Chapter 42

To Find You

I could hear my door open and I already knew it was Bobby. 

"What do you want?" I said in a harsh tone.

He sat down on the edge of my bed.

I didnt see him, but I felt the edge of the bed move.

I could feel the bed moving more and more until I felt a hand on my shoulder.

I continued to cry with my head buried in my pillow.

Bobby was rubbing my shoulders trying to soothe me.

He didnt say anything, which I appreciated.

I reached back and grabbed his arm, pulling him closer to me.

I let him cuddle me, I just needed someone with me. As much as I didnt want to admit it.

I didnt really care who it was that came into my room, I wouldve done the same thing to them.

I was giving out those ugly cries where it sounds like you cant breathe.

Bobby began to gently shush me to try and calm me down.

My eyes were getting weak and heavy as I felt them closing and I didnt have the strength or the means to open them.

My dreams seemed to take me down to memory lane.

 

*FLASHBACK*

It was me and Bobby's 3rd year anniversary. I had woken up from my phone buzzing like crazy.

I groaned, rolling over to see that the call was from my mother.

"Hello?" I lazily said.

"Girl, get up before you're late to school!" She yelled at me.

I looked at the time on my phone.

Omg! 7:28am.

I had to be at school at 8 o'clock.

"Okay, thanks!" I hung up the phone.

I flung my blanket off my body and ran in the shower.

I threw on a cute outfit to impress Bobby, putting my hair in a cute ponytail and for my makeup, I put on some foundation, eyelashes, lipstick, did my eyebrows and tried my best to attempt winged eyeliner.

I checked the time.

8:06am.

Oh well, im just gonna be late. 

Good thing it was only homeroom 1st period.

I grabbed a banana, my keys, phone, and backpack"

"Later mom" I said, as I ran out.

"Have a nice day' I heard her say.

I was the first one of all my friends who started driving already, so that I was thankful for.

I sped, legally, to school which was only a 15 minute drive that I made 8 with how fast I was going.

I parked my car in the student parking and ran inside the school.

Luckily my homeroom class was at the front of the school.

I busted through the doors gently, making my teacher and all my classmates look up at me.

I gave them all an innocent smile as I made my way to my seat.

The moment I sat down, I realized I left my banana.

"Ugh" I said a little too loud and put my head on the desk.

"Is there a problem?" I heard my teacher say.

I look up and everyone was staring at me.

Awkward.

"Oh uh, no sorry. I just realized I left my banana in the car" I spoke truthfully.

The whole class laughed while I teacher walked to her desk.

She grabbed an apple and walked over to me, handing the apple.

She smiled at me.

"Here you go, you're already late. Wouldnt want you to pass out either" She walked back to her desk.

The class continued to giggle while I hid my face in embarrassment.

I could feel someone poking me on my side.

I picked my head up and looked at the person next to me.

Bobby.

He mouthed 'what happened' and laughed.

'Overslept' I mouthed back.

'Oh' Was all he said back and turned his head back to the teacher.

What..no happy anniversary?

Did he forget?
I just stared at him and he didnt even bother looking back in my direction. I know he could feel me shooting daggers in to his skull.

 

~

School was now over and Bobby still hadnt said anything to me about our anniversary and I was 100% sure that he really did forget.

"Hey" I heard someone call after me as I was walking to my car.

I turned around.

Bobby.

I rolled my eyes.

"Woah, whats with the eye rolling babygirl?" He said, reaching for a hug.

I stood still as he wrapped his arm around me.

"Ah, so cold. What did I do to you, you made your own self late today" He laughed a bit.

"Yeah I was late, because I was having a nice dream with my loving boyfriend who never forgets important things" I said to him, trying to get him to catch a hint.

He squinted his eyes at me.

"You didnt set an alarm?" He responded.

I pushed his shoulder and continued to walk away.

I sighed and opened my car door.

Bobby ran after me, hopping into the passanger side of my car.

We sat in my car in silence.

"So what, you're just not gonna drive..Move over then, I'll do it-"

"You're not doing anything" I pushed him away from trying to climb into the drivers seat.

I continued to just sit in the car, looking ahead with my keys in my hand.

"Ew you're banana is all hot and old" He grabbed the banana I left in my car this morning.

I snatched the banana from his hand and threw it in my backseat.

I grabbed my keys, putting them in the ignition and drove off.

Neither of us said anything as I drove to Bobby's house.

~

We pulled into his driveway.

"Go on, get out" I said, after we sat in driveway for a few seconds in the quiet.

"You're not going to come inside?" He asked.

"Um no" I said.

"But why, Hanbin misses you" He told me.

