No. 37

Bleeding Hearts
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“I’ll take you home” He whispered into her hair.  

“I don’t want to—“

“I’ll take you home and I’ll stay with you, you’re not alone, you’re not facing him alone anymore. You’ve got me on your side, unconditionally, I’ll be there” He promised.

She pulled away slightly, “As much as you say you use me, you have more moments where you’ve been good to me instead of lying to me”

He wondered how good he was really being when all he desperately wanted was to press his lips to hers.

“I think you’re being lied to Mina” He said honestly.

“…What?”

“Min Ji talked to me, she tried to get me to work with her, told me that you’d need comforting” Baekhyun blurted out, “That’s why I think you should go home and it’s why I won’t let you make a mistake with me”

Mina watched him carefully. She smiled softly at the man who seemed to be two different people at every single turn. She wished he would just pick whether he was good or bad.

“You’re telling me this why?” She asked, “It’s not really in alignment with the evil plan”

His lips quirked slightly, “I like to stray from the plan every once in awhile”

She watched him, “Can’t you just promise to be on my side instead?” She asked with a small and nervous laugh.

He blinked, “What?”

“You’re good at being on my side, you’re good at being my friend Baekhyun and I so desperately need a friend. I need you to be my friend” She whispered, “I need to trust you, I want to trust you, and you’ve done all these terrible things, but then you turn around and do things like these and it makes me trust you. You make it hard to not trust you sometimes”

“Mina…”

“It’s confusing. I trust you, I don’t know how, but I do and what I’m really asking is if you can please be there for me, if you can please keep my trust intact. I need you to be a person I can trust unconditionally” She asked.

“That person should be your husband” He said firmly.

She reached for his hand and held it tightly.

“I know that! I know, but I need someone else on my side” She begged, “I need someone to trust and regardless of what you’ve done, you’ve been honest about your intentions from the beginning and you’ve listened to me, you’ve been there for me”

“Come home with me, be my friend, be with me” She asked, “Because if you can’t do that then I’m going to have to stop seeing you and I don’t want that, I want to be able to say you’re my friend so you have to have a place in my life because you were there when I was at my lowest”

He watched her carefully, his heart aching at her request because the last thing he wanted, was to be just a friend. He wanted so much more from her.

“Under one condition” He began, unable to imagine how much it would hurt and was hurting to put himself in this role, “Since I’m transitioning to a strictly friendship role here, I know this is inappropriate, but I didn’t know”

“Didn’t know what?” Mina asked.

“That the last time we kissed was the last time forever”

She fell silent.

“I don’t remember enough of it, I think I should get a last kiss” He whispered.

She watched him quietly, “I know seducing me was part of the game, the ‘master plan’, but you’re so convincing Baekhyun. I almost, almost, could believe that you love me. Truly love me”

He faked a laugh, “Is that right?”

“I can’t though, you know I can’t” She said quietly.

“He wouldn’t forgive

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Irinnie
I hope that everyone can see this and know how shocked I am that this got featured! Thank you soooo much to everyone that's giving it a chance by reading it and to everyone that's been here since before! I just came online to work on a fic and this was the best news I could have come to! <3 <3 <3

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itsSweety #1
Chapter 7: Reread it after so many years and still giving me the knot in my stomach as the story touched my heart..
Baekhyunsoul
#2
Chapter 53: Just as good as I recall. They all had such good character arcs. I would love one day to see Baekhyun with his own story and falling in love and have someone fall in love with him to the utmost
Baekhyunsoul
#3
Chapter 1: Reading again- the way you set this scene up so you could feel the pains🥺
SayAllRise
#4
Re reading!!! This is my fave fic for all time.
Shawolgurl
#5
Chapter 53: I'm reading this again for the second time and I'm still bawling my eyes out. This is such a masterpiece <333
softymochi
#6
Chapter 53: i basically binged this whole thing in 24hrs (could have been shorter but school n work :c) but im absolutely so in love with this story and i cant believe i just barely came across this story now... brought tears to me, im happy it worked out with her n sehun, but apart of me yearned so much for her and baekhyun. Regardless, this had me on edge and a rollercoaster of emotions, i love it.

thank u for such a good read! <3
Khahani #7
Chapter 53: After years, I still come back here to read this. This story is so dear to me. Looking at how Mina, Sehun and Baekhyun grown to each other. Their friendship. I am really glad I come across this few years back
Baekhyunsoul
#8
Chapter 53: I fell asleep and woke up to finish this and how lovely it is. It should be featured again if that’s possible. She made Baekhyun and Sehun better people. I was particularly impressed with the arc in her best friend. Really a wonderful and complete redemption arc - one of the best ones I’ve read. Sehun was just lost and hurting and like an animal with a wound, slaughtering her heart wantonly until finally she tried to remove herself and then did. That one line when she was like family has caused her nothing but pain or something like that, when Baekhyun cited his reasons for holding her back from being by Sehun’s side, that was such a profound moment. Over all I’m in love with this story and how well it was done. Thank you for sharing this
Baekhyunsoul
#9
Chapter 40: It’s 3am and I’m sobbing damnit
Baekhyunsoul
#10
Chapter 13: I’m just as fascinated and confused by Sehun as she is