To Chaeyeon,

When I heard for the first time I was getting married, I couldn’t believe it. I, Kim Hanbin is doing a show with a female. I was worried, how should I act? Should I be very protective, charming, very cool?
Yes, all those thoughts went through my mind. Even though it was a show. We should act.
But my acting skills are awful, don’t you think?

Chaeyeon felt heart was aching, it really felt he was rejecting her through this letter, but this was only the beginning of this letter. Even though it felt like a sting into her heart, she couldn’t help it to smile a bit. It was sweetly written to her.

Hanbin was playing with his fingers, Chaeyeon is showing for the first time his true expressions and feelings. His heart was aching, is she hurt how he started his letter? Ah, he thought, I think I messed up for sure. This is what love does with your mind.

I was worried who will be my partner? Is she very pretty or not? Is she older or younger than I do? I was so anxious to meet my virtual wife. Would she like me? Would she be disappointed with me? Many silly questions occurred my mind and haunted even in my sleepless nights that I was having.

On the very first day, I was trembling in fear. In honesty, I think I almost broke in cold sweat and left my virtual wife there alone. Thank God, I didn’t make that mistake, because on that moment, when she turned around. I fall in love at first sight. Yet, I wasn’t sure if this was love or not. I am such a fool, but I thought I wouldn’t believe at love at first sight. Now, look at me, I am a fool who felt in love at first sight.

However, through the months, weeks, days or minutes. She is started to make going crazy. My heart was beating more and more. I felt secured and happy whenever she was at my side. That I started during the filming, to act more caring, worried and loving her for real. She changed me in a good way. I wanted to take good care of her and love her for real, but then I couldn’t. I was lacking in many things for sure. But she never was disappointed with me. Instead, she did the opposite, she entrusted me with all her heart.

Most were all scripted scenes, but still I started to notice her genuine feelings more and more. She was starting feeling more comfortable around me. Always considerate about me. Never gets mad about me. It was always her giving love and me taking her love.

Im Chaeyeon, my virtual wife. I am so sorry.

Chaeyeon put the phone down, “I am so sorry…” she didn’t want to read more, “Oppa,” she looked at him. As she was about to break into tears, “Are you continue to play with my heart? If you want to reject my confession…” Tears were dripping down, “You shouldn’t be nice to write a letter to explain—“ she avoided to look into his eyes.

Hanbin adjusted his cap as he held her hands where his phone was between. “I am so sorry, because I couldn’t confess first my feelings to you. I want to court you properly, not as my virtual wife, but as my girl for real. Im Chaeyeon, I like you a lot, be mine for real.” Chaeyeon looked up, Hanbin said, “The truth is, I have liked you a lot for a long time, but I was such a coward and a fussy head if you liked me for real or not. Sometimes, I am really an airhead. Chae-ah, I am really sorry and I want outside of all the shooting, to show and prove you, I really like you. You were the one who is giving love and I was the one who was taking it.” Hanbin held tightl