I sighed, unbuckling my seatbelt and getting out the car.

Only for Hanbinnie. I thought to myself.

We walked into his house, I was first greeted by his parents.

"Hello Mr and Mrs. Kim" I waved at them.

"Hello sweetie" HIs mother said and they waived back.

"Hi Hanbinnie" I smiled at the little middle school Hanbin doing his homework at the table.

"Hey" He said nonchalant and went back to his homework.

Weird..I thought he said he missed me..

"Okay, I just came by to say hi" I said, and started to make my way out the door.

Bobby grabbed my hand, stopping me.

"Let me go" I whispered to him, trying to descretly pull my hand away.

He didnt let go.

Instead he pulled me with him towards the back door.

I just let him drag me out into the backyard with him, there where I felt like the worst girlfriend ever.

His backyard was filled with pictures of us together hanging from the gazebo and there were candles and roses laid out all over the ground.

Bobby let my hand go and came behind me to wrap his arms around my shoulders.

"Did you really think that I forgot this important day?" He whispered in my ear.

I felt my eyes watering up.

"I knew that you were mad at me all day because you thought I forgot. How cute you looked all angry. I just continued to play along" He laughed.

"And then you almost left school without me and it wouldve ruined my plan" He kissed my cheek.

I turned around and gave him the biggest hug I could possilbly give.

"I am so sorry Bobby. I shouldve known you wouldnt forget, and you had something up your sleeve" I pulled back so I could look him in the eyes.

"You're amazing" I said, smiling at him.

"No babygirl, you are" He smiled back, and then kissed me.

We spent the rest of that day just being together and happy.

*FLASHBACK END*

 

I couldnt stop gushing in my sleep, thinking about that day.

All of a sudden, another memory came through.

 

*FLASHBACK*

*Yoongi! Hurry up and get dressed, we're going to be late" I yelled.

We were supposed to be going to the movies and the movie was going to start in an hour.

"Ugh" He groaned.

"Do we have to go out? Lets just stay and watch a movie in here" He said, back from the living room.

I walked out of our room, into the living room and glared at him.

The glaring didnt last long when I saw him cuddled in his blanket, half sleep watching Pororo.

I couldnt help but give in.

"Okay fine" He started to smile.

"But you owe me a proper date next time" I pointed my finger at him.

"Noted" He nodded his head.

I walked back into our room to change out of my casual clothes into some pajamas.

Once I was done changing, I walked back into the living room and climbed onto the giant couch, getting under the covers with Yoongi.

He moved over a bit so that the blanket covered us both, and I cuddled into him.

I stared at him as I could see his eyes failing to stay open.

"Look at you, you cant even hang in for a movie" I laughed at him.

He opened his eyes.

"What, no im good" He smiled.

I couldnt help but laugh.

"It's fine if you sleep. How about you get some rest and i'll cook us something special for when you wake up?" I smiled at him.

"Sounds perfect" He said, half sleep.

I shook my head at his tiredness, kissed his cheek and stood up so I could start cooking.

Just at that moment, Kikwang came walking in the door.

"Hey Kiks, did you have a good day at the gym?" I asked him.

He took his earphones out his ears.

"Yeah, it was alright. Whatcha doing?" He asked, seeing me pull some pans from out the cabinets.

"Im going to make my mothers famous chocolate covered strawberry cheesecake bites, wanna help?" I smiled at him.

"Yeah sure, let me shower and I'll come back to help" He said.

"Thank you Kikwang" I grabbed the needed ingredients from the fridge.

~

"Okay so I need you to take the cream cheese, sugar, salt and vanilla extract and stir it unitl it gets really creamy" I told Kikwang when I heard him walk into the kitchen.

I didnt turn around to look at him.

"Alright ma'am" He jokingly said.

I had already preheated the oven and mixed the graham cracker crumbs mixture.

I placed cupcake liners in a muffin tin and started to fill in the crumbs at the bottom.

I finally turned around to see Kikwang shirtless wearing a graphic apron.

"Where on earth did you get that?" I laughed.

"Some girl gave it to me and I actually liked it so I kept it" He smiled.

"You look ridiculous" I laughed, shaking my head at him.

I just watched as he stirred the mixture in the bowl.

"Alright done" He said, snapping me out of my trance and bringing me back to reality.

"Okay so now we nee- What are you doing?" I asked, seeing him stick his figers into the mixture.

He stuck his finger in his mouth.

"Ew Kikwang" I slapped his shoulder.

"Go watch your hands, and stop eating raw mixtures. You're going to get sick" I told him.

Hansol came out of his room and into the kitchen.

