I've never imagined myself to be in this situation. Humiliation and awkwardness crawling at every inch of my skin magmula nang inikot niya ako kanina only to tell me na may period stain yung white dress ko.

She's touching and whispering to me kasi kaya I thought...

I thought...

Naiiyak nanaman ako.

If disowning oneself is even possible, baka tinakwil ko na ang sarili ko. Just what the hell I did?

Flirting someone boldly, dancing sensually, kissing her-

Her?!

My God! I even made out with her. Turns out this person also took off her coat at agad na ibinalot sa waist ko to cover the stained area.

Ano bang malay ngayon ako dadatnan and dito pa talaga?

Sa club?!

Sa dancefloor ng club?!

I looked over sa trash bin na katabi ng toilet bowl.

I held my breath to stop myself from crying all over again.

Might as well to stop myself thinking horrible ideas gaya ng tumakbo nalang at umuwi which I really wanted to do kanina. Hindi ko lang talaga matangay yung coat kasi sinamahan ako nung may-ari all the way sa CR. Nung akala ko nga na umalis na siya, I am so ready to ran away kaya lang bigla siyang umubo with a timid "uhm...".

This is so frustrating. Wala na akong mukhang maihaharap sa kanya and there she was waiting for me as if-

I heard someone entered sa CR. I listen carefully and disappointedly sighed nung narinig kong bumukas din ito ng pinto sa katabing cubicle.

-what? She's ready to shield me against anyone that'll make me upset or laugh at my face sa kahihiyang dinulot ko both sa sarili ko and sa kanya.

I heard some giggles. Nothing to do, I flushed the toilet again.

They abruptly stopped.

They...

Bakit ba ang tagal niya? Saan niya ba balak bumili ng napkin? Sa Trinoma?

I'm trying my very best to just stand still and not to stuff tissue sa underwear ko.

Nasaan ka na ba?

I can feel something odd and actually not feeling good about it.

I swallowed the lump in my throat.

"hnnggg..."

I knew it! 

There's someone making out sa kabilang cubicle and I am here, trapped sa katabing cubicle waiting sa taong ka make out ko kanina.

Seriously?

Beads of sweat forming at my forehead tracing down to my cheeks and chin.

 I need to calm down. Breathe in... breathe out...

"Shi-..."

B-breathe in...

"G-god... Baby-"

Breathe ou-

"hmmmm"

That's it! Nagmamadali akong nag flush ulit and made other noise. Stomping my feet, slapping the door, playing my shoes- everything.

Please, no more embarrassments. I can not bear anymore.

"Miss?" she said right on queue. "Eto na... Assorted ata 'to... May wings saka- meron atang wala"

Napapikit nalang ako.

"Free 'to lahat." Pag-angat ko ng ulo ko, her hands over the door, offering me 6 packs. "closing na kasi, wala na raw barya, so binigyan nalang nila ako ng sample products."

I badly want to flush myself now that she'