Chapter 3
To Find You"Bobby?" I blinked a few times.
Bobby and I dated from high school freshmans to college sophomores.
"Omg, it's been forever. How are you?" I asked, hugging him.
"I've been good. Really good now that I've seen you. You look really good
He came closer and hugged him.
I squeezed him tight.
"We're almost done!" He said with excitement.
"What?" I was confused.
"With school" He laughed.
"Oh, yeah!" I laughed along with him.
"How have you been?" He asked me.
"I've been good, studying really hard-"
"Like always" Bobby cut in.
I laughed.
It was awkwardly silent.
"D-Do you want to get out of here..I mean we don't have to leave your place- we can just like go to your room- but not to do anything, we can just talk..get away from the noise, you know?" He looked so nervous.
That's new.
I laughed at how silly he looked.
"Yes, of course" I grabbed his hand and lead him to my room.
Once I closed the door, the sound of the music was muffled.
He sat down on my bed.
"Nice room" He looked around.
"Thank you, I need to finish decorating it though" I said.
"What else can you do to this room?" He laughed. "You have everything you could possibly need in this room"
"You know me, I can never have enough" I took my shoes off.
I walked over to my bed and sat down.
Bobby just stared at me.
"Why are you staring at me like that?" I asked.
"Just thinking, remembering things"
"Thinking about what?" I asked him.
"Thinking about why we fell apart"
My face fell.
Does he not remember?
"You don't remember. I was accepted into the nursing internship program in New York! You didn't want me to leave, but it was a dream of mine"
"Ohh, yeah I remember" He said.
"Yeah and you gave me an ultimatum the week before I left. Either New York or you, and we ended up not speaking to each other anymore" I finished.
"Sadly" I heard him mumble under his breath.
"Why didn't you call me you got back to LA?" He asked.
"I was.. But I thought you had moved on" I told him.
"Honestly, I think I hated myself for letting you go
"Why would you hate yourself Bobby?" I laughed a bit.
"Because"
He moved in closer to me.
"I let a good woman slip right through my fingers"
"I wasn't always that good" I said as he looked me in my eyes.
"Yeah. You were perfect" He leaned in.
(Yoongi's Pov)
"Ah, I'm so tired" Hansol said as we crossed the street from the pier.
We didn't expect it to be this cold at night and we were told that they're was a mall a block away so we were headed down there.
"Oh look, McDonald's" Jimin pointed out.
"Ah that sounds so good right now" Tae said.
"We'll go later guys" Yongguk told them.
We ran across the street and that's when I felt something hit me on my forehead.
I looked up and more rain drops landed in my eye.
"" I said as I took off running through the rain.
"Yoongi wait up!" I heard them say behind me.
I'm not sure why I started running.
Maybe it's because that's what
She didn't like getting her hair wet.
I saw a Nike store and ran inside.
"Hello, welcome to Nike" An employee smiled at me.
I smiled back and thanked them as the rest of the boys came inside.
They were all soaked from the rain.
We walked up the stairs to the top level.
I went straight to the jacket section.
"Oh this looks so warm!" I heard Hansol say as he grabbed a jacket and put it on.
"Hansol, calm down" Kikwang told him as he also grabbed the same jacket in a different color.
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I found the perfect jacket for this rainy weather as we paid and put on the jackets as we left the store.
We were walking out the mall when I spotted an Adidas store.
I remember one day when
"What are we doing here, we already bought some jackets" Yongguk asked me.
"I wanted to get those tubular shoes for
"Why not wait until you see her. She'll probably be more excited to see you rather than a pair shoes" He told me.
"Yeah. You're right" We laughed and went to find the other boys.
We had to drag them out otherwise we'd be in there for the longest.
"Can we go to McDonald's now?" Jimin asked, with an attitude.
"Ughh, go wherever the you want Jimin" I got annoyed.
"Fine, we'll see you s back at the hotel" He grabbed Tae and they headed towards McDonald's.
"Today was a bust" I sighed.
"What made me think we could seriously find her" I ran my hand through my hair.
"Don't worry, we will find her" Hansol placed a hand on my shoulder.
I shrugged it off.
(
"Bobby wait" I placed my arm between us to distance how close we were.
"I'm sorry, I'm just a little too excited seeing you again" He moved back a bit.
"It's okay. Let's just hang out first" I smiled at him.
"Yeah, how about tomorrow?" He said a little too eager.
I couldnt help but laugh.
"Yeah, tomorrow is perfect" I said.
It got quiet and I could hear the music blasting from the living room.
"Wow, for a second I forgot I was throwing a party..well more like Kensi was throwing a party" I laughed.
"You didn't want to have this party?" He asked.
"Not really, my mind is just elsewhere right now" I answered honestly.
"Anything I can help with?" He asked, a smirk present with his voice.
"Yeah, you can help me tomorrow when you take me out on that awesome dat-" I quickly covered my mouth.
"What I meant was-"
"It's okay, it can be a date" Bobby winked at me.
"Oh my gosh Bobby, get out" I playfully pushed him.
"Aw come on baby girl, dont do me like this" He laughed and stood up.
Bobby used to always call me baby girl when we were together.
"Later Bobby" I opened my door, letting the loud music blast into my room.
Bobby slowly made his way to the door.
"See you tomorrow baby girl" He leans in and kisses my forehead and then walks away.
I closed the door, making sure I locked it so no strangers try to bust inside.
I walked towards my bed and just fell onto it.
I feel so conflicted on what to do or how I should feel.
There's no possibility that I'll ever see Yoongi again, so it makes sense to reconnect with Bobby.
Right?
I do still have feelings for Bobby since we broke up on weird terms.
"Ughh" I groaned super loud in my pillow.
*knock knock*
I looked over at my door.
"Who is it?!" I yelled loud enough for them to hear.
"It's me, open up" I heard the familiar voice.
I rolled my eyes and stood up heading towards the door.
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