"I thought you and Yoongi left to the movies" He said.

I looked over at Yoongi.

"Does he look like he's ready for the movies?" I laughed.

"We decided to stay in and i'd cook something while he slept away his tiredness" I finished.

"Did you guys need any help?"  He asked.

"Aw how sweet of you Hansol, but we dont need anymore help were almost done. But you can gladly watch" I smiled at him.

"Fine with me" He said, and sat on a stood at the counter.

Next I grabbed a small bowl and crack two egg whites and used a hand mixer to blend them. I added a bit of sugar and continued mixing it.

"Okay Kikwang now gently pour the egg whites into the cream cheese and mix it until its a real smooty yet thin consistency and then pour them into the muffin tray until the cups are almost full" I told him.

While he did that, I walked back into the living room to see if Yonngi was still sleeping through all of this noise.

I looked over at the couch and he wasnt there.

I did a 360 turn to see if he was standing somewhere in the living room.

I walked back into our room to find it empty.

Where the hell could he have gone so quietly. I thought to myself, untiI felt a pair of arms wrapped around my waist.

"You're awake I see. Did you have a nice sleep?" I asked him.

"It was only about 30 minutes but it was the best sleep i've had in a while" Yoongi said, turning me around so I could look at him.

His eyes were still low and he still looked sleepy.

"Are you sure you're still not sleeping now?" I laughed, used my fingers to gently open his eyes.

"Probably" He smiled.

"Then go back to sleep"  I told him.

He shook his head no.

"The more I sleep, the more time those losers get to spend with you. Not me" He said, making me laugh.

"Then come sit and watch with Hansol" I said, grabbing his hand and pulling him out the room with me.

I dragged him into the kitchen and sat him next to Hansol on a stool.

"Are you done Kikwnag?" I asked, walking back into the kitchen.

"Finishing up the last one" He said, putting down the bowl.

"Okay so we're going to let this bake for 20 minutes" I grabbed the tin and placed it inside the fully heated oven.

I walked back over to Yoongi as he pulled me close to him, basically sitting on lap.

"Lets just stay like this for 20 minutes" He said.

I laughed.

"Sure" I reached my arm back and ran my fingers through his hair.

Yoongi pulled out his phone and I grabbed it and started taking selfies.

I then opened up the youtube app and we started watching challange fails.

~

After the 20 minutes past, we took them out the oven to let them cool off for a while and then we put them in the freezer for 2 hours to get them to chill.

"How about we watch a movie while we wait?" He asked me.

"As long as you promise to not fall asleep" I joked with him.

"Promise" He said.

We walked into the living room where Yongguk was laying down watching TV.

I didnt even hear him walk by. That man is so quiet.

"Do you want to watch a movie with us?:" I asked him.

"Sure" His deep voice said, as he smiled.

I could hear Yoongi smack his teeth. 

"What you're probabaly going to fall asleep again anyway" I laughed at him and pulled him onto the couch with me.

"What movie do you guys wanna watch?" Yongguk asked.

"I want to watch a scary movie" I told them.

"Oh how about that new Purge movie?" He suggested.

"Isnt that still in theaters though" I asked.

"Hey, Koreans get booleg too" Yongguk said.

I almost choked on my spit from laughing so hard.

"Okay, then lets watch it" I told him.

~

Turns out I was the one who fell asleep this time.

I was shaken awake by a soft voice.

I opened my eyes to see Kikwang right in my face.

"Omg" I jumped back.

"Sorry" He laughed.

"We just dont know what to do next" He smiled and walked away.

I stood up, with the help of Yoongi who was still laying by my side.

I walked into the kitchen to see both Kikwang and Hansol waiting for me.

They took the tin out freezer already and just looked at me like lost puppy dogs.

I grabbed the double broiler, im surprised they even had one of these, and began melting the chocolate.

"Hey Hansol do you want to do this part?" I asked.

He didnt even answer, he hopped up and ran to my side.

I laughed.

"Okay so I need to you to help me take the cupcake liners off of these please" I said, and he got started right away.

"You can also help Kikwang" I said and he began to help as well.

Once they were all off, I handed Hansol and Kikwang a spoon.

"Okay so you guys just scoop some chocolate on your spoon and pour it on top. Got it" I said, and they nodded their heads.

"Have your way guys" I walked away and sat at the stool while I watched them concentrate harder than anything to make sure they didnt mess this up. Which I dont know how you could even do that.

Once they were done, they looked over at me for approval.

"You guys did a great job. Next time I need a soux chef, I know the exact two people to call" I smiled at them.

I placed them back in the freezer for 10 minutes and then placed the mini chocolate covered strawberries on top.

