G-gusto ko lang talaga umuw- Hyun…" Natawa ako sa little protest niya.

"Sem break ko na rin next next week... Iiwan mo ako?"

...Tired?

Ewan. Hindi ako makafocus sa pag-aaral kapag umaaligid ka. Buti nalang I managed to pass everything ahead. I got more time to spend with you na. Finally.

"Edi uwi ka rin sa inyo" the thought of cold nights and lonely days rushed inside me. I can feel them through my blood and God knows I hate it.

I almost sighed because of disappointment "tsk... Ayoko nga" – almost. I won’t.

Natawa ka ulit. "Bakit? Hindi ka ba pinapauwi?"

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