Onew sighed again and I could detect irritation from him.

"I said let's break up." He repeated and looked away from me.

"Why?" My question came out in a whisper as the walls of my heart started to cave in.

"You know why. It won't work out. You are better off with Kibum. I'm engaged to Jessica; you're engaged to Kibum." He said coldly and slowly, tears slid down my face.

"I thought you loved me." I said and twisted my body away from him. I heard him shuffle slightly and felt his arms wrapped around me. I slightly stiffened at his touch.

"I do." He said and I could hear honesty in his voice.

"But we can't be together. We were never destined to be together." His voice returned to the cold tone that he had before and tears slid down even faster.

"Why? Why is it always me that has to be heartbroken? You must truly not love me." My voice finally cracked and I pulled away from Onew's grasp.

I ran away from the park, leaving Onew behind and the moment I got into my apartment, I collapsed on the floor, crying.

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Why?

I thought you loved me.

I really thought you did.

I loved you and I still do.

Do you not love me?

If you loved me, like you say you do,

You would have never made that decision.

I hate you.

But I also love you.

Why must it always end like this?

Why do I have to be the broken-hearted girl?

Why do I have to play this part?

You're the only one for me.

Why can't you accept the fact that I love you?

Why can't you love me as much as I love you?

I guess my love wasn't enough for you.

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