I whipped out Yoongi's phone to snap a picture of our beautiful creation.

"Okay its ready guys!" I yelled so they could all hear.

They all pilled in to the kitchen like a bunch of animals.

"Okay here Yoongi, you get the first bite" I said.

"What!, but we actually helped you make them" Hansol whined.

"Yeah, but I made them for Yoongi so he gets first dibs. So stop whining" I said, and picked up the cute little dessert.

I placed it in front of Yoongi's mouth.

He slowly opened his mouth, embarrassed that I was feeding him infront of the guys, but took a bite anyway.

"Omg this is so good" He said.

"Well you'd have to thank my mother for that" I told him.

"Well I have to thank your mother for a lot of things" He said, and picked me off the ground.

I screamed a bit from shock as he carried me towards our room.

"Um can we get some now?" I heard Yongguk ask.

"Yeah go ahead" I said as we entered our room, Yoongi locking the door behind us.

 

*FLASHBACK END*

 

All of a sudden my eyes flew open, the sunlight blazing on my skin.

I looked to my left and Bobby was sleeping softly in my bed.

Slowly I slid out of my bed and stood up.

I grabbed my phone to look at  the time.

7:24 am.

I sighed, dragging my weak tired body out of my room.

I went into the livingroom so I could make me some coffee.

There on the couch laid a sleeping Hanbin, with a empty container of cheeto puffs by his side.

I shook my head at him.

Suddenly, I remembered all that occured last night.

I immediately stopped what I was doing and walked towards the guy's room.

I tried to move slow so I wouldnt wake any of them up.

Quietly and as slow as I could, I opened the door and pushed it slightly.

Instantly I noticed how clean the room looked, as I opened it a bit more.

I swung open the door once I saw that the boys and all their stuff was gone.

I was in panic mode as I didnt know what to do.

He wasnt lying they really were leaving me.

I ran into my room, busting the door open waking up Bobby in the process.......

 

A/N: Now this is were it gets hard. Most of the delay in this story was me not knowing who to choose in the end and I finally figured it out! Im not going to chose lol you are..if you want to be with Bobby in the end, click here and if you want to be with Yoongi in the end, click here. I couldnt decide and I dont want anyone to wonder and say 'I wanted her to be with the other person' so I wanted to let you guys decide how to end the story.. hope you're happy with your chosen lover. And thank you for sticking with me during this story. I've been writing it for 2 years and while im happy I finally finished it, its still bittersweet (:

 

 

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TONNTONN #1
Chapter 44: I prefer this ending then the one with Bobby
TONNTONN #2
Chapter 41: I need her to see that Bobby is just a good dependable friend but she belongs with Yoongi...
JaebumFromTheBlock
#3
Chapter 40: Ugh Yoongi is really a good guy, why cant she be with both..omg I really cant choose!!
JaebumFromTheBlock
#4
Chapter 39: OMG YESSSSSS FINALLY AN UPDATE!!!! it's okay for the wait, ppl are busy lol

Hanbin is so sweet when he talks about his brother. I wonder why they have to leave though! Please dont keep me waiting, I am so intrigued by this!!!!
JaebumFromTheBlock
#5
Chapter 39: OMG YESSSSSS FINALLY AN UPDATE!!!! it's okay for the wait, ppl are busy lol

Hanbin is so sweet when he talks about his brother. I wonder why they have to leave though! Please dont keep me waiting, I am so intrigued by this!!!!
JaebumFromTheBlock
#6
Chapter 37: I wonder what Yoongi has to say...
Great update!!!
Glad to see you back in action (:
Update soon!
JaebumFromTheBlock
#7
Chapter 36: Yes, an update!!

Why is Kikwang so tempting thooo.. glad hes finding interest in someone else though. It was only going to ruin their friendship.

And I wish Jimin would look at me like that, like yaasss Jimin brown would do you good??

Thanks for the update, can't wait for the next one (:
JaebumFromTheBlock
#8
Chapter 35: The last thing she needs is a love square. Kikwang has to accept that they're best as friends and not confuse her thinking that there's a romantic future with them..

Also when is Bobby coming back, she seems to have forgot all about him.

Ugh update soon please!!! I need to know what happens next!
JaebumFromTheBlock
#9
Chapter 33: No Kikwang, he's such a sweetheart. I wonder what's going on in his head lol

Such a cute date Yoongi.

I want a Yoongi in my life *cries*
JaebumFromTheBlock
#10
Chapter 22: Awww, poor Hanbinnie :(
Uh oh, I have a feeling the guys are going to freak out cause they won't be able to get a hold of her!