"Kaya ganun..."

"Kaya pala Mommy ka."

"Nagulat ka ba nung narinig mo yun?"

"W-wait wag kang malikot"

unti-unting kang gumuhit ng linyang paikot sa ring finger niya. 

She stared at her finger. 

"How's Rowoon nung pinanganak siya?"

"She's actually thin and napaka sakitin nung ipinanganak siya, muntik pa maging pre-mature nung..."

Maiigi ko siyang tinitigan, hinihintay ang mga susunod na sasabihin niya.

"Well... Sehun didn't told his father na ibang babae ang pinakasalan niya instead of me..."

She's laying flat on her stomach at nakahiga ang kanyang ulo sa mag ka cross niyang mga braso.

And I am listening to her stories propped up on my elbow.

"Ohh so they really expect na kayo ang uuwi na may baby?"

She's so beautiful gosh... I missed her so much kaya ganun nalang kung-

"Yeah... Kaya nung nalaman ni Sab na malapit na siyang manganak lahat-lahat yet di padin alam ng family ni Sehun yung truth"

"He's a jerk"

Yung mga marka na iniwan ko sa makinis niyang leeg at balikat. Yung mga mata niya na sobrang pungay kahit pa pareho na kaming pagod at inaantok. Yung init na nagmumula sa kanyang katawan.

"I understand him though"

"You... And him..."

"Seul..."

I faced the ceiling again... at worried siya na yumakap sa akin.

"Masyado lang sigurong kayong close kaya lagi mo siyang dinedefend"

"Mas close ako sayo ngayon... See?"

I pulled her close at kinumutan rin ang exposed niyang likod. 

"Pano sila nag meet?"

"Hook up"

"What???"

"What what?"

"You mean... One night stand?"

"We tried to be together... You know... Relationship and stuff para ma-fulfill yung mga expectations ng family namin. We-"

"Naging kayo?"

"Naging kami... For years" she nods

"Years..."

"Sobrang... Pressured siya sa work and his dad wanted something na alam naming pareho na hindi namin maibibigay no matter how hard we try."

"You both tried"

"Yeah... We tried... But it didn't work"

Dahan-dahan niyang ini-angat ang kanyang ulo at tinitigan ang aking labi.

"You know why?"

She positioned herself on top of me.

"Why..."

"Cause it's you mahal ko..."

"Ugh... Hyun naman"

She laughed so loud.

"Seryoso nga... I still don't know why pero everytime he kissed or touched or even initiate things between us... I-I can't erase you inside my head na parang... Ikaw yung kasama ko at that moment. Na ikaw yung-"

I kiss her deep and playfully switched our positions. 

"Like this?"

She didn't open her eyes.

"Hmmm... Like that..."

Natawa na rin ako.

"Kawawa naman ego niya"

"I mean... I keep your name kaya-

Lalong lumakas ang aking pagtawa.

-kaya frustrated siya na nagpunta sa bar and Sab happened to be there and boom! Rowoon was made!"

Sumabay na siya sa mga halakhak ko. Bawat minuto mahalaga para sa aming dalawa.

"That was hilarious"

"Yeah"

She pulls me close and kiss my cheek.

"Kakaiba ako humalik kaysa sa kanya diba?"

"You kiss like a baby"

"Hyun?!"

"What? You're my baby"

She tried to kiss my lips this time pero itinago ko iyon agad. 

"Seul..."

"I'm not a baby"

"Yes you are a baby, now kiss me!"

"I'm not!"

"Oh my God Seul para kang si Woonie!"

"Gusto mo ng sarili nating Rowoon?"

"..."

"..." 

Kung may magreklamo man sa amin dahil sa ingay namin magdamag... Wala na akong paki.

Ang mahalaga... Kasama ko na muli ang pinakamamahal ko. 

"Mama bike?"

"We'll tell papa later"

"Mommy come with us?"

"Ask mommy over there"

She came running towards me.

"Mommy! Woonie will go to picnic!"

"Again??? Aren't you sick of that?"

"Uh-uh" what are you being so cute for Rowoon?

"Wow... Okay so, what will you do there?"

"Bike and eat!"

"Yeah? You want mommy to come?"

"Yes please"

"Sab I can't..."

"Why?"

I wave bunch of paper work before I open my laptop again. 

"Stop working will you? We're here for vacation aren't we?"

"Silly Mama Sab" she giggles as she points at my wallpaper.

"Mommy not working" 

"She's staring at her wallpaper again baby?"

"She is"

I close my laptop and carry her. 

"You betrayed Mommy you piece of fat and fluff"

"Mommy she's pretty"

"I know right baby"

"Did she cry?"

"Wha- why?"

Pasaway talaga.

"Call Seulgi now... Baby Rowoon and your big baby today... Stop that ty work"

"Babalik din ako diyan after a week Joy."

"Oh? Buti naisip mo pang bumalik dito!"

"Maghahanap na ako ng trabaho pagbalik"

"Ikaw na ba yan Kang Seulgi?"

"Yeah... Uhm?"

"Kelan pa?"

"Since birth"

"You sure you're fine? May nangyari ba?"

"Bumalik na siya Joy..."

"Bumalik na siya? Who the hell are you tal- wait?"

"I found her na..."

"Umuwi na siya?! Like? Sa pinas?! Tangina Seulgi?! Seryosoooo?"

I felt my heart crushed a bit. 

"Babalik na rin ako sa manila"

"Wait? Kwento mo muna!"

"Pagbalik ko nalang diyan"

"You mean di siya sasama dito pabalik?"

"..."

"..."

"..."

"Seul... N-nakapag-usap na ba kayo?"

"Yeah."

"So... Ano na kayo