Thunderstruck

Yan yung state ko as of now nung umalingawngaw yung mga emergency sirens sa buong condo. 

Hindi ko alam kung iiyak ba ako o tatawa habang nanginginig ang buong katawan.
Hindi ko malaman kung tatakbo ba ako palabas o mag iimpake o maghihintay nalang mamatay. 

God...

Not the last one. Hindi ko pa nahahanap si the one, ayokong mamatay ng . 

Kidding aside, literally nag flashback na sakin lahat ng joyful memories ko mula bata until now na parang handang handa na ko magpakuha kay kamatayan. 

Nasa 8th floor na daw yung sunog na nag start sa 7th at nasa 10th floor pa ako pero I can't move my feet. Even my fingers are numb and hindi ko na sila mafeel. So I just stay still sitting lifelessly on the corner of my bed and space out. 

Nerves.

Naririnig ko na yung ingay ng mga nag tatakbuhan at may ilang crews pa na kumatok sa door. 

Saka lang siguro ako natauhan nung may tumawag sa phone at nabasa ko ang caller name  na "nanay". 

I sniff and try to suppress my cries as I forced myself to stand and gather my things. 

Trembling at fear

Damit...shoes...pictures...underwe-

Knock knock knock

Nagulat ako sa lakas ng katok kaya nangangatog akong lumapit sa pinto to open it pero things happened so fast na tumalsik ako at natumba, my left hand clutching on my left forehead na sobrang sakit as I feel this dizziness slowly taking over my consciousness. 

That person standing in front of me, who broke my door, panting hard and murmured '' then squatted near me and check my condition. 

"Miss okay ka lang?"

"I-I don't think so"

"S-sorry I need to move quick kase malapit na sa floor na to ang apoy"

What a gentle voice... I can feel my soul ascending to somewhere.

Ito na ba yung sundo ko?

She took off her hard hat and her long messy ponytail falls perfectly. 

Oh ... She?

Ganito pala kaganda si kamatayan, kako ko sa isip kong lutang na.

I have a lot of questions to ask.

Who are you?

Where have you been?

Why now?

Do angels wear firefighter's bunker gear?  I don't know... No one knows... 

"Can you stand? Please, I need to save you bago pa makarating sa floor na to ang apoy. I want you-"

She can get whatever she wants from me. 

Wushu Irene tinutupok na ng apoy yung building na tinitirhan mo pero ga