Chapter 19

To Find You

I made it back to my apartment and by this time, all the boys were already up.

They had folded the blankets, deflated the air mattresses, and pushed back the pull out couch.

They were watching TV, while Kikwang was in the kitchen cooking.

"Oh you're back. Hope you dont mind me cooking" Kikwang came up to me and gave me a hug.

"Where'd you go? I see lover boy isnt here as well" Hansol said.

"Yeah he left this morning and I went to check on him. He just feels like you guys dont like him and wants some alone time with just him and I" I told them.

"Im going to hang out with him today so you guys can just chill here if you want to" 

"Alright!" They got confortable.

"You can pull out the couch so theres room for you all" I laugh, seeing how they all tried to fit on the couch.

They began pulling off the pillows.

"Where's Yoongi?" I asked Kikwang.

"In the shower" He looked at me.

"Thanks" I walked towards my room.

I opened the door and he was standing in the bathroom with his jeans on.

He had on no shirt as he was shaving.

How is he shaving if he didnt bring anything with h-..

"Are you using my razor to shave?" I said, startling him.

"Jesus, dont scare me like that" He laughed.

"I found a pack of disposable razors under your sink, hope you dont mind. And well yeah the shaving cream is yours, cherry blossom, wonderful scent" He said, causing me to laugh.

I walked over to him.

"Hey, I just wanted to let you know that I told Bobby that I would spend the day with him- Before you get upset, I'll spend tomorrow with you. And only you, not with the guys. I really want to spend some time with you as well. No distractions" I hugged him from behind.

He was still a little wet so my tshirt was getting soaked but I didnt care.

"We looked at each other through the mirror.

"Behave yourself" He said.

"Dont tell me what to do" I laughed, and gently pushed him out the bathroom.

"Now let me get ready" I clsoed the door.

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I stood in front of my closet in my towel debating on what to wear.

I figured I should wear something casual but also y at the same time.

I decided on an off the shoulder crop top and ankle skinnies with some booties.

Although I was wearing a crop top, I made sure my scars werent completely shown.

My scars were still there, but they were a little less visible due to the scar cream i've been religiously putting on.

"Yaas, I look cute" I danced around in the mirror a little bit.

I grabbed my makeup box and went to my desk.

I opened the curtain to give me that natural sunlight and did my makeup.

My hair was still in its messy bun and I freed it, allowing my hair to fall down on my neck.

My hair wasnt that long anymore. I cut it before they guys had found me.

It would remind me of when Jungkook would pull on my hair to hear me scream.

I placed it back in a bun and kinda left my hair in its frizzy state to give off that 'I woke up like this' look.

I looked at myself in my body mirror and gave myslef that reassuring nod.

I grabbed my purse and my phone and walked out my room towards the guys.

"Damn, you look hot" Tae said.

"Woah" Kikwang looked me up and down.

"Why didnt you dress like that back in Seoul" Jimin was basically drooling.

"Calm your down Jimin, you barely even knew her in Seoul" Yongguk told Jimin.

"Doesnt matter" He flicked off Yongguk.

I just laughed at them.

"Behave and dont burn down my apartment" I pointed at them.

Yoongi came up to the side of me.

"Come back soon" He said.

"Dont you wait up for me okay" I smiled, and walked towards the door.

I waved and then walked out, locking the door behind me.

I headed for Bobby's house, walking this time.

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I decided to knock on the door instead of breaking in with the spare key.

I waited a few seconds until the door open and Bobby stood in front of me looking very irresistible.

"Um, you look good" I said, as he closed the door and hugged me.

He smelled irresitible too.

"Thanks, you look absolutely beautiful as well" He kissed my forehead.

"So where are we going?" I asked him.

"Somewhere I know you havent been in a long time" He smiled.

He opened his car door for me and I hopped inside.

He climbed inside and started the car.

Almost immediately, I went for the radio.

It was something I would always do with Bobby and I knew it always annoyed him.

"You never change do you" He laughed.

"I thought you didnt want change" I said, refering to his letter he had wrote.

"Look-"

"Im just joking with you Bobby, dont be so serious" I used my fingers to pout his lips.

He looked over at me.

I left go of his face.

"I missed you while I was away Bobby, I still miss you at this moment" I spoke truthfully.

"But im with you now" He laughed.

"I know, but I miss how we used to be b-"

"Before you met Yoongi" He cut me off, finishing my sentence.

I nodded.

"I feel like when im hugging or kissing one of you, im hurting the other person. I dont want to feel like this" I said.

"But I dont want to think about it, I just want to think about you and only you today" I smiled at him.

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TONNTONN #1
Chapter 44: I prefer this ending then the one with Bobby
TONNTONN #2
Chapter 41: I need her to see that Bobby is just a good dependable friend but she belongs with Yoongi...
JaebumFromTheBlock
#3
Chapter 40: Ugh Yoongi is really a good guy, why cant she be with both..omg I really cant choose!!
JaebumFromTheBlock
#4
Chapter 39: OMG YESSSSSS FINALLY AN UPDATE!!!! it's okay for the wait, ppl are busy lol

Hanbin is so sweet when he talks about his brother. I wonder why they have to leave though! Please dont keep me waiting, I am so intrigued by this!!!!
JaebumFromTheBlock
#5
Chapter 39: OMG YESSSSSS FINALLY AN UPDATE!!!! it's okay for the wait, ppl are busy lol

Hanbin is so sweet when he talks about his brother. I wonder why they have to leave though! Please dont keep me waiting, I am so intrigued by this!!!!
JaebumFromTheBlock
#6
Chapter 37: I wonder what Yoongi has to say...
Great update!!!
Glad to see you back in action (:
Update soon!
JaebumFromTheBlock
#7
Chapter 36: Yes, an update!!

Why is Kikwang so tempting thooo.. glad hes finding interest in someone else though. It was only going to ruin their friendship.

And I wish Jimin would look at me like that, like yaasss Jimin brown would do you good??

Thanks for the update, can't wait for the next one (:
JaebumFromTheBlock
#8
Chapter 35: The last thing she needs is a love square. Kikwang has to accept that they're best as friends and not confuse her thinking that there's a romantic future with them..

Also when is Bobby coming back, she seems to have forgot all about him.

Ugh update soon please!!! I need to know what happens next!
JaebumFromTheBlock
#9
Chapter 33: No Kikwang, he's such a sweetheart. I wonder what's going on in his head lol

Such a cute date Yoongi.

I want a Yoongi in my life *cries*
JaebumFromTheBlock
#10
Chapter 22: Awww, poor Hanbinnie :(
Uh oh, I have a feeling the guys are going to freak out cause they won't be able to get a hold of her!