Okay guys this is like kinda sad I guess? I mean the song is cute but kinda has a sad meaning and just like before like I did with one of my other drabbles I really don't have an idea for this one I'm just writing as the song plays so.....idek how its going to end. btw i like how i started writing this it started raining XD

Hopefully it won't be too sad ;-; okay so for this one Bambam IS an idol in Got7 but Lisa stayed behind in Thailand. And cause I'm just writing this freely I dunno if I'll continue it. 

BUT AJFKLDJL GUYS I CAN'T----- YOU HAVE TO LISTEN TO THIS SONG WHILE READING THIS PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE 

See I really love him and its been kinda tough cause he's only in town for the holidays. Tomorrow he's flying away. Away from me.
~ I just have one wish this year can you...just make it snow in Thailand California. I'll even settle for rain ~
❤ Give me something to make him stay ❤

Bambam chuckled at all the silly antics his family was up to. He really did miss them, before he knew it he was up in the air and he laughed, kicking his legs slightly. 

"Yah you brat!!"

He laughed as he knew it was Beer. "Who you calling a brat huh?" Then Bank joined him tickling him while he was up in the air. "You ya brat." 

Bambam whined and thrased around lightly, whining about being abused by his two older brothers as his mother and younger sister stood by with smiles on their faces. Just then their front door burst open. 

Even though they didn't see who it was they were all quite sure who it was. Beer quickly put him down. 

"KUNPIMOOK!!" 

No sooner than he had gotten put down did he get tackled down to the ground with his girfriend holding on tightly like her life depended on it. 

"Pranpriya." He whispered lovingly, sitting up and cradling her to his chest as she still held on. 

His mother shooed away all their siblings, leaving the two alone. 

Half sobs were heard from the girl on his lap as she let out choked I love you's and I missed you's paired with Don't leave me again. 

Bambam smiled sadly knowing he couldn't say anything to the last one, but he held her tighter, reassuring her like he always did. Telling her of his abundance of love for her, how no matter how many girls he saw in Korea she would always have his heart. Every time they were apart he just wanted to book the next flight to Thailand to see her. But he ignored the last part, he could never say he wouldn't leave her. They always say never to promise something if you're just going to break it. 

After she had calmed down with Bambam tracing circles on her back she laughed and kissed him. 

None of the fans knew about their relationship since Bambam feared if Lisa ever came to Korea something would happen to her. And even though she was safe in Thailand for the most part he didn't want to risk it. In fact not that many people knew besides their families, only the ones that really needed to know like Mr. Park and the other Got7 members. They had meet Lisa a few times when they had their concerts here. 

Admittedly those were their favorites. 

Bambam for the obvious reasons and Lisa loved seeing the love of her life doing what made him happy, she loved seeing him on stage. 

When they pulled away Lisa wiped away her tears, a pout on her lips. "What's wrong?" 

"I-I just made our Christmas sad!" She huffed and Bambam laughed, she got up and helped him up as he hugged her. "Don't worry about it we still have time alright?"

Lisa nodded and they joined his family, soon her family also entered the picture. As usual they all took a group picture, Bambam and Lisa on opposite ends with Bambam hugging his sister, it was safe and the fans would hopefully overlook Lisa.

Except for the people that shipped them. They both found it funny but endearing that even Bambam's fans thought the belonged together.

Throughout the night Bambam could feel Lisa's eyes on him, he knew she was watching his every move trying to commit everything he said or did to memory. He couldn't even get mad at her as he knew how hard it was on her every time he left.

By the end of the night she was leaning on his shoulder as everyone was joking around with each other, everyone being drowsy as they were all filled up on their Christmas dinner. Bambam wrapped his arm around her waist when no one was looking, pulling her impossibly closer and kissed her head making her smile before he let his arm drop. They both knew they still had to keep their manners even if they were with family. 

At the end when Lisa's family was leaving they all looked to Lisa. It was already an unasked question that had been answered a long time before. They all bid their goodbyes. 

Lastly Bambam and Lisa said their goodnights to his mother and his siblings who would also be spending the night in the house before they went up to his room. 

Since they took separate showers Lisa was waiting for Bambam to finish his, moving closer to his window she sighed as a silent tear slipped down her cheek. She hated how 'winter' in Thailand wasn't really winter. It was the most pleasant season they had, even though she knew it was impossible since the rainy season had just passed she so badly wished it would rain, a hurricane, also highly unlikely. She didn't know, she just wanted him to stay. 

She wished more than anything that he would stay at least just couple days longer but she knew tomorrow he would leave, sometime in the afternoon she guessed. 

Hearing the door open in the hallway she wiped her tear away while laying down on his bed, staring up at the ceiling. She was only wearing her underwear and one of his shirts. He walked in and she smiled seeing him in sweats and a plain black t-shirt. 

After texting his manager about the times he slid in bed with her, pulling her close as she buried her face in the crook of his neck. They laid there in silence not knowing when would be the next time they could be like this before he broke it. 

"I love you." Lisa smiled and kissed his neck, not wanting him to see her tightly shut eyes that were slowly watering, she whispered. "I love you too."