Chapter 6
To Find YouBobby and I have spent the last 2 weeks together, and I guess you can say we are officially back together.
It feels like we have been dating for months, since the 6 year history we have.
I know it seems so fast but I'm really falling for him again and I really need the distraction.
Graduation is in a few hours and me, Bobby, Kensie and her boyfriend were all getting ready at our place.
"Are you ready baby?" I could hear Bobby calling for me from my room.
I opened my bathroom door, seeing Bobby sitting on the edge of my bed.
He was dressed in a black button up shirt with comfortable black pants and simple black shoes.
He looked so cute.
"Yes I'm done jeez" I pulled down on my dress, making sure I was covered.
Yes Bobby and I were dating now, but I haven't mustered the courage to tell him anything or show him my scars yet.
I slipped on my boots and grabbed my phone.
"Let's go" I leaned over, kissed him on the lips and walked out my room.
"Kensie, we're heading out. See you at the party!" I yelled passing her room.
"Okay!" I heard her mumble from her room.
I don't even want to know what they're doing in there.
(Yoongi's Pov)
I've kind of distance myself from the guys these past few days.
I haven't really got over the situation and they haven't really forgiven me either.
Tae and I share a room, but we barely spoke. Which is awkward.
I've been going out on my own trying to find her and its been lonely, boring, and such a fail.
Maybe the guys are right, I'm not going to find her in this big city.
I decided I should go for a walk.
A walk for me.
To clear my head and really think about what's going on.
I took in the sun lightly beaming on my skin, looking at all the terrible traffic on the streets.
After 30 minutes of walking, I was walking near a college campus where there seemed to be some sort of graduation going on.
Nice to see people still see the bright in their further.
I was slowly walking as I listened to the man call out names.
As he would say them out loud, I would repeat them in my head.
I had crossed the street and the loud noises from the speakers were getting quieter.
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Then it hit me and I stopped walking.
Who else could it be, but her.
Quickly, I ran across the street back to the school.
I could see a field and hundreds of people.
There was a girl walking across the stage but it was not her.
It was some random girl whose name was called after and was getting her diploma.
I tried looking to see if I could find someone walking back to their seat but it was difficult to see from where I was standing.
I ran around to the front of the school where there stood security and a bunch of other people.
I tried running inside when I was stopped by a man blocking the gates.
"Your ticket sir" Was all he said.
"I don't have one" I said, a little out of breath.
"Sorry no ticket no entry" He said, staring me down until I walked away.
"But my girlfriend is in there" I tried to negotiate.
"Then your girlfriend should've gave you a ticket" He continued to block the gate.
I sighed, turning around.
I guess I just have to stand and wait here.
"Yeah man I heard the grad after party is going to be lit, we have to go"
Two Korean guys walked passed me.
I stopped them and spoke to them in Korean.
I asked them where the party was going to be at and what time.
They said it was on 1743 Fairfax Ave at 8pm.
I thanked them and they walked away.
I just might be able to find her.
Quickly I ran back to the hotel, no matter how tired I already was.
I busted into the room, startling most of the guys.
"Guys! I found her!" I said.
They all jumped up.
"Where?" Was the most said answer.
"I think she was at her graduation but they wouldn't let me in. But I hear there's going to be an after party and I'm pretty sure she's going to be there. So be ready by 7:30 guys" I said all in one breath.
I kicked off my shoes and went back to my room.
I was so happy, after 2 weeks finally luck was on my side.
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We were dancing at the party, having a fun time.
The music changed from an upbeat edm song to Work by Rhianna.
Everybody started cheering because I mean come on, it's Riri.
Bobby grabbed me close and we were dancing on each other.
I looked up and I had to blink a couple of times.
For a split second, I thought I had saw Kikwang standing by the door.
I lightly shook my head and continued dancing.
I must be drunker than I thought.
Bobby turned me around so we were now facing each other.
We were holding each other as he was rubbing his hands down my sides.
I looked behind me and this time I thought I saw Yoongi.
Ok now I'm really going crazy.
I stopped dancing.
"What's wrong?" He asked me, when he noticed that I was just standing there.
"Oh, nothing. I just need some air" I took a step back.
"Yeah sure, do you need me to come with you?" He asked me sweetly.
"No no, I'm fine. Stay here and enjoy yourself, I'll be back soon" I smiled and walked away from the crowd of sweaty drunk people.
It took some shoving but I finally made it outside.
I sat down on the porch, on the second to last step.
I placed my face into the palm of my hands.
The muffled sounds of the blasting music was starting to give me a headache.
I could hear shuffling and whispering all around me, but my head was hurting too much to look up.
"I don't know man is it?"
"Yeah it could be"
"It looks just like her though"
"Someone just say something to her"
That deep voice I knew very well.
My head shot up. Too quickly where it hurt even more.
I looked up and Kikwang, Hansol, Tae, and Yongguk were staring at me.
I jumped up tried to step back when my drunken self lost balance and fell back on the stairs.
I waited for the impact and already pictured my scraped elbows, when my back landed on someones chest.
I looked up and saw Jimin.
I pushed myself off of him and saw Yoongi standing next to him.
"Ahh!" I screamed and started running away.
I was seriously going crazy.
"Wait
Again, my wobble legs tripped off each other as I fell on into the hard cold concrete ground.
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